Harry

Pacing back and forth does nothing, it's stupid and annoying. Jane does it when she's mad and it pisses me off. Louis does it when he's thinking, it's annoying.

But here I was, pacing in the waiting room.

My mum was getting settled in her room and we were waiting to be let up to see her. A nurse was supposed to come to find us, but they would take their sweet time.

Her surgery was pushed back a day so now we were a day behind. The surgery was going to be a few hours. It was supposed to just be the removal of the tumor, but they have to be careful because of high blood pressure and a certain heart condition she's had since she was a teenager. She was a high risk to have complications in an already difficult surgery.

"Family of Anne Twist?" We both walked over to the nurse and she took us to her room.

My mum was laying down all hooked up and ready to go. "She goes up in a bit." The other nurse left to give us some privacy. I told Robin to go ahead and he quickly walked over to gently kiss her and hold her hand.

"You are the biggest blessing in my life," he reminded her. "And I'll be here when you get out, waiting for my kiss." She smiled hugging him.

"Let's hope this doesn't ruin our plans for Paris." He chuckled. "I love you, darling."

"I love you more sweetheart." He kissed her and turned to look at me, stepping out to give us alone time.

"I'll see you later, and we can have soup when they let you eat again." She looked down. "What's wrong?"

"Harry if I don't make it-" she whispered.

"Don't say that it's going to be okay." I pinched my wrist to stop myself from crying. "Now say you'll see me later."

"Harry, please just promise that you'll stay strong for me." I nodded quickly. "I love you so much, you're the reason I kept going. And I want you to remember that I love you with everything in my heart. My biggest regret is letting you walk away, darling." The doctor came in and told us it was time. "Harry?"

"I promise. I love you." I told her as she kissed my cheek and they took her away. I was left standing there for a moment. Robin came over and walked with me to the waiting room.

Hours passed and I began to get frustrated. A few people showed up as support for Robin. They hugged him and brought him food as they sat talking. I had become annoyed that none of our family came, but then he told me that they had no idea what was going on.

I sat alone in the corner looking out at the rain. Why was it taking so long?

I began to feel anxious and had this sick feeling. I looked out and sighed, why the hell did it have to rain. "Are you alright?" I looked over at one of Robin's sisters.

"I will be." She nodded handing me a plate of food. "Oh, thank you." She smiled patting my head.

"You look just like Anne." I thanked her as I ate alone, not knowing how to make conversation. I just wanted to know what was happening. As if my prayers had been answered, the doctor walked in at the exact moment.

He looked upset.

"Are you the husband of Anne Twist?" He asked Robin. I walked over and sat beside him. There was a moment of silence.

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Jane

I was looking through a book of bride magazines with a packet of sticky notes with Olivia beside me. "I want a simple dress, but kinda cool," I told her. "Nothing too big." She hummed looking at bridesmaid dresses. My phone began ringing and I quickly told her to wait as I stepped into her room to be alone. "Hello?"

"Hi, baby." Harry's voice was low as if he had been crying. "Are you busy?"

"No baby, I'm never to busy for you what's wrong?" I asked him. "Everything okay?" He began sobbing to himself. I felt the world stop for a second, could something bad have happened.

"The surgery was a success, I just had this feeling in my stomach that something was going to happen." I felt relief course through me. "I felt so alone Jane, I miss you." I looked down feeling guilty.

"I should have gone, I'm sorry. I should have been there for you, I'm so sorry." I Sat on the ground. "Are you mad at me?"

"No, of course not, I just felt so happy when she woke up and I was able to tell her the cancer was gone. I just would love to have you with me." I sniffled. "She's okay now." I smiled wiping my eyes.

"Yeah baby, she's okay, did you hug her already?" Harry had this weird habit of keeping his happiness. Like he was too afraid to be happy.

"Yeah, I did, she was groggy so I just hugged her quickly before she fell asleep." I listened to him talk, feeling so happy that she was okay. After we hung up Olivia looked at me worried. I told her what happened and she immediately called Louis who seemed just as happy and relieved as Harry.

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Later that night I had my Daisy back with me. She and I laid down on my bed after her shower and she cuddled with me. I had braided her short hair and put on her favorite pajamas. "Grandpa taught me how to make s'mores and they are so yummy." She was telling me about her camping trip while we waited for Harry to call.

"They were, you know we can make them here. Daddy says that he can make a fire pit for us outside and we can go camping in the backyard." She gasped. The phone rang and I looked smiling big. "It's your dad," I answered. "Hello."

