You can't ever get everything you want. It is impossible. Luckily, there is another option: You can learn to control your mind, to step outside of the endless cycle of desire and aversion.

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Recap

"Its just we need to talk"she said she sounded worried

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Kyras p.o.v

"What is it mom"i asked her as i came inside cause it was getting colder

"Well we have to go to our trip in sanfransisco"she told me making me nod my head

"And where suppose to be gone for a few weeks"she added making my mouth drop

"Two weeks where am i going to stay"i asked her She stopped before saying anything

"Here"she told me ahh why here its so boring i just want to go to carmellas

"Okay"i told her while putting my stuff away know cause i gotta get ready

"I can pick up your sister but your brother cant come to watch you guys so shes going to"she told me why not i miss the dude so bad

"Aww why not"i asked showing her that i really missed him because i do

"He wants to but hes busy with collage"she told me making me frown cause its all about collage

"Yeah okay"i said going to go up stairs and pack for my break off from my parents

So lets clear things up my sister cara lives by her self and my little sister sally lives here just that shes barley home and you know why my brother is not here

Once getting up stairs to my bedroom i picked my favorite outfits and onez i mean who doesnt wear pjs

"Sweetie"my mom said knocking on my door making me jump god that scared me

"Mom knock you scared me"i told her putting my hand to my heart

"Sorry its just that i need you to go to whatever store so you can get me papers and pens"she asked me

"Sure mom i can go once im packed"i told her making her clap her hands together

"Good know i need you to call your sister for me"she said going out the door

"Sure thing mama"i said before she left out the door while i dialed caras number

"Cara"i said through the the line

"Yes"said a very tired cara
Man i didnt mean to wake her up

"Mom told me to tell you that you have to keep my and sally for two weeks"i told her

"Okay tell her ill be their soon"she said before hanging up

After the call i was all ready for my date well i mean im not going to go yet cause he has to pick me up ill put my stuff on later

"Kyra can you go before it closes please"my mom asked me before
I was even down stairs

"Yeah im going"i told her making her nod i am a little moody but It'll blow over

"Oh mom im going out tonight on a date with zayden"i told her making her look at me with a grin

"You mean that boy from when you guys went to the parade okay have fun"she said still grinning

"One last thing mom please buy me new clothes"i asked her cause the thought of new clothes

"Yeah see you Sweetie"she said before i left out the door i hate when cara babysits us she kinda bossy

Once out the house i walked there cause its not far i need a breeze to keep me happy once i got there it was pretty crouded

I waited in line it was kinda big but ill get out i got my mom pens and paper and my self an drink

Once in line i was almost finished till a boy my age came up to me he was handsome and everything
But not as zayden

"Excuse me miss you dropped this"said the kind boy maybe he comes to our school

"Thanks"i said giving him my kindest smile he gave me my phone god i was lucky he didnt take it

"So need help"he asked politely i geuss he could see i was struggling with theses

"Yes please and thank you"i replied i mean hes nice why should i be mean when hes really kind

"So you live in the nabiourhood"he asked me while walking me home

"Yeah my house is not far from here"i told him making him smile at me

"Really im new here and i might be your nabiour"he told me with the cutest smile ever or wait zaydens is cuter

"Oh well welcome"i told him putting my hand out for him to shake

"Thanks"he said looking into my eyes like he was trying to find something while i was doing the same

"Well my stop is almost here"i said stopping to see if he was okay with coming with me to take these inside

"I can help you if you want"he said with that charming smile here it is again i just love it

"Sure thank you"i said with my polite voice im trying give me some credit

Once we made it to my door step he helped me Carry them inside
Hes very nice and good looking

"Would you like to come in"i asked him he gave me nod while slowly coming in

"So may i know your name"he asked me making me smile of course he can

"My names kyra what about yours"i asked him he smiled also
Making my heart flutter

"Spencer"he said hes cute cute name and everything strong and im not forgetting sexy

"Well nice to meet you spencer"i said cheerfully saying is name i love it

"Nice to meet you to kyra"he said gentely grabbing my hand and kissing it charming

"You want hang here for a bit"i asked him he nodded while following me into the kitchen

"My parents arent home so you should be good"i told him he smiled but why

"Can we watch tv"he asked politly man hes so polite making me want to kiss him wait what i thought only zayden can do that

"Sure ill make popcorn"i told him while he picked a movie this is going to be good

Once i was done i came back while he was still picking

"Find anything yet"i asked him
He nodded no while he was still looking so i fegured ill help him

