Navigating these waters alone.
Starting to see things clearer now.
Holding on to my solitude as much as
My soul seeks warmth in new arms.
Memories. Truths;
In learning and unlearning.
Subtle distractions from our respective
Destinies.
Protecting this heart
Even at the cost of everything else.
Relying on intuition than temporary
Knowledge; On happiness
Than the pursuit of it.
Been thinking about God a lot lately,
Beginning to see a lot of Her in me.
Then why do I
Look at myself in the mirror
And see a cowering, self-doubting,
Aching reflection?
Well I guess that's something
I'll never know.