Sometimes,
You just don't understand
All the efforts you've made
All the hardship you withstand
All the sacrifices you shape
To achieve the goals you demand
Everything just evaporates in thin air.

And,
You are back again from the start
Having nothing in your hands
It's like the gorgeous sandcastle you build up,
In a split of second, a wave dashes towards
And BOOM!
The remaining is just a flat land of sand.

Still,
No matter how many times you convince yourself to stand up
You still end up with the same result
Hurt, depressed, hopeless, haunted,
Wondering, "Why is life so mean?"
You feel like ripping off your skins,
And veins
You prefer physical pains to mental pains.

But,
The process keeps repeating again and again
You fall down and stand up and fall down and stand up...

~May 27,2016~