"No wait how about the-"before he could finish i dropped my braceltt my mom gave me i was about to pick it up but before i could spencers hand went there so that made us thouch hands slightly

We both looked up at eachother
"Sorry"we both said at the same time while blushing

He cleared his throut before speaking "so as i was saying why dont we watch Halloween"he suggseted blushing still

"Sure"i told him while he put it in i went to sit on The couch he came to sit by me once the movie started

"You comfortable"he asked while putting his arm around me i let him

"Very"i said snuggling into his chest while he put his head on mine

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After a while of the movie we talked for a bit i still have that date with zayden

"Whats your favorite color"i asked spencer we where talking about a lot i found out that his dad works at a club and his mom is famous and he has and ex girlfriend and one more thing he works at the club somtimes not just that hes going to my school

"Some kind of blue i forget what is called"he said shrugging his shoulders i might know what hes talking about

"I love that color its called Turquoise"i told him my eyes all wide cause we have the same favorite color

"Yeah thats it okay...so you have a favorite number"he asked while cocking his head to the side

"Yeah 27"i told him making him smile maybe we like the same number i dont know

"I like that number to it just gives me this kind of vibe"he told me with a grin

"Okay what is your worstest fear"i asked him making him chuckle

"Thats easy i dont know why but i've always been scared of dogs"he said with an ebarrased face

"No worries im scared of my sister she can be bossy"i told him making him laugh

"Same my brother scares me"he told me with a huge smile forming on his lips making me smile also

"Thats funny not...so what you wanna be when you grow up"he asked me before i could ask him
But lets not forget how cute he was when he smiled

"A writer what about you"i said with a huge smile i love talking about my self but of course zayden already knew these things about me

"I wanted to be a person who helps people with bi polar issues"he told me making me smile thats cute

"Thats cute i like it"i tolf him truthfully while he chuckled i was kinda confused

"I like you your very nice like you didnt laugh when i told you i like that about you"he told me with a smile

"Thanks you to"i told him truthfully but know it was an akaward silence

"So do you love singing"he asked making me remember a memorie when i was younger
Me and my dad always sang but know hes not the same person i looked up to back than cause of his problem on cheating on mom

"I love singing"i told him still in my little memorie ahh memories am i right

"I can go get my guitar"he said while getting up which made me get up to

"Sure i bet you have a great voice"I told him he gave me a smile before going home to get his guitar

While I was waiting for Spencer to get back he's very nice I can't wait for him to come to school with us

After waiting for 5 minutes I got bored so to pass time I called cara to see when's she coming

Kyra

So how's everything

Carmella

Good what about you

Kyra

I made a new friend his names Spencer

Carmella

Him

Kyra

Yeah he's coming back soon he's my nabiour he went to get his guitar and will be back soon

Carmella

Good luck

That's when the door bell rang why did he rung the bell he didn't have to

I walked up to the door and opened it only to see Zayden I thought it was Spencer

"Hey Kyra"he said barging in with his hands in his pockets like he owned the place

"Zayden what you doing here"I breathed out I'm kind worried cause Spencer could come soon

"I just missed you"he told me While hugging me making me smile wait back to the problem Spencer will be here soon

"I missed you to Zayden but my sister will be here soon"I told him trying to not blow my cover

"See you tomorrow"he asked as he gave me a kiss on side of my forehead

"See you Zayden"I said while closing the door before another knock came

"Yes"I said as I opened the door only to see Spencer there he rang the bell while Zayden was giving Spencer death glares

"Im back"Spencer said coming in
making Zayden give me a confused look

"I'll see you at school k Zayden"I told him giving him a little hug he gave me a little smile before leaving

"So you ready to sing"he asked me as we sat down beside eachother on the couch

"Why don't you sing first"I asked him still kinda scared I guess he could sence it

"I never really sang in front of other people before just my best friend Carmella and Charlie"I said I wonder how Charlie's doing

"Oh well you can try In front of me"he said trying to help me get over my fear or something

"S-sure"I said trying to be brave
That's if I can do that come on Kyra toughen up

"Here what are you going to sing"he asked cheerfully I geuss he's trying to be help me

"Thanks"I said while playing the guitar as I watched him and he did the same

"Wait how about we do it together we will sound good better yet great"he told me making me smile

"Okay"I replied happily cause maybe this will make me less scared and more braver

