Okay, deep breaths, Y/N reminded herself as she looked into the mirror in her sunblocker in her car. Just go there, sit down, talk, and confess; she reminded herself of this constantly, taking deep breaths to sooth her rapid heart beat. It goes without mentioning that Y/N had liked her best friend for years, and it's now or never now. Getting out of her car, and closed her door and slowly walked towards the cafe doors. Her hair was done and combed well, and she was wearing a short dress that went above her knees. Nothing too special, but definitely had some thought into her outfit.

She pressed her hand on the glass cafe door, taking a deep breath. She took a moment, staying in that position before putting on a nice smile and pushing the door open. Once she walked in, she scanned the room for her friend; though she couldn't help but admire the cafe she was in while in the process. Y/N had met Light here, actually; she was broke and just needed some peace at a lovely cafe. The smell of the creams and coffee was delighting to her, so her nerves easily calmed. Then suddenly, a tall brunette came by, asking if he can sit with her. They talked a lot that day and agreed to meet much more often.

Light always had some textbook with him eveytime they met. He would write things down as he spoke, not even needing to stop. He was always so smart, so focused, so calm and nonchalant. It didn't take long for Y/N to start liking him at all; after all, how could she not? However, she always kept silent due to feeling inferior to him; he was smarter, collected, and anything she isn't. It took five years for Y/N to finally muster the courage to speak, and now here she is, bolder and prepared for anything.

"I have to say, I didn't think you'd show up," a high pitch, feminine voice spoke out. Y/N's ears perked, however she was more focused on trying to find Light. He was typically against the right wall, but he was no where to be seen. Y/N furrowed her eyebrows, pulling out her phone.

"How could I not? It's nice here, don't you think?" A soft, charismatic voice of a male replied. Light, she mentally asked herself, her smile dropping a bit. He's with another woman? Why? Y/N furrowed her eyebrows, eyeing the half wall that was just tall enough to prevent her from seeing the people on the other side.

"Oh, Light-kun! Of course I do! I like anything you like, remember?" The girl responded, happiness lacing her every word. Y/N's eyes widened a bit, anxiety kicking in. She felt her stomach drop and she started to feel a little hot. Who is she?  The questioned burned in her brain, and she couldn't but wonder: am I too late? Slowly, she lifted up her phone and opened her text app. She, with fighting fingers, texted him, "I'm here."

On the other side of the half wall, a notification bell rung. Y/N took a deep breath, blinking a couple times. Shit, she thought, staring down at her phone and seeing a "Read" appear by her message.

"Heh heh, Light-sama! I couldn't see you there!" Y/N spoke as she walked towards the half wall, peering over to see a familiar brunette and a new blonde. Y/N's eyes peered over at the blonde's, looking at all her features. She had never seen this girl before, and how did she know Light? "Oooh, gotta girlfriend, I see?" Y/N joked, smiling as she faced Light.

Light chuckled softly, rubbing the back of his neck. "I wouldn't say girlfriend," he responded, making the blonde across the table pout. And just like that, Y/N closed her eyes and made a close eyed smile face as to hide the pain in her eyes. I was to late, she thought. I was too late wasn't I?

"Hey! We've been seeing each other for a while, so I am your girlfriend!" The girl responded, her face scrunched up a bit. Y/N couldn't help but drop her fake smile a bit more, turning her head to fave the girl. Well, she certainly wasn't very likable so far. Pouty and noisy; who would've known Light was into that?

Light turned towards the blonde, smiling at her just as much. Unbeknownst to Y/N, he had a serious look in his eye. "Haha, well, whatever you say." He turned back to Y/N, lightly grabbing her wrist. "Please, sit down. You two should meet." Y/N nodded, sitting down besides him.

The unfortunate thing was that Y/N had absolutely no urge to talk at all. She was too late. "Well, okay. Hi! I'm L/N, pleasure to meet you." Y/N bowed her head, her head remaining slightly lowered as she rose back up.

The blonde just hummed before responding, "Hi, famous model Misa Misa here!" She smiled brightly, her face turning a bit pink. "Light-kun never told me about you. I wonder why that is," she continued, leaning her arm on the table and using it to mount her head. Y/N chuckled softly, shrugging.

The rest of the time went in a similar fashion; Y/N remaining soft-spoken and head slightly low as Misa talked all proudly of herself. Light occasionally spoke and intervened, seemingly oblivious to Y/N's pain. And God, all Y/N wanted to do was go home and just cry. Just lay in bed and cry for hours until falling asleep. Dream about how if she reacted sooner, Light could have been her's. Or if she was more annoying and rude, she could have him.

The time was nice for everyone else until a certain phrase came out of Misa's mouth out of no where. "Y'know, Light must really like models. He has magazines of them hidden in his room! Sad to say that you aren't exactly up to his tastes, L/N-san." With that, Y/N hands came crashing down the table, standing up and leaning over the table. Light jumped a bit, glaring at Misa. Before he had the chance to defuse the situation, Y/N reacted quicker.

"Please! I'd rather be single than be someone's hoe, you plastic bitch!" And with that, Y/N stormed away, growling under her breath. A few people looked at her and she aggressively pushed open the doors, walking away.

"Wow! How immature!" Misa complained, standing up and balling her fists. Light shot up, glaring at her before walking away from the table, following Y/N.

"Y/N-san! Wait up!" Called Light as he ran towards the pouting girl walking away. She had her arms crossed, squeezing her arms to keep herself from crying. But as Light caught up, she stopped and turned to face him.

"Light-sama, please," Y/N glared at him, her voice breaking up tears stung her eyes. "Leave me alone. Today hasn't been good, okay? I don't need some apology." As Light walked over, he sighed. He grabbed her wrist, pulling her close softly as his other hand brushed through her hair. It was common for him to do this, as the feeling of someone else brushing her hair was calming for her.

"I know, I know," Light responded, sighing. "I swear, she was just jealous. She isn't like this usually, I swear," he tried to reassure her, releasing her wrist to lightly grab her chin. Y/N sniffed, her face scrunching up from anger. She pulled away, hissing.

"God, you're so smart but so oblivious! Light-sama, I love you! I love you more than anything else in this world! Couldn't you see that?" Y/N yelled, a tearing rolling down her face. "You're too smart to miss that, aren't you? Then why did you bring her to the cafe!"

Y/N stared intensely at Light, glaring. Light couldn't find the words to reply; he could only stare with sorrowful eyes. After a few moments like this, Light spoke.

"I'm not going to break up with Misa. I'm going to keep seeing her, like it or not," he spoke, softening his voice the best he could. "As for you, there's plenty of fish in the sea, Y/N-san." Y/N remained silent, her heart dropping a bit.

"...Right," Y/N spoke under he breath, narrowing her eyes as she spun around. "I'll see you next week. I have so much work to do."

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I wrote this on Tumblr when I was extremely tired, so sorry the writing is bad. I plan to redo this eventually.