Am I complicated? Nah, I'm interesting. I just like having a good time.

                                          -Allyssa/lyssa

Spencer in case you forgot^^

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Kyras p.o.v

Waking up in the morning is hard like seriously my mom called spencer over just to wake me up and now I'm all wet and all because he dumped that bucket all over me again now I'm running around

"I'm going to fucking kill you spencer"I yelled at him as sally and my mom watched in amusement while spencer ran away

"Babe please I only was trying to wake you up"he tried to reason with me but I still wanted to kill him not exactly my cup of tea in the morning I got bad cup of tea and it sucks

"I'm going to kill you just because you did it once doesn't mean you can do it again"I yelled at him so much venom in my voice and hate Well in this moment and once I stopped out of breath my mom handed me a bucket of water cool mom you would say

No she dumped it on me just to fucking calm me down and it didn't I screamed at her and fucking went after spencer more because he started it and my mom did it because of him

"You asshole I'm going to kill you"I yelled again jumping onto him and punching his chest he stopped me by grabbing my hands And i fell onto his chest breathing heavily trying to catch my breath while he ran his fingers in my hair

"Are you done"he replied huskily I nodded my head suddenly feeling calm and relaxed and tired And loved by my boyfriend and better thing was he didn't even have a shirt on so of course I could see his abs

What's don't judge me it's true and he's sexy so yeah

"You guys done"my mom asked standing above us with her arms crossed we nodded and changed well he didn't have a shirt so my mom gave him some clothes she had from when my dad was younger and it fit he also looked hot it was a normal shirt okay but hot to me

"Oh and before you go the people that are bringing her are also bringing another girl her baby sister which they didn't know till now so you'll meet after school"my mom said before we left out the door

"Okay see you mom"I answered back as we left and shut the door on our way to his car today which was smoking awesome I hopped in as we drove off to school

"Sorry I poured water on you"spencer said breaking the silence I glared at him and crossed my arms over my chest and forgetting his apology

"Baby come on I'm sorry"he apologized again I just ignored him as he sighed and we didn't talk till we finally got to school took so many hours I got out and well waited for Spencer he took his shirt off but kept it over his shoulder

"Seriously no shirt just stupid"I said while walking away from me but he followed just didn't stay that close to me and no I'm not jealous I'm mad don't think for a second that I'm jealous

"Are you jealous that I'm flashing something only you can see"he asked chuckling
I scoffed tried not showing the sadness hurtness or tears in my eyes he noticed he was about to come up to me but I walked away looking for zayden or anybody Carmella I need her

I went to her locker I didn't know spencer was following me I found her at her locker
She was confused "what are you doing"she asked I didn't say nothing but hugged her and cried softly

"Ky-ky what wrong"she asked me full of concern and using my nickname she called me when we were younger

Yeah childhood friends

Honestly I'm on my period so guess that's why I'm so emotional and mean today
"S-spencer's being an A-asshole"I sputtered out in between cries and whimpers

She looked behind me and glared at him before grabbing my hand and dragging me to class I think I had all of them in class so I'll be fine

I walked into class with carmella trailing behind me only getting
A few people in the class attention and sat down to what the day will come to

The teacher walked in she seemed happy today so means no work for us

I smiled to my self and thought could this day get any better
And it did she was being so nice today that she actually wanted to take the whole class to a field trip well at the end of the year shes usually not that nice and she never took us out on field trips

"Morning class so since im having a good day you guys should also"she chirped happily

The whole class talked about how awesome today was going to be so she put on a movie and she made up an fake excuse saying to the principal that we need the whole day of school to do some
Work and it worked

We watched tv all day and ate popcorn with pepsi of course and some even had coke-a-cola

We watched this tv series called cobra ki and riverdale no idea why she let us watch riverdale in class but i was okay with it are you kidding i rather be dumb than work nah im finishing school and im going to try to get into college

"Class the bell is going to ring please put your stuff away"the teacher said not that we were even doing anything anyways

I grabbed my stuff and carmella walked with me and the others followed i still hadnt made things right with reckett i will make it up to him he just needs space for right now

Other than that things are better but still thinking about the kiss with zayden not like that but
I just cheated on spencer so im trying to come up with excuses that it wasnt my fault and i lied about earlier im not on my period its just an excuse for my mood today

Okay so now its the end of the day i grabbed some work reviews to get ready for my test on next friday and right now its monday today is the day that
I meet those girls that are going to be staying with us for a while

