We create our fate every day . . . most of the ills we suffer from are directly traceable to our own behavior."
― Henry Miller

Caden and Jaden^^ Caden is the boy with red shirt forgot what the shirt was called and the one in blue is Jaden playing as Jack harries and Finn harries as caden
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Kyras p.o.v

I woke up still tired because we stayed up all night well most of the night it was the best night ever well for a while anyways

I was getting out of my bed guess Spencer carried me up to my bed last night and he has me caged I did feel safe though

I glanced at the clock and was so tired I went back to bed forgetting that it was school
I went back into my same position my head on Spencer's chest with his arms caged around me

So i went to bed safe once again
Forgetting all the problems in my life but with the one person I'm with right now

I was about to go back to bed than I remembered shit it's the last day of school and were late well for this week
So I got up and woke Spence up

"Spencer wake up we're late"i said as i shaked him to wake him up i didn't work so i slid out of his grip and jumped on him so i was on his chest and whsipered for him to wake up

he only groaned since that didn't work my biggest plan yet i got out of bed and went down stairs to get a bucket of water this is going to be great i filled it up waited for a few minutes till it was filled to the top made sure it wasn't that cold and quietly walked up the stairs and went back into my room good hes still sleeping i quietly walked up him

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i spilled the water all over him making him get up as he looked at his surroundings and spotted me i smirked while he gave me an evil look and chased me down the stairs all the way to the kitchen i screamed as he almost got me but i crawled under the table about to make it out of the other side but grabbed by him

"noooo"i screamed as he cuddled me making me wet on purpose he laughed as i shivered he was making me cold guess i didnt make the water warm enough i was so cold he just held me to his chest

"spencer" i screamed out laughing as he started tickling me i squirmed in his hold trying to get out of this tickle torture it was no use i was being tickled as i helplessly sat here trying get out at first i thought he stopped but he didnt he laid me down as he was on me straddling me

"as much as i love you i would love to be this way forever but we need to get to school"he said as he helped me up as we grabbed our stuff and left out the door
He opened the door for me but something I loved it when zayden did it he always
Made sure I was good before closing the door he's overprotective but I love him well like him

We was on the road driving to school well he was anyways I got a text I checked it and it happened to be Noel

To: kyra

I see your with Spencer but just letting you know that your mine so break it off with him before it's to late I'll give you a week if you don't by than well that's a surprise if you don't do it so do it

                                                                                                                           My love xx
                                                                                                                      From: Noel

That next was enough to scare me why is he texting me and why does he want me back it's been two years I was 15 by that time

I was scared and I think spencer can sense it
"Baby you Okay"he asked me I looked at him my best fake smile and than I nodded

"That's a lie"He said as he parked into the school parking lot how does he know and why does he look so cute "because I just know"he replied like he was reading my mind

Than it came back to me of course I do things that make him notice if I'm lying or nervous that's cool I never noticed little things like that about him how did he do that
this is very interesting stuff here

"It's not a lie"I reassured him he nodded like he wasn't believing me but he didn't say nothing but get out the car like I did we walked into school hand in hand

People looked at us just because we were back together I was thinking maybe we can tell everybody that we're together because one thing I know is that Janice is a boyfriend stealer and she tries to steal my boyfriends I mean zayden was never my boyfriend but even though we liked each other she tried getting him to but now I'm with Spencer and she's trying to take him by getting close to Jaden wrong boy because spencer hasn't been around him it's Charlie she go after except there's Clair and Clair she gets very jealous when people go around Charlie like girls but me and Carmella are an exception

Anyways as we walked down the halls some people loved of us but I think some people shipped me and zayden so it was weird as we passed the other and when I say others Carmella Charlie you know them well spencer wanted to stop here but I wasn't ready to face reckett so I gave him a quick kiss and most likely our friends saw I walked past them and waved at spencer so I can go meet with Ryder and the rest of our group

