The cold air sweeps pass through my hair , gently creasing my cheeks as I stepped out of my Volkswagen. I stood still for a moment and looked around.

The streets were bustling with people who wanted to reach their destinations as soon as possible so that they can start off their day without any pressure. Well , who can blame them, right ?

Glancing at my watch , I say my prayers in silence as I was thankful enough to be able to arrive at my office in this comfortable car. Letting out a deep breath , I picked up my confidence and stride towards the ten storey building before me.

I pushed the stainless glass and took a look overall. The wall was painted in cream colour followed by many rectangular table attached to each other with a small board separating the each table. Big black couches was placed in the corner next to the reception table followed by a big white board on the left side of the wall which has all the emergency/new information that need to know by my employees. Velvet drapes framed the windows, the lace inner curtains remained drawn, allowing daylight to enter while rendering the heart-stopping view over the city. My employees stood up and greeted me as I walk by. I just nodded with a smile. Finally I reached the front of my cabin. "Dr.Samantha Ruth Prabu" , a golden wooden nameplate with the words craved in white shined as it stared down majestically at me from my classic wooden door.

I went inside and said my prayers before starting my work. As I sat down I gaze upon two photographs which was framed and kept neatly on my table. One of is a picture of my parents who left me 15 years ago and the other was way too special for me. They are the reason I am alive today , they are my happiness, my loved ones. They are the people whom i don't want to lose at any point of my life even though I know that one day i will lose them as god plans it to be .

Talking about god, destiny and faith, I don't really have that believe anymore. It disappeared exactly 7 years ago. I realise that I have changed a lot since then. The old Sam is the cool , rocking and happening girl. The old Sam always smiled from cheek to cheek. The old Sam was more sensible and a happy go lucky girl till that one night which changed everything.

That one night which killed the old Sam brutally. It took me an entire year to wake up and fight back. I've changed into a completely different woman and build a strong wall around me so that no one can hurt me ever again. I've lost all my confidence because of that one night.

Snapping back to reality, I opened my eyes which are filled with tears. I quickly took a piece of tissue and wiped it so that no one will see it. Nobody should know I'm still crying in silent till today. Nobody should ever know. Nobody.

Holla holla my beautiful readers. First of all have a blessed Thaipusam for those who are celebrating all around the world. So here is chapter one. Roughly about Sam's life. From this you can see she is a hardworking girl and she owns her own company but something happened in Sam's life 5 years back. It snatched away everything from her. What could it be ? Any guesses ?

I'm sorry if you find this boring. I'm still new in this and I'm learning slowly on bringing up this story. As each chapter publishes , I promise I will make it interesting. Credits for this chapter will go to my best friend Thivya and my lil sister KathyAR15 ❤. Do smash the vote button and comment down there about this chapter. Next update will be in a few days. Thank you and have a great day ahead.