After getting them from my teachers i met spencer at his car
He was leaning against it lookinh hot as always

"Hey babe"i said kissing his lips he kissed back placing his hands on my hips

"Hey baby"he replied his reply was a bit muffled since our lips are still pressed together

We both pulled away and smiled at one another than i couldnt help but feel guilty

I guess i was frowning because now he was kinda worried must of zoned out

"Baby you okay"he asked me
Concern filled his eyes i nodded my head he seemed unsure but smiled anyways changing the subject

"So about your new sisters"he asked me i smiled mentely to myself but the thing is they might not stay long what if we get attached to them

Oh and during lunch we made up also with a heated make out session and well me and reckett exchanged nods and let me tell you bout it talk about akaward

Okay so i was walking down the halls and we passed i nodded my head at him he returned it and
Thats all but it was progress

"Yeah meeting them today wanna meet them with me?"i asked him pleadingly

"I wanna say yes but this should only be a family thing"he replied
I nodded in an understanding

"Your right well you going to the party later tonight"I asked him with a pout
Which I use as pleading

"Anything for you baby"he replied
I smiled at him as we walked to his car and drove home

We were laughing and joking around
Saying like maybe the party would get wild because our last party was about a month ago and he stripped naked
And he wanted me to dance with him and from there on it was crazy

"Okay just remember that last time we stripped and got crazy we got thrown out"I reminded him trying to keep in a laugh

But he burster out  laughing as I also
Laughed along with him he parked into the drive way I gave him a kiss
And left inside my house

What could this day lead to

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Okay so here I am sitting on the couch with my sister Sally and cara I have no idea why she's here but now were waiting for mom and the new girls to come so we talked to keep our selfs  company

"What do you guys think they'll  look like"Sally asked us I thought about it before responding

"Probaly like normal people"I said
Back because of course there people and people all look beautiful

"I think they'll look like little cuties"cara responded yeah right she could careless once she  meets them
She will be gone just like that

"Just like me"Sally asked I laughed
Before nodding my head she  is cute
For and 8-year-old

"Just like you"cara replied just than the door bell dang why would mom ring the door bell she lives here

I got up as my sister stayed on the couch talking more about those girls  that are going to move in with us

I opened the door and there was
A package I picked it up and read the card

To:kyra

Hey just wanted  to remind you about breaking up with you dumb boyfriend
Spencer or you will regret the day you disobeyed  me

                                           Love you
  
                                           Noel xx

What does he want why the he'll is he doing this why can't he just leave me alone my breathing was not calming down I felt like the walls were closing in

Deep breathe  in

Out in out in out in out in out in out in out in out

It's not working calm down kyra you can do this

In out in out in out in out in out in out in out in out in out in out in out in out

Still not working what does this dude scare me that bad or something why can't I breathe  right it hurts I can't breathe

"Kyra are you okay"cara asked worriedly standing up by now along with Sally

"What's wrong"she asked again my breathing finally calmed down
I turned around with the package in  my hand

"He's back"I choked out almost crying
Why can't he just leave me alone no matter how much we move  to new houses he always finds us and yes my parents know  about Noel

My dad was the one who called the police on him when he saw Noel hit me so he got out into jail for a while
And he's back again

To get me why does this shit have to happen to me not that I want this  stuff to happen to other people but why can't he leave me alone

Bad memory

We were at my house he came to visit
For a few hours he thought my family was gone but they were  just up stairs

And we just watched tv and ate  and
I went on my phone because I got a text and he hated  Carmella

I kept  it from him because I didn't want to get hit again so I hid my phone away from him

Carmella

Wanna hangout or something

Kyra

Later with Noel

Carmella

Okay

I was about to put my phone down  but before I could he snatched it out of my hand

He read it for about two minutes before looking at me with those dark scary eyes that  have always scared me

"Why the fuck are you texting her"his voice boomed

I winced because my family was up stairs so he could get into trouble

"Shh  don't do this"I whispered to him he looked at me before throwing my phone and breaking it I looked at him
Angrily and ran to pick up my phone

Great its cracked

"I don't fucking like that bitch what you don't care about our relationship
She's trying to break us up"he yelled

I walked back a little as he followed along with me I looked for something

But there was nothing and when I turned to looked at him boom his hand collided  with my face

My head whipped  to the side I held my cheek and closed my eyes why does this happen to me I opened them  again and he was looking at me with an angry face I looked around for something  again nothing to say I am scared  so I punched him in the face breaking his jaw