I walked into our class we had 20 minutes to talk since the bell didn't ring yet so I went in and sat by Caden and Jaden but davina and Ryder weren't here yet there always late
Well okay there not late but I love it when we're all together so I got up to go and find them I couldn't I went up to Carmella and along with the others you should probably know who the others are I'm talking about right now

"Hey have any of you guys saw zayden"I asked them all it was awkward
But lucky reckett wasn't here I need to find a way to make up with him we can't be mad at each other forever

"No sorry kyra"Charlie responded I looked at the others all of them except one said that they didn't see him and that was devein

"Devein say something were is he"I asked him he looked like he was unsure like he didn't want to say anything

"He went to go visit his family"he finally responded I nodded and than I noticed his family his parents passed away who's he talking about

"Wait his family passed well his parents"I stated while he looked at me in defeat I hope this is not going to be bad

"Okay he's hanging out with Janice"he mumbled the last part I was shocked why shouldn't I be I'm with Spencer and I shouldn't be surprised I was the one who didn't be with him and it's to late I had a sad expression they must of noticed it because someone had there hand on my back trying to soothe me I looked to see who it was devein

So I quickly cover my face up to happy as they all gave me sympathy smiles and everything "Thanks I'm going to class"I replied as I walked off back to my class

Wait a minute if she's with zayden she was trying to use Jaden so she can get with zayden makes sense I wonder how jaden's dealing with this so I walked back to my classroom

I opened the door and sat with Caden and Jaden again after two minutes of none of us talking I turned to Jaden and tried to think of the nicest thing to say maybe something
Like this 'hey Jaden you Okay' nah That's won't work 'jaden I'm sorry for what that bitch did' not good enough ahh I'm just going to wing it

"Jaden"I asked him as I lightly tapped on his shoulder he looked like he was busy I peeked over his shoulder he was texting on his phone guess he doesn't know I'm here
I couldn't really see I looked over some more and almost fell over shit that was close
The text said

To: Jaden
Hey babe see you soon I'm at the milk shake cafe be there soon

From: Janice

It was cute but please this bitch is playing both of them or something he didn't reply back and as far as I leaned to try to see if he was going to text I fell over shit

"Shit kyra you Okay"jaden asked me as he helped me up I gave him and grateful smile and sat back into my seat few that was close

As well as Caden couldn't help but laugh as the I glared at him he leaned into me
"Eavesdropping on his text"he asked me I looked at him like he was dumb that sounded
Kinda dumb well in my thinking

"Is that even a thing"I asked him cluelessly I mean me I was just wondering if he thought about it before saying it

"I don't know I didn't even think about it I just said it"he admitted while I nodded my head because I win and he didn't

"Ah that makes sense"I said as he glared at me guess he got what I mean because for a second I didn't even get what I meant and now I do

"So find anything interesting"he asked me as he raised his eyebrows or should I say wiggle them making me laugh

"He's right beside us"I whispered into his ear he leaned over to see and leaned back and smiled at me

"He doesn't even know we're talking about him"he responded I sighed this boy Caden is so weird and mean but I seriously think he nice just doesn't wanna let no one see it

I didn't get to respond and there's the bell class started it was so dumb Caden wouldn't leave me alone it was so annoying that I wanted to die just kidding

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That dread full class and Caden class was boring but Caden was annoying
And know it's almost lunch time that's sounds like what only a little kid would say

But the thing is I'm going to call zayden and see if he's coming to the get together and of course Janice will be there I need them to catch her some how or even try convincing them this is going to be difficult and I'm going to have to get all of them to help Caden's a understanding person so maybe he will help and I know the other will help I'll talk to Caden after school

But since it's not lunch yet I thought about walking down the halls since I haven't did it for a while I mean I have but during classes yes I skipped for a reason though maybe I'll go to the library

As I walked down the halls I heard my name being called but I never really paid attention to that so I just kept walking till someone Well the person I couldn't recognize the voice because the person was really far from were I was so I kept walking till I was swiftly pulled around and into someones chest

