Jimin : Oh you're here!!

Jimin exclaims as I enter the room shyly. I never attended parties. Have always focused on studies and getting a scholarship to a university, and now that have actually entered one, I can't slack anywhere. But since our summer vacations are going on , it's quite a relief. Or it would've been like hell to attend all the lectures while going through all this.
How did I end up coming?
Your parents insisted that it is the best for me to return to normal in order to get better. Your mom helped me get ready and picked an outfit for me since I kept denying to come using 'I don't do parties. I don't know how to dress up .' I wouldn't tell them about Ji Rae to worry them. They won't come, saying it was a youngsters thing. And as I wasn't sure if Ji Rae was going to be there or not, so I didn't risk it.

I sit on the sofa, while everyone is eyeing me constantly. I shift in my seat a bit, 'Was I supposed to say something?' I looked down at my simple black and blue coloured dress, 'Does it look odd?'

Yoon Mi: Uh.. hi

Yoongi : What makes you think you can sit up on the sofa when everyone is on the ground?

Yoon Mi : Uh.. but Hoba is sitting here.

Jimin : He's special.

He gives an all too cute wink.

Jimin : Are you? And.. "Hoba"?

I look away, hoping to escape this awkward situation. Why is it always me?

Jungkook: Shall we open the bottles?

Wait.. what did I just hear? What did this little bunny just say?

Yoon Mi : Uh.. What?

Jin : Yes ma'am. We have soju. Lots and lots.

Taehyung: Can hobi hyung drink?

Namjoon: I assure you, he can. I asked the doctor, they said it won't be of any harm in any way. The question is.. have you ever drunk, Yoon Mi?

Again... Why me?

Yoon Mi : No.. I h-haven't

Everyone widens their eyes, like it's the most devastating thing they've heard.

Taehyung: We are honoured! To be , the ones , to see you getting wasted for the first time.

Namjy: Yah!! Not too much. We're not staying at hobi hyung's place, we gotta go home.

Hoseok: Yeah!

You seem so excited, eyes sparkling. It's good to see you happy. I'm glad I came.

Jungkook: Then let's start quickly!

Why do I have a bad feeling about this though?

~Time skip~

It's such a mess...

Jin and Namjoon look fine , but they're leaning completely leaning on each other. Yoongi is smiling widely with flushed cheeks for the longest time I know. Jimin is down rolling on the floor laughing his lungs out. Taehyung is busy opening another bottle in the most dramatic way and occasionally talking to his drink, and Jungkook? he's having an existential crisis , shook, staring blankly into the distance. You , you were all red. You have very little tolerance. The more you know. And I have a fairly good tolerance but it didn't matter since all of the past incidents y'all are talking about has me going crazy anyway.

Yoon Mi : We are sooo stupidd.

Taehyung: Pabo~ aren't we?

I looked at you. You were really silent and looked depressed.

Yoon Mi : Are you ok?

Hoseok : Why do you wanna know?

I was stunned. What happened all of a sudden?

Seokjin : Don't worry. He becomes really serious when he's drunk.

Hoseok: You never really cared anyway. You always left. Why are you even here?

Really. You are right. Why am I here? Who am I to think I could have a normal friendship with you? You don't remember me. You don't know anything. You don't.

Jimin : Hyung. You shouldn't-

Yoon Mi : No Jim. Anyway, I'm tired now. So I'll leave. Don't worry, I'm sane. I'll go safely. I had fun. Thanks for having me.

I get up and head for the door. Everyone seemed to understand and keep silent. I get my luggage and step out. I can't stop myself, but glance at you once.

But why do you look sad?