Song and playing guitar just imagine

Oh, maybe I came on too strong
Maybe I waited to long maybe I played my cards wrong oh,just a
Little bit wrong baby I apologize for it I cloud fall, or I could fly here in your aeroplane and I could live, I could die hanging on the words you say and i've been known to give me all and jumping in harder than ten thousand rocks on the lake we sang till we where cut off by someone coming in cara

"Hey sis who's this"she asked while she was standing at the door

"Spencer this is my sister cara this is Spencer"I told her while getting up

"Okay and what's he doing here"she asked me I have her a
Be polite look

"He's visiting"I said simply why should she care who's here and stuff like that's she doesn't live here anymore

"Oh well welcome oh and Kyra can you do the dishes I'm going to get Sally"she said a shooing me off to do them

"Fine"I said crossing my arms
She always gets her way and she's so bossy ugh

While Spencer sat down and waited for me to be done this is going to be a long week

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After doing the dishes I went back into the living room to see Spencer watching a movie

"Spence"I said while looking at him he looked at me and smiled
Ahh he's so cute

"Kyra"he answered while getting off the couch making his way over here slowly

"Sorry you had to witness that"i apologized to him feeling bad about the whole thing

"Its okay Kyra I really had a good time"he told me making me grin happily

"I did to Spencer"I told him while looking down shyly only for him to bring his hand up to my chin

"I'll take you to school tomorrow well if you want"he told me making my heart flutter but not the same way Zayden does

"That would be great"I replied with a blush why the bell am I blushing

"Good"he said while walking to the door and grabbing his guitar
This was fun

"I had fun thank you Spence"I said to him again just making sure he am thinks I'm not lying

"See you"he said with a wink while ripping his imaginary hat making me chuckle

Once he was out the door I was popped for today what time is I gotta check cause my date with zayden is soon I read it only for it to be 7:00 almost time

I'm going to call Carmella so she can help me

Kyra

"Carmella I need you come help me"i told her through the phone

Carmella

"I'll be there" was all she said before hanging up

Know I gotta wait this I going to be a long day

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Once she finally made it she was doing my hair

"Ouch your hurting my hair"I told her while crossing my arms and glaring at her

"Sorry I didn't mean to"she said putting her arms up in surrender
Yeah that's right you better be sorry

"You better be sorry"I said trying to be mad at her which was not working cause she's my best friend

"Aww you love me"she said hugging me I geuss she knew I wasn't mad I was just acting

"Fine i do you happy"I snapped which she again knew I was faking she's knows me well

"Very"she told me with a smile not just any smile but the smile that you can't resist just like her pout

"You almost done"I asked her while she was still doing my hair I'm just going to check the time

"Carmella hurry he's picking me up in ten minutes"I told her panicking

"Okay jeez woman calm yourself"she said making me wanna keep fuming with frusterastion

After her hard work she expected me to tell me to say that I love it and it was the best make up ever

"Okay see you soon when you get back explain every detail"she demanded making me nod

Once I went out the door Zayden was there waiting go me in his car "love you"she shouted its official she's bi polar

"Love you to"I yelled while running to his car once I got in I greated him

"Hey Zayden ready for a great date"I asked him with a smile cause I can't wait to see how this date will and

"I'm ready and this date will make it better cause your here"he told me making me smile it was kinda cheesy

"That was so cheesy"I said while playfully punching his arm making him chuckle

"I can be cheesy"he said kinda sounds like he had nothing to say
1 Kyra 0 Zayden

"Aww is that all you could say"I teased him making him laugh at me

"No but I can do this"he said out of nowhere making me confused well till he kissed me

I wanted to push him away but I just couldn't it was a hard kiss making me want him but it also felt passionate

After the kiss I felt the butterfly feeling I always have it was so good like where ment to be

"Zayden"I breathed out while trying to calm my breath that is harsh just like his

"K-kyra"he breathed out he was breathing even more harshly than I was

"Y-yes Zayden"I breathed out cause he made my breathing even more heavier even his minty breath and his sent

"In slowly falling for you"he admitted making me smile cause I was to

"I'm slowly falling for you to"I told him truthfully making him smile big

"So who was he"he asked making me confused for a moment but than I remembered

"He's new his names Spencer"I told him not looking him in the eye

"I'm not jealous or anything"he said wait that just felt like someone stabbing me in the heart

"Wanna know why"he asked I nodded while looking him in the eyes

"Cause it's okay if you love me you pick me but if you fall for him and love him than you pick him I'll wait for you even if it never comes"he admitted making me happy