I looked up just spencer he can be creepy sometimes
"Babe you know you can be creepy sometimes"I admitted he laughed quietly as he held me by the waist he was just so cute and I love him for it

"Oh baby you don't know how creepy I can be"he replied like he Was trying to be seductive but it just came out weird maybe even more creepier

"Please tell me you can't read my thoughts"I begged him he frowned knowing that
I thought about something creepy about him

"I can't but I can do this"he yelled happily as he picked me up and twirled me around in the air that made a squeal leave my mouth he put me down and gave me a peck I swear he's different these days

"Spencer your funny"I said he looked at me and smiled he was about to say something
But I beat him to it "looking"I finished he didn't get it which made me chuckle to myself quietly

He was in a deep thought like he was trying process what I just said to him than he looked at me with hurt but I could see right through him but not literally he was faking
It of course

"Hey babe your mean"he wined which was unlikely him he doesn't do that he's like so different now days if you haven't noticed it because I have

"I was joking babe take a joke"I said as I lightly punched his shoulder but that was only to keep him from knowing what I really was going to do

I punched his shoulder harder and it did work which was my plan
"I can take a joke"he pouted as he looked at me with so much cuteness

"Can you now so can you take this"I asked him looked at me confused before I punched him even harder than before he stumbled back just a little bit and than he laughed

"Since I didn't act like a scared little bitch do I get a surprise"he asked and winked which was unlike him he also had a seductive tone also not like him
And did he just swear
But me I was a little weirded out by it but I played along if he was even playing
"Sure why not we go somewhere private"I responded even more seductive than before
Than I smiled because I'm getting to him

"i would love that baby"he quietly said as he held me by the waist again as he lead me to some place I really couldn't take in because it was so dark well until he turned the light on I took in my surroundings and noticed it was some old messed up room looking like never been here for years

"What is this place"I asked spencer as I looked at this picture that had dust on it I looked around some more and found a desk with more dust on it then the picture so brushed my finger against it

"I don't really know I just found it and thought we could use this for when we want to have sex here with out anybody knowing"he replied as he came up behind me and yes
I am very grossed out by what he just said have sex in school that's just wrong

"That is not happening sorry spencer but we can make out here at times and when we don't want to go to class"I said as I felt his fingers brushing against my thighs which is very uncomfortable so I lead his hands up to my waist instead making him groan not that I don't love it I do but we're in school so yeah weird

"Why not I need you"he said I just glanced at him and made a face at how weird he's had been acting lately

"Spencer stop acting so weird and let's make out"I said as I took his hand in mine and kissed him passionately well that's what I felt but with zayden i felt butterflies in my stomach when we kissed did we kiss i cant remember

He kissed back except the weird thing is he was trailing his hands all over me even touched my butt that he had never touched before making me squeal in surprise it was a little uncomfortable for me because this side of him is all new

"Spencer why you acting so different"I asked him as he kept touching me he might of even touched my boob I mean he did because it would be weird if I didn't feel it

"I'm not baby just trying to pleasure you that's all"he replied as he kissed my mouth and moaned it was getting weird I mean I wasn't having sex inside the school it would be so weird and what if we got caught

"Well let's just make out"I said as I put his hands back onto my waist the ones that were just squeezing my boobs not even a minute ago and went back to kissing him he was also getting a little clingy I noticed lately

"Hmm"he moaned into my mouth as we kissed our tongues dancing with each other this kiss was getting harder because he started sliding his hand down to my area and kissing me hard have you ever been kissed like that to me it's just plain weird

"Spencer don't"I said as I moved his hands away they almost made it into my pants but I stopped them before he could even do that I moved my hands on his chest and looked into his eyes he seemed so different

"What's wrong with you"I asked him as I tried to hold his hand but he kept coming back and kissing me again I tried stopping him me thinking maybe it was hormones but it seemed worse then that