"Hi baby, is she asleep already?" He sounded groggy.

I handed the phone to Daisy. "Hi, daddy I miss you." She held the phone close. "Yes it was so much fun, I ate food and played games and went fishing with grandpa." She told him everything while I laid there and watched her talk to him. After a while, she handed me the phone. "Daddy says to put on the speaker." I did as she told me and she smiled. "Okay, daddy sing." Harry began singing blackbird by The Beatles and Daisy snuggled into me. I put my arms around her and kissed her forehead as he sang. She began to fall asleep almost instantly.

After a few minutes, he stopped and I took the phone off the speaker.

"Is she asleep?" He asked in my ear.

"Yeah, how are you feeling?" He was alone at Anne's house while she recovered at the hospital with Robin.

"Good, I finally slept more than an hour or two." I looked down at Daisy rolling her over to the other side where she snuggled with her bear. I picked her up and took her to bed and then to go to the kitchen to get a snack to watch my show in the living room. "What did you have for dinner?"

"I made chicken." I sat on the couch with a bag of pistachios and a soda.

"With what else?" I chuckled, he must really want to keep talking to me if he wanted to know how I made the chicken. I explained to him how I made it and he kept groaning. "That sounds fucking good, all we've been eating here is fucking take away." I hummed looking for a show on Netflix. "I miss you."

"Aww, I miss you more. It's early over there no? Do you want to go back to bed?"

"No, I want to talk to my wife. I really miss you." His voice sounded raspy. "Do you miss me, baby girl?"

I giggled. "Yes, but you'll be home in three days." I began watching tv while it was quiet on the phone. I had thought of him lying in bed naked on the phone. "You should send me a picture." He agreed and a minute later he sent a picture of him in bed, his hair all messy, but with that small smirk that drives me crazy. "You look so cute."

"Thank you, I try really hard to look attractive this early. How's the wedding stuff going, because I think I found the kind of suit I'm going to wear." I rolled my eyes. "It's not white."

"Good, I want to wear white. If you want you can wear a sparkly red suit." He chuckled.

"Can you imagine?" Yes, I could. "Did you show your mom the beach house?" The beach house where we were having our wedding was really cute and my mom loved it, but it might be too small for the number of people we would invite.

"We need to make a list of who's invited, I already did my list and I have seventy-five people already just from my family." He cursed. "Are you going to invite your whole family?"

He let out a laugh. "Even if I did, no one would come." I felt bad that Harry felt this way, but some of his relatives could be hard to appease. "So I've been thinking about our reception, are we writing our own vows because I've written some stuff down."

"Can I hear something?" I was hopeful.

"It's a surprise baby." I yawned and looked at the time. "Sleepy?"

"Mhm, time for bed. I'll call you later okay?" I promised him. "I love you, Harry."

"I love you more baby love, you mean the world to me and I can't wait to see you." I sniffled at his cute words and he chuckled. "No tears Jane, when you cry, I cry."

"I know I just wish I can kiss you goodnight." I have given Harry a kiss goodnight every night since we've moved in together. "Give me a kiss."

He chuckled before I heard him make a bunch of kissing noises. "That last one had some tongue, you're welcome." I just laughed at his weirdness before we had to hang up.

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Daisy and I sat at the table after a long day of the florist and looking at silverware and small details for the wedding.

Harry came home the next morning so Daisy wanted to make him a sign. "How do you write daddy's name?" She asked me.

"Why don't you write daddy?" I told her trying to open the stupid glitter glue. "We can put 'we missed you, daddy.' On it" I explained but she just disagreed.

"No, he has a name mommy." I laughed. "Uh, Harry is his name." I nodded.

"Yes, it is, okay well here I'll write it down and you can do it okay?" She carefully wrote his name with a pencil on the white construction paper while I went to get a drink of water. The doorbell rang and I sighed. "Yay pizzas here toots, go bring me my wallet from the room." She stood up running while I went to open the door.

My breath hitched as I looked on the other side.

"Harry!" I jumped into his arms and hugged him. He dropped his bag and held me.

"Oh baby, I missed you so much." I pulled back and kissed him all over his face. He set me down as he heard Daisy behind me.

"Daddy!" She ran into his arms hugging him as he walked into the house. He sat down holding her close while I brought his bag in. "I missed you so much!" She cried into his shoulder.