I heard gasps my family saw the whole thing but never stopped it

That's how he went to jail my dad got mad and called the cops and showed the proof to the cops guess they video it and showed him your probably wondering why they didn't do anything well because they were videotaping it

And now he won't leave me alone
My dad's not here to protect me what do I do

"Kyra you okay your worrying me"my sister cara said as both my sister's were both standing in front of me

I shook my head from my thoughts
And a quite 'Yes' the door knob jiggled
And the door opened

And there stood my mom along with two of the girls we adopted they looked adorable

"Okay so these are my kids and you guys will be living with us now"my mom explained to those girls that I still don't know there names

"Introduce your selfs"mom said to all of us first they went and then we were next

"My name is Alicia and my little sister's names is asha"Alicia said nervously fiddling  with her thumbs

I smiled at her she returns it and suddenly doesn't look  as nervous as before

Cara stepped up and gave her a big smile "my names cara"she said nicely than stepped back

I stepped forward and gave her another smile "my names kyra some people call me ky-ky or just ky but you can call me anything you want"I said nicely than stepped back but not before adding a quick word

"Oh and by the way Alicia your rocking that outfit someone will definitely  catch your eye"I winked at her making my sister's laugh and my mom as Alicia  blushed I laughed along also

Like what the hell why not

Than Sally stepped up gave her a cute fake scowl me and cara  looked at each other  she usually  does this when she meets someone new and this is how she decideds on if she's a good person or not it's her cute imitating trick

Alicia looked a little sad thinking that she didn't like her than that's when Sally gave her smile and hugged her

"Sister"she yelled we all laughed
Almost waking up her little sister asha   
Oops

"Okay and you can call me mom or clarissa either one is good"my mom said

I stepped up "I can show her to her room if that okay"I suggested my mom nodded I grabbed Alicias  hand
And we ran up to her new room

To say I was kinda jealous that she got a better room than me but she deserves it

"This is your room"I said it was so pretty in here there were so much
Decoration we both just looked around

"This is cute"she replied with a squeal
I nodded in agreement we hung out a little bit she told me her parents didn't want her and that she had three sister's And two brothers just like me well except for the extra sister she even said her little brother was kid-
napped so yeah buy we didn't think much about it oh and of course baby asha

"We should go down stairs"I said because my mom hates when we are in our rooms to long

"Okay"she said I got up and left she trailed after me and met up with the others

Oh cara's still  here that's a surprise
She and mom and Sally were playing with baby asha it was so cute

Baby asha talked noncence but she is still cute we also played with her for a little while cara had to go home but she said she would come back to visit soon

And now here we are right now watching tv together to say it was a good movie  but asha was getting tired so yeah

Mom went to out her down for a nap
Me and Alicia talked some more
I was confused to how she knew  her brother was kidnapped because she said she never met him before

"One of the people that worked  there told me she's really nice"she explained

"Okay makes sence"I said nodding
Than mom came back down stairs and we finished the movie

After the movie I told her what I was doing turns out she really good at fashion so she helped me

"Okay since your going to a club
I suggest this"she said holding up
A really cute outfit I grabbed it and scrambled  to get ready she did a little bit of my makeup

And we really hit it off from there we learned  a lot about each other we have a lot in common like we felt like real sister's

"Thank you"I thanked her with the biggest smile ever we hugged I went out the door but not before saying a quick good bye

"See you guys love you"I yelled so everybody could hear me lucky baby asha was up

"See sweetie becareful"my mom answered back from the kitchen and
The others gave me good luck before I left

I walked out my house and waited for  Spencer and about that  thing that Noel threatened about I'm still on edge about it

I can't decide but obviously I won't let him get hurt this last day I will break up with him

First I have fun one last day being his girlfriend but I know it's for his own good

I'm going to be happy for another  night I love you Spencer

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Once he picked me up we made out a little before going inside the club
And after that we got drinks and made out a little bit more and now here we are dancing to the beat of the music

Me and Spencer were practically grinding on each other his chest was pressed  against my back I had my hands up and stuff like that he held onto my hips and kissed my neck every now and than i could feel his budge doesn't bother me because we had sex  already he was touching  me places that I normally  don't let him touch me in public but I'm making it and exception  for right now

I turned around and kissed him it was getting heated but of course we  got cut off again

"Ew ew my eyes"Charlie yelled over the music ugh not again Carmella was with him but she grabbed him and covered his mouth  and walked away

And than we continued saying this is going to be hard to say at the end but I have to

