12-11-16
Let me sink into the darkness,
I'd like to escape.
What is reality,
What is time?
What is life,
When you don't spend it
Alive?
What is it like to fade,
Scream the water into your lungs,
Praying you won't stay?
What is it like to want death,
Because your purpose
Just flickered out a little?
I can answer it all,
Whether I deserve to or not.
And I'm sorry,
But it's all so fucking pointless.

Bleed my secrets onto the windows,
Stain the snow,
Let it all catch up to me
So I'll break.
The release is as close as I can get to high.

But I realized,
It doesn't matter if life is meaningless or not,
I'm living it,
And as low as it is,
I know there's a reason I don't stop.
- (m.m)

I'll let go,
Because I'm aiming for the high,
Shooting on the low,
And I'm the only one who can get myself there.

Old tracks and reconnection,
Your love is disconnected,
My memories are now a collection,
Of mistakes with no recollection,
But we're going full speed ahead,
Won't hit the brakes till we know we're dead.

Let's love like the world is gonna end,
We're falling stars
And we're spinning fast.
- (m.m)