"Oh, my angel I missed you more." He pulled away and she squeezed his cheeks together. She kissed him making him smile while holding her like a baby.

"What are you doing here, I thought you were coming tomorrow morning?" I asked sitting beside him. "We were going to pick you up."

He explained that we read the ticket wrong and the return ticket was in London time so he technically got here four am London time.

"I was going to call you but I thought I could surprise you." I hugged him and Daisy did too. "I missed my girls." He kissed Daisy's forehead and then looked at me pouting his lips. "I'm never traveling alone again, it sucks."

The doorbell rang and I stood up to get the pizza. I paid and took the box to the table. "What happened?" I asked him about the trip.

Harry

I went up to the stairs to my mum's room and she looked at me with a smile. "You made me dinner?" I looked down at the bowl of soup.

"No, Nancy from the nail salon stopped by and brought soup. A lot of people stopped by and brought you flowers and candy so when you feel better you can enjoy them." She chuckled as I set down the tray. Robin had to go back to work for the morning so I promised I'd watch over her carefully. "So many people care about you, it's nice to know you aren't alone."

She sat up slowly, her stomach bandaged from surgery. She looked tired, but I knew it wasn't from cancer because that shit was gone. "I'm always around people, I tell them not to stop by when you come to town so we can have some time together." I smiled pulling out my flight schedule.

"I have a flight tonight to go back home, but I'll call you everyday alright." She took the paper and looked at it shaking her head.

"Darling are you packed up, the flight leaves in a few hours." My eyes widened and I took the paper.

"Bloody hell I thought it was in California time. I have to go pack mum." She chuckled as I ran quickly to the guest room packing up my crap, I couldn't miss this flight. Now that I knew my mum was okay, I needed to get home and see my baby and my other baby. I looked at the time when I was dressed and called a taxi. I ran up and went to see my mum.

"Leaving?" I nodded. "Well, I will see you in person at your wedding. Thank you for being here for me." I hugged her gently. "Go on I'll call you tomorrow in case you forget."

"I love you mum, please be careful." As I walked out my taxi arrived and I quickly was taken to the airport. My flight was boarding as I was getting out of a security. Luckily it was just me so I was able to make it.

I sat down in my seat and took a deep breath. The plane was almost full so I felt anxious.

A woman with tan skin and fake blonde hair sat beside me. I looked out the window and noticed some clouds in the distance. Clouds could mean turbulence.

The captain began talking and told us the doors were closing and it was time for taking off. I closed my eyes and leaned back a little. I almost reached for something and realized I was used to holding Jane's hand when taking off.

About forty-five minutes into the flight the woman beside me turned and looked at me. "Hi, I'm Nikki." I turned and smiled politely. She was American I could just tell, even without hearing the accent.

"I'm Harry, nice to meet you." I looked back out the window and saw the clouds in our way. The captain had told us that the weather was going to be a little crazy for a while, so I began to prepare myself.

"So business or pleasure, going to California?" Nikki asked me.

"Oh I live there, so uh both I guess." I shrugged not really knowing what to say. The clouds began to surround us and my anxiety was through the roof.

"So just visiting London?" I nodded beginning to get annoyed that she was trying to make conversation. I am panicking, lady, leave me alone.

"My mother had cancer and now she doesn't, just there for moral support." She sat back in her seat and sighed.

"That's terrible, well I'm glad she's alright. Are you single?" Was she serious, this happens every time I'm alone I swear. I know I'm not ugly, but damn. You don't have a wife with you and suddenly I'm just a piece of meat.

"No, I'm married." I lifted my hand up to show her my gold band on my finger. She seemed disappointed putting on her headphones.

Finally some peace and quiet.

"You're breaking up with me Martin?" Oh for fuck's sake. "On a ten-hour flight, you're going to break up with me you asshole!" A girl in front of us told the moron next to her. "Why, did you fuck Rebecca behind my back at the birthday party?"

"No I didn't fuck Rebecca, Kat I told you I was unhappy and you still insisted on bringing me on this bloody vacation. To rekindle our bullshit relationship." I sunk in my seat looking for headphones in my bag.

"Are you serious?" I asked myself. I forgot my headphones. A flight attendant passed by and I stopped her. "Miss, you don't have any headphones do you?" She frowned shaking her head that she has no more.

I miss Jane.

Jane

I laughed sitting on his lap and kissing his cheek. "Poor baby sounds like a plane ride from hell. You want kisses to feel better?" He nodded so I began kissing his cheeks. Daisy went to bring her rocks she found on the camping trip while we waited in the living room.

