The next morning went by with an anxious Naruto, who this time was able to avoid the gang of assholes. But the dreaded PE had come as it was the last two hours of the day. Being early, Naruto snuck into the dressing room and went to his usual spot and quickly undressed. When he was putting on his sporting clothes slowly people entered. They ignored him of course, but he was glad that the bully gang had the habit of arriving late.

As he was dressed he scurried out onto the playing field. Taking a deep breath he enjoyed the fresh air that was provided by the forest that bordered around the back of the school, so surrounding the sporting field. He trotted over the field and sat down on the grass hill, waiting for the lesson to begin. Another relieve filled him as the coach was earlier on the field than the gang. Last time that wasn't the case he had some new bruises and his foundation had partly come off on one of the guys fists and shoes so he got more beaten afterwards because he wore make-up.

PE went by without a hitch under the watchful eye of the coach. Naruto didn't like a lot of teachers but the coach was an exception as he didn't question him always helping with cleaning everything up and he actually paid attention so the bullies couldn't get to him. Naruto gave a small smile as he thought about it and picked up the balls and put them in their rightful place, the closet, where he had been out of a long time. "Thank you for helping once again Naruto, more should follow your example" the teacher walked up to him with a smile, at least that's what Naruto figured from the man's eyes. "It's nothing, and it isn't all that much work Kakashi sensei" Naruto smiled. Kakashi chuckled as he moved the ball closet in the storage. "I can finish it off here, go ahead and shower" Kakashi smiled as he waved Naruto off who nodded and walked over to the locker room.

Naruto carefully peeked through the door. With a sigh of relieve he entered the empty locker room and began to undress in his corner. He put a towel over his shoulder and trotted over to the shower room. He hung up his towel on the small wall that separated each shower and stepped under it. He sighed with relieve as the warm water caressed his sore bruises and muscles. His eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of the foundation washing away from his body. After a good wash he stepped out and wrapped a towel around his waist.

"Look who's here"

Naruto tensed immidiatly as he heard the voice of the one he didn't want to see the most and the did want to see the most. The raven stood in the lockerroom looking in with a bag in his hand which he soon put on the small table and walked over with a threatening atmosphere. His eyes gleamed with ferocity making Naruto swallow and slowly back away. It seemed to spur Sasuke on even future to close the boy in against the wall.

Azure eyes glanced up, filled with anxiousness, and met the black orbs which seemed to draw him in. A groan escaped his lips as he doubled over at the fist that met his stomach. "You disgusting piece of crap" Sasuke snickered as he let the blonde drop to his knees, gasping for air. He kicked the boys side as he let out a laugh. "Like having my attention? Don't think I don't notice you staring piece of shit!" he sneered as he stopped kicking but pulled the blonde hair up so he was facing him. As he closed in he stared into the sea blue abyss. "You piece of-" he cut his sentence as his eyes widened. Naruto's eyes matched Sasuke's as their chest lightened up. "Fuck!" Sasuke roared as he let Naruto go like he threw him at the ground "This ain't happening!" Sasuke roared as he stomped in circles.

Naruto groaned and slowly got up. 'Him? Fucking him?! I mean he's handsome but that's it! He is a fucking dick!' he thought as he gritted his teeth. His knuckles turned white and his nails dug into his palms as he cursed under his breath. "No way that the fucking twerp is my mate!" Sasuke roared. Naruto looked up at him. Eyes with mixed feelings of sadness, anger and disappointment. "HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL?! YOU ARE THE BASTARD THAT TURNED ME INTO A FUCKING TICTAC TOO BOARD!" Naruto snarled as he pushed himself up glaring at the raven. Sasuke stopped and stared at Naruto like he was just bitch slapped. "You what?" he said softly but threatening. Sasuke wasn't used to him actually back talking. The blonde had always taken everything he had thrown at him. "I HAD ONE LAST HOPE OF HAPPINESS TO FIND MY MATE SO I CAN AT LEAST ATTAIN SOMETHING!" Naruto's eyes began to water in frustration. "But life doesn't even give me something like that. Life gives me nothing but the pain of losing!" Naruto yelled before he dashed past Sasuke. He pulled on his clothes and was about to run out of the locker room only to be pushed against the wall. Two black orbs stared at him. He couldn't figure out what the taller male was thinking or feeling when he said. "Keep quiet. Don't tell anyone about this" he whispered. Naruto gritted his teeth. He wasn't even planning to do that. "What do you take me for?! Some bitch that spouts everything that happens to him?!" Naruto growled and stared right back. Sasuke bit his lip. He felt confused as he has been talked back to twice now. "It will result bad, for both of us" he stated before he simply let go. Naruto gave one last growl before he dashed out of the locker room. He was met with harsh rain. He ran and ran, until he arrived at the metro station and dropped down on a bench to catch his breath. He looked down at his shivering hands and clenched them.

You could barely see it as the blonde was drenched, but two silent tears made their way down his cheeks. He shook his head to clear it from the thoughts that were haunting him now. He should forget this. 'Just go home....' He thought to himself as he stood up and in utter silence he went back home.

When he was inside he was glad not to be met with his brothers voice. He kicked his shoes off and dashed upstairs. His stomach was too much in a knot to be able to eat anyway. He went into the bathroom and dropped himself with his wet clothes and all into the tub and ran de warm shower. "Nothing happened. I can still attain happiness. I can still be happy. I will keep on. I will survive." He whispered to himself.

After the shower he undressed himself and put the clothes in the washbag. He dried his body quickly and didn't bother with anything but boxers before he went to his bedroom and dropped on his bed. He sighed and closed his eyes. Unable to sleep he laid there listening to the rain drops banging on his window. He hoped that there wouldn't be any thunder. That would make this the worst of the worst days eve-

Thunder rumbled making the blonde squeak and curl up into a ball. He pulled the blankets over himself and sobbed himself to sleep.

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yeaaaazz i feel so proud i could write a chappy again. yes i should do it more often. i got inspiration from something that is quite serious. that's why i felt like making a chapter of this story because what i saw (on facebook) was really heartwrenching. something that makes me glad for where i live. i was bullied but not to the physicall extremes and besides them i still had people to love me so..... but that was only in like the first school (we have 2 schools before we go to college/university) and i feel like it formed me to what i am today. of course i have mental scars which won't dissapear that easily but i think i'm fine ^^ 

i'm ranting... XD

all the sad parts aside. i'd love to read comments and i'm always open for chats ^^ i have enough time and i like talking (well writing, i'm not that much of a talker)