"Thank you Zayden"I told him giving him a little kiss on the cheek

"No thank you"he thanked me wait what I'm confused why is he anyway

"Why are you thanking me"I asked him confused cause I don't understand

"For falling for me when I fell for you"he told me with a grin making me grin back

"Know let's go watch that concert"he said cheerfully making me give him a cheerful smile

"Well it's a club but a concert is happening there"he told me while I nodded

"Can't wait this will be fun"I squeald while shifting in my seat cause I couldn't stop my self from doing Carmella happy dance

"Yes cause we will make it fun"he told me I have him a smile while he smirked why is he back

"You look sexy"he admitted I almost choked on my own spit that can happen actually

"Excuse me but you are sexier"I said playing along while he kept smirking

"Well thank you so you ready"he asked while I looked around I geuss where almost there

"Yeah wait will you please stay by my side in scared"I admitted he smiled

"Anything for you"he said getting out the door and coming to my side of the door to open it for me

"Thanks"I said as he held his hand out for me to hold it I gave him a thank ful smile while getting out

Once in side I smelt alcohol making me want to gag oh God it's gross how can people drink that even smoke

"Eww the smell"I said while pinching my nose while Zayden laughed lightly

"What's so funny"I asked him still
Pinching my nose like why is he laughing

"Nothing come on"he told me cheerfully dragging me to the bar
Stand

Once we got there he ordered
I bet he knows I don't know well we have known eachother for a week and a day

"What would you like to drink"he asked me while I was thinking and looking at the board

"A Pepsi please"I asked politely while Zayden nodded and looked at the bar tender

"I'll get a beer"he ordered for him self once I heard that I was like I can't date a guy who drinks

I looked at him worriedly
"Something wrong"he asked I could hear the worry in his voice

"It's just I don't date drinkers and smokers"I told him sadly putting my head down

"I'm willing to give up the bad habits for you"he told me I was kinda shocked

"Wait you don't have to"I said cause he can do whatever he wants he's his own person

"I want to"he said while changing his drink wait know I feel bad
He didn't have to

"Okay"I said slowly while trying to think I could make and exception

"Drinks a Pepsi and a water"said the bar tender making me smile he didn't have to

"Thanks"Zayden said while taking them out of the waiter hands

And without another word he was gone in just going to finish this

Once I was done I was pooped from drinking pepsi I haven't even danced yet and I'm already pooped out.

"Would you love to dance"Zayden asked sticking his hand out for me to grab

"I would love to"I said politely while grabbing his hand while he lead me to the dance floor

"So having fun"he asked while we went dance crazily and all sexy and stuff

"Yes"I said while turning around
Grinding on him I could feel his bulge against me and he's has a boner

"Great"he said seductively into my ear making my breath hotter than it was before and harsh

After a while the movies got even more sexual I was making him horny

"Sweetheart your t-turning me on"he stuttred a little making me smile

"That's good"I said while putting my hands on the back of his neck while I was swaying

"What are you doing to me Kyra"he asked me while resting his head on my shoulder

"No Zayden what are you doing to me"I breathed out making him even more hornier

"Oh God"he said while turning me around wait what is he doing before I could procces what was happening he kissed me

I didn't stop him I kissed back
After it was over we rested our heads together

And have eachother a little peck before sitting back down to rest for a moment

"Kyra I'm having these feeling"he said out of nowhere making me look at him confused

"What are they"I asked him looking him in the eyes to see for some hope that nothing bad was going to happen

"I'm always feeling the need to be with you and be your protecter but the last is kinda weird I feel like I need you to be mine like I feel the need to be possessive over you"he said taking a deep breath at the end

"Zayden-"was all I got to say before a voice cut me off that seemed to be Spencer

"Kyra"Spencer said walking up to me and Zayden making Zayden glare at him

"Oh hey Spencer what are you doing here"I asked him not trying to be mean

"My father owns this club and I work here"he said sounding amused

"Oh yeah I didn't think it would be this club"I told him with a smile that he will never forget

"Oh hey and you must be her"Spencer asked waiting for a respons

"Boyfriend"he said shaking hands with him and glaring at him wait what did he say

"Oh"Spencer said awkwardly
Making me look down it embarrassment

"No I was just joking"he said walking away he looked kinda sad

"Sorry about that he can be kinda rude"I told him while smiling

"Its okay but I'll see you I gotta get to work"he said walking away

I looked around to find him staring at the floor he seemed sad

I walked up to him "Zayden I don't deserve you"I told him

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