11-20-16
Keep my reputation or be a better person?
You see, I'm not trying to cave for you
But it's only getting worse.

Take your words where they won't fight,
Tame your syllables,
Until the emotion doesn't crack the ceiling
and chip the paint
Of a house we called home.

Used to swing through the sunlight,
Used to stay awake for the high,
But he knows I don't have my shit together these days,
Just let me in,
Because you couldn't judge,
This history bounds us,
Whether we like that or not.
From vape night on top of cities
To dark circles,
And mistakes looking pretty,
Hitting me up over distance,
Up all night, vibing to that new age shit.

Smoking resin on your floor next to the heater,
Hiding in the holes of your walls
and slipping between the stolen artifacts.
Big names and legacies,
Do you see what I'm about?
I'll make something of myself.

Letting go isn't painful,
It's always hazy,
And maybe rooms of rejuvenated youth
And headphones
Of distanced escape,
Can save me.

I've spent a week bettering myself,
Took every second
and made it into something i could use.
I will not slip back under.
I've spent the past week accepting this,
And we haven't spoken a word,
I think what we've got needs a little work,
But I'm not afraid of getting my hands dirty.

Connected back into where we started,
Because I don't see a better love than that,
No longer waiting on getting you back,
I'm stepping forward
And I'm doing it for me.

Forward,
We'll flip the pages.
Things aren't the same as they were,
But I think I'm okay with that.
I think I'm finally okay with all of it.
- (m.m)

Positive vibes guys

Idek, tbh this week was great, I'm on my own shit and I love what I do.