Am I human?

Aren't I a good person?

With meaning

And courage

Power and

Love

Why did I receive

Hell on earth than?

After all I've done

All I've given

Emotionally

Physically

Mentally

Didn't I deserve better?

Than the atomic bomb

Dropped on me

My own Hiroshima

Flames without meaning

I deserve better than being broken up

With via Blackberry Messenger

Like Carrie with a post-it

I deserve to be with someone

Who wants to be with me no matter what

I deserve someone who wants to work

On our relationship

Because that's what makes it grow

No magic pill

Or miracle grow

Will make a partnership flourish

It takes two people

Who care for each other

And want to see where they can go

I deserve someone who doesn't

Give up on me

I deserve to be told to my face

I deserve to receive better treatment

Because the 2D way

Is chicken shit

I deserve a person who

When making decisions

That impacts us both

Does what's best

For "us"

Not just for "him"

I deserve a person

Who is committed to me

Who can make choices

Without pulling teeth

Or throwing it into my face

About why I can't do it

I deserve a man

Who has his shit together

Who doesn't have more

Drama than he knows

What to do with

I deserve a human being

That can love and accept me

For who I am

And enjoy stability

Because insanity

Only brings

Danger and destruction

I deserve a male

That is compatible with me

In every way

Including sexually

And who respects

What I will or will not do

Without whining about it

I deserve the one

The meant to be

The forever

The eternal

My lover

My sanctuary

My partner for life

But most importantly

I deserve someone

Who will keep his promises

Without guesswork

But instead

By following his heart