Thank you for always being there for me
Walking with me through the fire
Extinguishing the flames
Lighting up my sky
Wiping off my pain
For being my soul mate
My best friend till the end
My other half
My guidance
My inspiration
My guardian
My psychologist
My motivation
My everything.

If my mind mind like a nature painting,
You'll be the vastest grassland
If anything on Earth can measure your importance in my heart,
It's the infinite sand
If my heart is like a nigh scenery,
You'll be the brightest star
I know I've left you a scar
I know I've let you down
I apologise for playing you around
I'm sorry for blaming you
I regret for hurting myself,
By hurting you.

Right now I'm stuck between two decisions,
Either staying here with you, or leaving to fulfil my dream
My heart is stabbed my a thousand pins
I intend to leave.

I'll miss your emotive voice
I'll miss your graceful dimples
I'll miss your smiling eyes
I'll miss the warmth of your arms
Holding me whenever I cry
I wish then I can pick you up from my mind,
And hug you like the old times.

I apologise because I've lied
To you, that I can be brave
But I can't imagine the ages
When I won't get to see you everyday
The truth that you're no longer near
Will always shed me to tears
You've always meant so much,
And you'll forever do
My heart is wounded
I can't bear this pain
Those images of you will stay in my heart,
Until we reunite again.

~May 17, 2015~