We danced and danced and after a while of dancing we got tired and went back to the bar and got drinks
Again

We talked "remember that time when
We first kissed"I asked him he smiled and tried holding back a laugh

"Yes after we kissed you were confused if you had feelings for me or not than you got so scared you grabbed  a bucket of ice water and poured it on me"he said we were both full on laughing now

"Yeah I remember that"I answered  back as our laughs finally calmed down

And I'll never forget

Good memory

We were sitting on swing sets at a park
And talked for hours than the northern  lights finally came

"Its so beautiful"I said it was I couldn't  stop staring  at them they were so pretty

"Yeah they are"he answered I was in a bliss of happiness so I never really paid attention  to his words till later on

"Kyra"he said my name I was still in a bliss so I just hummed in response
And looked at the lights in front of my eyes

"You know I like the northern lights but I love you"he said and that's when I was cut off from my trance

"I-I don't know what to say"I answered back a little nervous like maybe this feeling I'm feeling right now is confusin

"Don't say anything"he said as turned to face him he smiled and came close
I felt his hot breath on mine

And next then we kiss and than there happens  to be a bucket close by I freaked out and grabbed it and dumped it onto his head

He knew I was confused so he let it slide and said those five words

"Will you be my girlfriend"he said not even hesitant  he just said it and thats how I became his girlfriend

Memory over

That was now two months  ago
And here we are at a bar that I have to break up with him soon but I was thinking maybe I can keep this going with him and Noel didn't  have to know

"That was the best even the time we went out for ice cream on our first date"he said I smiled and we both laughed that was funny also

Good memory

We went to the ice cream shop the one
Me and Carmella  went to before
I loved this ice cream that had all kinds of good ice creams

And out of all of them I couldn't decide which one to get so Spencer got me his  favourite  and it turned out to be good

We sat down and talked about a lot
And ate ice cream and laughed a lot about funny things that happened with our exs some of them I had that were bad I didn't tell

"I had this one ex that wanted to smear ice cream all over me but I didn't let it happen"he  said and than
And idea came to me

"Really"I laughed he laughed and replied 'really' and we both laughed together and that was how I caught him off guard  he had his eyes closed
Because he was laughing to hard

This was my chance I grabbed my ice cream and rubbed it all over his face and I doubled up into laughter he was shocked but then he got up and he out some on me

And it was messy we got kicked out

Memory over

They didn't let us in for about a month
So now we are aloud in there but we have to be careful

"That is day to remember and this is part of our memories"he said I smiled but it quickly was replaced with a frown

He noticed this and asked me what was wrong I can't do this I love him so much Noel doesn't have to know

I changed it and said nothing we went back to dancing again

And let's just say it was the best night  ever one hell  of a night but now he was driving me home

I thought about one last memory

Memory

The first time me and Spencer ever went camping it was fun and it was only us two

We went skinny dipping and tree climbing we also slept in a camper instead of a tent

Which  was awesome we did a lot of stuff we even met new people but Spencer got into a fight well argument he just wanted it to seem like a fight to impress us

"I beat their asses so good didn't i"he asked I laughed he's the one that always wanted to impress me

"Oh come on babe you don't need to impress me"I stated he sighed in relief
Before taking again

"Just tell people at school that it was a fight and I won"he replied with a proud smile

That he didn't even do I laughed at him it was so funny I almost farted it happens

"Its not funny"he wined like a kid I laughed even harder

"Is to"

"Not"

"Is"

"I'm not getting into a childish game with you"I said he sat back and had a proud smile

"Not I win"

"Meanie"he stuck his tounge out at me
I did the same

End of memory

"This is your stop babe"he said I smiled gave him a quick kiss and went inside

Let's not forget I was still  drunk
I got as quite as I could tip toed  up the stairs  grabbed a quick drink and snack and headed to my room and went into bed

Today was some day

I met my new adopted sister's

I was about to break up with Spencer

I didn't have to in the end

I got crazy and drunk and let just call it complicated

Before I got to even close my eyes
A text came in I sighed who texts around 2:00 am in the morning

I checked my phone it was from Noel
I was about to have  an anxiety  attack
I calmed my self and check it

Noel

I know you didn't break up with him

He sent another text and had a pic of me and zayden kissing

Shit he can show Spencer

I didnt reply I just tried calming  my self down he wouldn't really do that

Would he

I just had a taste of my own medicine  of what I did to my dad

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Okay  I will update again this week
But I'm to focused in school now

I'm in grade 9 so I'm getting ready  for high school

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