"Sometimes the girl that's been there for everyone else needs someone to be there for her."
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You woke up the next day, feeling depressed as always.
"I swear," you mumbled, getting up. "I just want to wake up feeling all happy and shit."
"Fuck! I'm starting to look fat!" You said when you looked in the mirror in the bathroom.
"Girl, you were fat a long time ago!"
"Bitch, shut the fuck up!" You said as you put toothpaste on your toothbrush. "I really don't want to deal with your shit, especially since I have work tomorrow and I really don't want to fucking go."
"Then I'll make your life that much more miserable." (R/N) said.
"Oh no you won't missy!"
"Mom?" You asked, immediately recognizing the voice before you even saw her spirit. "What are you doing here?"
"Seeing my beautiful daughter." She said and (R/N) disappeared. "How are you doing?"
"I'm good." You said, starting to cry. For the first time in a while, you were crying tears of joy. "How are you doing?"
"Very well." She said, putting her arms around you. "You look blue. How are you feeling?"
"Depressed." You admitted. "I miss him so much."
"I know you do sweetie." Mom said, stroking your hair.
"I want to see him so badly." You said. "I've seen everyone else that used to be in my life except for him. I feel like he's avoiding me or something."
"He's not." Mom said. "He's watching over you."
"How come I don't feel his presence then?" You asked.
"Because he's finding the right time to come and see you." Mom said.
"What's that mean?" You asked. "If anytime's the right time, it's now. Oh God. Is he mad that I'm hanging out with Jesse?"
"No." Mom said. "In fact, he's happy for you."
"Really?" You asked. "He's happy?"
"Yes." Mom said. "You know he didn't want you to mourn him for the rest of your life."
"I know." You said. "He didn't even want a funeral. But I'm glad he's happy. And if he doesn't know, tell him it's a girl. He'll be overjoyed but also sad at the same time. He wanted a girl so badly."
"He already knows." Mom said. "You should've seen his face when the doctor said that it was a girl. It lit up like a Christmas tree."
You smiled and looked down at your bump. It was the third month, only six more to go.
"I'm glad." You said. "It was nice to see you Mom. Tell Dad, Jet, and Mark that I said hi. And knock some sense into Jet if you will. He's fallen in love with (R/N)."
"You got it sweetie." She said. "I love you."
"Love you too." You said as she disappeared.

Suddenly, you felt something kick you. You smiled when you realized that the baby had kicked for the first time.
"Molly, you little rascal." You said.
Just then, your phone rang. Jesse was calling you.
"Hello?"
"Hey, I got something I think would help you a lot."
"What?"
"Yoga classes."
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Lots of pregnant women do them." Jesse said. "Besides, I already signed you up to go at eleven so you can't get out of it."
"It's ten o'clock." You said. "Thanks for giving me an entire hour."
"Occupy yourself." He said. "Vlog or something. I'll pick you up in a half hour."
Before you could protest, he hung up. You went on your phone's camera and started vlogging.
"Hey guys! (YT/UN) here and I thought that maybe you guys would want updates on this little monster here?" You moved the camera so that it was focused on your baby bump. "Because I'm sure you guys are excited for her to come into the world."
You moved the camera back to focus on your face and continued speaking, "I've finally started having some symptoms. Just morning sickness though. I didn't throw up today thankfully. But my friend signed me up for some yoga classes and I'm going to be leaving in a bit. So I'll end the vlog here and update later. Sorry that it wasn't much. I want to start a let's play but I don't know what game to do it with so let me know in the comments below what games you want to see me play. Thanks guys! I love you!"
You turned the camera off and then went into your room and put on your workout clothes.
"When the hell did I get these?" You asked. "I don't even work out."
You shrugged and changed nonetheless.

*****

"Ready to go?" Jesse asked when you answered the door to his knocking.
"No, and I never will be." You said.
"Those hormones need to calm the fuck down."
"One of these days I'm going to punch you." You said. "Can you just take me to this damn thing so that I can get it out of the way already?"
"Of course." Jesse said, throwing his keys up in the air and catching them. "Sheesh, you remind me of when my girlfriend was pregnant." He said.
"Girlfriend?" You asked as you exited your house and locked the door you
"Yep." He said as the two of you got into the car. "So you could say that I know your pain."
"That's nice to know, I guess." You said. "You know, I'm glad to have you as my friend."
"Me too (Y/N)." Jesse said. "Me too."