Calum and I spent our Saturday sleeping in and being lazy.

He let me look through his old yearbooks which made me giggle at young Calum and his goofy haircuts.

He then threatened to go to my place to get my yearbooks but I told him I didn't have them to which he didn't believe.

Calum didn't understand why I wouldn't bring them with me when I moved but I just shrugged my shoulders.

We had one more day to wait until the birth control was in my system, so Saturday night we watched comedy movies in order to distract us from our plans to get it on the next night, but by his wandering hands I could tell he was thinking about it.

On Sunday morning I went with Calum to run errands.

He needed groceries and some clothes for Eli and Cade.

I had fun picking out outfits for them and Calum just shook his head and let me go for it, watching me shop for his kids.

Finally we left the store and went home to take a nap together before making dinner.

He'd bought us a bottle of red wine and we sipped on it while cooking and eating dinner, then brought the bottle with us to the sofa.

"So tell me about your last relationship." Calum said as we kicked back.

"Hmm, okay well his name was Justin. He was a nice guy and all but the sex was awful and he lived with his mother, so..."

Calum burst into laughter at this.

"And now you're with a single dad who hasn't had sex in two years."

"Yes, but you've had good reason."

He pulled me over into his arms and kissed the top of my head.

"I'm glad it's you."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that i'm glad it's you that I get to become a man again with."

"You're a man now, Calum. Just one who has gone through a really long dry spell."

"Well i'm ready to change that. Are you?"

"I am." I nodded.

He smiled as he took my glass of wine from me and set it on the side table next to him before pulling me into his lap.

"Good." He whispered before pressing his lips against mine.

I tangled my hands in his hair as I straddled him, Calum's hands massaging my waist.

As we made out he pulled my waist down so I could roll my hips against his.

We both kissed even harder at this and I could feel him getting excited against my thigh.

I gasped into his mouth as he grasped my ass in his hands and I pressed into him harder. He groaned at this and I could feel my heart beating even faster in my chest.

"Bedroom." I managed to get out between forceful kisses and he moaned in agreement before standing up.

My legs were wrapped around his waist as he walked us to his bedroom, laying me down on his bed.

He broke our kiss to stand up and remove his shirt, showing off his toned and muscled chest.

I sat up and began to kiss the tan skin, Calum's hands coming underneath my shirt, and that's when I realised what was different. Normally when he touched me I could feel the coolness of his wedding ring, but I didn't feel it.

"Where's your ring?" I stopped kissing his chest to look up at him.

"I'm not going to have sex with you with my old wedding ring on, that's just weird." He shook his head. "I'm not married anymore, Nessa, but i'm with you now and I can't keep holding on to my old life while i'm with you, that's not fair...so i'm taking off my ring."

I bit my lip as he spoke, not believing he actually did that for me.

"Can I kiss you again?" I laughed breathlessly.

"You can do a lot more than that." He laughed before moving back in to kiss me.

He leaned me back down on the bed and pulled my shirt from my body before going to unbutton my shorts.

My skin was covered in goosebumps as he slid them down my legs and then ran his hands up my legs until he reached my waist.

"Off." I tugged at his jeans and he smiled into our kiss before unbuttoning his jeans and shoving them down so he could step out of them.

We moved up the bed, both of us smiling.

Calum moved over me and cupped my cheeks to kiss me before sliding his hands down my neck and to my chest where  they grazed over my breasts before sliding around my back to unhook my bra.

When the black fabric came off he tossed it aside before moving his head down so he could kiss on my chest.

I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt his lips brush across my right breast and then press an open mouthed kiss against it.

A whimper left me as he moved his kisses lower until he reached my naval and then reached my panties.

I held my breath as he hooked his fingers beneath the band and then began to slowly slide them down my legs.

He pressed his lips to my hip bone making me gasp.

"Is everything alright?" He spoke against my skin as he kissed his way down to my thigh.

"Everything's perfect." I breathed.

He pushed apart my legs and I sucked in a breath again before he moved to hover over me.

He then moved to take off his boxers, the last article of clothing now gone.

"Are you ready?" Calum asked me.

"Are you?" I looked into his chocolate brown eyes.

"I am."

"Then I am too."

He smiled before kissing me again.

As we made out he adjusted our bodies so that we were in the position he wanted before I felt him press against me.

I bit my lip before he took a breath and pushed in.

He let out a moan and then dropped his face into my neck.

We waited a few moments before he began to pull out and then go back in.

I moaned at the feel of him and lifted my hips to meet his.

This was happening, this was really happening.

Things began to pick up and I felt my eyes roll back as he touched all the right places.

"Oh my God, Calum." I whined in pleasure.

"Nessa." He moaned as he hid his face his my neck.

When he grabbed onto my waist so he could go faster I threw my head back and wound my fingers though his hair.

"Calum i'm so close." I cried out in pure ecstasy.

"Hold on baby i'm almost there." He kissed my neck before rolling us over so I was on top.

This new angle floored me and I looked down into his eyes, seeing his looking up at me with so much lust.

He put his hand on the back of my neck before pulling me down to kiss him.

"I- oh Calum."

I felt him smile into our kiss.

"I'm there baby." He held my face to his before his hips stilled inside me and I felt him let go and I followed immediately, the two of us voicing our pleasures.

I leaned forward to lay my head on his chest, hearing his heart beat fast in his chest.

"We just did that." I breathed.

"We just did that." He began to chuckle as he wrapped his arms around my shoulders. "And it was amazing."

I laughed at this.

"Yeah it was."

I lifted my head up so I could look at him. Calum's eyes were on me and he was still smiling.

"You're so beautiful." He bit his lip.

"You're so handsome."

He laughed before turning us over so I was beneath him again and he kissed my neck for a few moments before moving his lips to hover over mine.

I knew what he was going to say before he said it, and that's because I could feel the emotion radiating off of him.

His eyes were shining, and his lips were so close to touching mine but weren't because he needed to talk. He had to get this off his chest.

He moved his lips and I knew this was it.

"I love you."

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Oh! He said THOSE THREE WORDS!

What do you think Nessa's reaction will be and will she say it back?

More to come!

Much love xx-m