I kissed his neck up to his ear where I whispered some dirty words of what I was going to do to him later."Janine no." He said sternly shaking his head. "Later, let me go see Daisy first okay, baby?" I nodded."Kiss?" I pecked his lips standing up. We went into Daisy's room where she was looking in her bag.

"Daddy I found my black rock." Harry sat down and looked at it. "It looks like a heart."

"It does look a heart, it's beautiful, angel, where did you find it?" We all sat in her room while she told Harry every detail of her trip and today.

Eventually, it was time for bed so he got her ready and sat with her to read her a bedtime story. She listened while I took Mickey out to use the bathroom.

The dog came back in and looked at the last slice of pizza in the box. He looked up at me as I picked it up to bite into. "No Mickey." He laid down and covered his eyes. I sighed taking a bite before dropping the slice on the floor. "Oops." The dog grabbed it and ate it makes me chuckle. "Hurry up before daddy gets mad."

"Why would daddy be mad?" I jumped as Harry spoke behind me. Harry had a rule we weren't supposed to feed the dog people food. I looked at him and smiled. "She fell asleep pretty quick. So why would daddy be mad?" I giggled wrapping my arms around him.

"No reason, time for bed?" He nodded making me notice his puffy eyes. I had already showered so he took a quick one and came out to sit on the edge of the bed with me.

"Can you do me a favor?" He asked as I put on my nightgown. "Can you rub my shoulder?" I went to sit behind him and kissed his shoulder.

"Is it bothering you?" He nodded. "We should go get you checked at the doctor this week, I'll make an appointment." He told me it wasn't that bad, but I was still going to get him checked out. As I rubbed down his back and arms I could feel the small scars on his arm's that I always ignored, but as I looked I noticed something. "What happened right here?"

He looked at his bicep where three fresh marks had appeared. "I probably scratched myself when I was sleeping." I stood up to look at them and he looked too. "What?"

"Are you okay?" He rolled his eyes standing up. "No, sit down and let me see them." He sat down as I looked at them, I couldn't tell if they were accidental or on purpose. "Did you do this?" He shook his head. I couldn't read his face.

"I may have gotten nervous and started scratching myself, but it wasn't on purpose, I promise." I looked down on his arm and leaned down to kiss it gently.

"I get scared, I love you and I don't want anything to happen to you." I hugged him tightly. Suddenly I began to feel tears in my eyes. I really had missed him and it just became real that he was back. I stood up to lock our door and he watched me as I cleaned my eyes and took off my nightdress.

"What are you doing?" He smirked.

I walked over to him and straddled him. "I want you inside of me." He flipped us over and didn't waste time kissing my neck and shoulders down to my nipples where he sucked on each of them.

I moaned softly as his tongue went down to my belly button, then to my hip bones where he left open mouth kisses. When he reached the heat between my legs he didn't tease me, going straight to licking and sucking on me until I was wet enough to take him.

"Get on your knees for a minute, I need those soft lips wrapped around my cock." I agreed, getting off the bed to stand in front of him. I kissed him with urgency for a few seconds before kissing his neck and chest.

I pushed him down on the bed and dropped to my knees kissing his stomach and hipbones, the same way he did to me.

When my hand wrapped around him his head dropped back. I opened my mouth sticking out my tongue to run his cock over it. "Oh I want you to deep throat my cock, show me how much you missed me."

"Grab my hair." He nodded as I lowered down to press a kiss to his cock.

"Mmm do that again." I giggled kissing it all over. "I have an idea, lay down on the bed with your head here." He patted the bed. He helped me up and I did as he said.

Harry began thrusting into my throat making me moan around him. He squeezed my breasts together and played with my nipples. "Fuck I'm close." He pulled away and lifted me up to hold me in his arms. "You are so fucking beautiful, how do you want me to fuck you, baby?" I giggled kissing his lips. "Right here up against the wall?" He walked forward pushing me up against it. No words are exchanged as he lined himself up to my entrance and pushed in. I gasped holding myself up with my arms around his neck. His jaw dropped as he pushed in all the way. "Jesus-"

"It's Jane actually." He began laughing turning to lay me on the bed. "Make love to me, show me how much you missed me." He leaned down to kiss me. His lips moved against mine roughly, tongue fighting against mine.

I had missed him too much.

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*edit* this picture can punch me in the face I still can't believe this exists.