I heard the doorbell ring at my flat so I hurriedly stumbled downstairs to get the door. After opening it I saw my beautiful Willow. I don't know why but her beauty always stunned me. I am guessing she just had that affect on everyone though. I stepped to the side to let her in. She glanced at me first before stepping in and stopping right at my side. I helped her remove her coat. No words had to be said, we always understood each other without having to say anything. I gently grabbed her hand and pulled her with me up the stairs to my room where we both sat on my bed. Once we both settled I decided I might as well start off slow, "Would you like some tea or anything?" She shook her head no, probably not trusting her voice just yet.

I nodded my head in understanding and almost as if we were speaking telepathically, we sunk down into the bad at the same time into a laying position. We just looked into each other's eyes for a few minutes trying to capture the picture by memory. Eventually I spoke up starting out a little slow and quiet, "So, my beautiful Willow, I bet you're wondering why I didn't go to school today and just in general what is going on with me. I have gotten some news that I am going to have to leave for a while, I don't know when or if I will return, and I can't exactly say where I am going either since that information is classified. If I don't return there will be someone sent to you to watch over you and take my place-" Before I could continue Willow lurched forward and wrapped all of her limbs around me while she started to cry into my chest.

I held her as close as possible while some tears of my own slipped out. Eventually she calmed down and pulled back a little to look me in the eyes. Slowly she reached out and grabbed both of my hands in hers even though her small hands could only cover 1/3 of mine, she pulled them between us and looked even deeper into my eyes like she could see my soul. Then when she spoke her voice was broken and wary and it could've broken me right then and there, "If you leave, promise you will come back to me." That is what killed me the most. I put my arm around her waist and pulled her even closer, I told her with tears coming out of both of our eyes, "I will, I promise love. I promise." I don't know what I felt right then but I knew it was for Willow and Willow only deep in my heart.

I kissed her forehead, cheeks, the top of her head, and her cute little nose just to hear her beautiful sweet giggle that could make my heart stop every time I heard it. She wrapped her arms around me again as she curled against my chest. I didn't go to sleep until I heard her breaths even out and could hear her basically purring in content. The way I felt right then was indescribable, just like Willow.

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Today was the day I was leaving. It had been two days since I told Willow that I would be leaving. Since then we were inseparable. We spent every moment together always worried it could be one of our last. I was packing everything necessary while Willow sat on my bed watching. Once I finished packing I turned to find Willow already attaching herself to me and crying into my chest. I stroked her hair while I held her tightly against me, mumbling sweet nothings quietly into her ear. Eventually she calmed down enough to where she could breath at a normal rate and speak.

She repeated her words from the other night but this time she added something new; "A quote from one of my favorite songs which you probably know because you know everything about me, says, 'Bring your body home to me.' It is from the song, Something Borrowed by Lewis Capaldi. Remember it." Before I knew it she was taking off her necklace and she put it around my neck. I knew how important it was to her and before I could protest she put her finger against my lips and slowly shook her head. "You're taking it with you and whenever you are missing me or thinking about me, hold onto it. You are my life now and I want you to take me everywhere you go so that even if we aren't together, you have a part of me with you."

After a minute of looking into each others' eyes I couldn't help but pull her into me as tight as I possibly could before the tears started spilling. I pulled away, grabbed my bag and left before I could physically never leave. I didn't look back for the sake of my duties but leaving was the most painful thing. But the worst part of leaving wasn't my own pain, it was hearing Willow's cries behind me, that is what shattered my heart into a million pieces. I kept walking till I was deep in the woods and positively out of sight before I stretched my wings and began my journey back up to Heaven. A place I once called home was now so foreign.

~ A/N

Hey guys! Sorry it took me so damn long to update this book. I hope the chapter wasn't too short, I might write another chapter tonight if I don't get too distracted with something. Thank you for your patience, it means a lot. I hope this chappy wasn't total shite, sorry if it was. Let me know what you think about it. 

Q: Do you think Lux is gonna survive in the war?

PQ: How are you doing? Lovely? Grand? Sad? Total shite like this chapter? Loosing your mind? Let me know. 

Hope you are doing lovely, and if you aren't, I am always here to talk, even if your bf/gf just broke up with you and you need someone to rant to, I'm here. I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! Just thought you should know that, and in all caps because I'm extra.

Yours truly~ Cammy <3