"Nothing baby come on kiss me"he said as he put his hand back onto my waist kissing me again I kissed him back this time he didn't try anything but he did leave me thinking maybe he was not him self today but also he didn't leave me but my brain was thinking that

Me made out and that's all he said he was sorry and I just believe they were his hormones that have to be they just gotta be

Because Spencer was not spencer today

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It was now lunch time me and spencer were walking into he lunch room hand in hand but the thing was he was begging me to sit with them and when I say clingy this is why he is clingy it is starting to get annoying but there has to be a problem to this and now he was wining again

"Please baby come sit with us"he pleaded as he took his big hands into my little hands
His and his whine his pleading eyes his pout making me melt and wanting to just give into it he's my boyfriend and it's time me and my friends make up

"Just wait I'll meet you there going to the library"I said as I was about to walk away before he twirled me around into his chest before kissing me on the forehead and that smile and then his pout came back

"Please think about"he pleaded with a smile giving me one more kiss his soft lips he pulled away making me pull him back and kiss him then walk away from him going to the library

I walked to the library I was outside the doors just about to go in and yet again I was pulled into someone chest me knowing who it is which is I'm very use to it because he's been doing this for the whole day now

"Spencer I thought you were going to go to lunch"I asked him as I looked at him wondering if he can tell what I was thinking or something

"I want to stay with you I changed my mind"he said as he held me in his arms I sighed and grabbed his hand as I walked into the library with him I try to stay clear of some people in here because they get annoying when there suppose to be quite

"Come on"I said a little frustration laced all over my face guess he heard it because I heard him chuckle quietly to him self

"Don't be mad baby I just love you so much"he whispered into my ear as we walked making me want to push him away from all the clinginess

"I know that but doesn't mean we have to be all around each other all the time every 24/7 we love each other we only need to tell each other that once a day"I replied as I turned around to look at him he looked so hurt

"So you wanna break up"he asked so much hurt laced in his voice and his face my heart was breaking from the site of it and I didn't even say I was going to break up with him he just thinks that maybe I should be careful on what I say next

"No babe not like that I love you to come on let's go"I said as I took him with me to sit alone me and him I grabbed a laptop so we can watch tv at least 40 minutes and the. The next 40 minutes will be for lunch

"Anything you wanna watch"I asked him he was in a deep thought it looked like he smiled before answering

"Yeah how about the note book"he said I smiled love should never die and that's something I wanna believe and forever I wish to believe it

I put it on and I just smiled at the start and thinking wow they been together for a long time ever since they were young kinda and now there old see what I mean love never dies

That was the best movie ever I just loved the movie I wanted to watch it some more but we never really even watched it all which did suck but now we are going to lunch and I am hungry so we walked together to lunch but now he's asking me why did I say what I said he was kinda hurt but now he's slowly getting over it

"So now that we're on good terms wanna go on a date we haven't been on one for almost a month now"Spencer stated I smiled remembering those funny moments when a girl would flirt with him but he turned her down and she got embarrassed because she was needing his number to get a guy jealous but spencer is a loyal boyfriend and he knew so he turned her down she got so mad and said she would get him back but it never happened

"Sure babe this is going to be prefect"I replied as kissed him as we walked into the lunch room I have to be calm and cool because I'm going to go sit back with my friends and try to make up with them from the fight or that thing that happened not long ago

"Your perfect"he said I can't tell if he was trying to be smooth or I have no idea why but he usually doesn't say stuff like this and he chooses to say them now

"I'm not close to perfect"I told him truthfully he smiled shook his head and cocked his head to the side like it was so cute reminding me of a cute little puppy as long as I can remember I always wanted a baby puppy

"I'm not your not together we are perfect" he told me and this one just seemed to be
Another smooth one which it was and it almost made me feel week to the knees

"That was smooth but now I want to eat come on"I said as I took him to the thing were the lady's that work at lunch hours were serving food while they also served ours as she complemented my clothes of choice today

"Thank you and you are totally rocking that hair net"I complemented as I fixed it for her she gave me a smile as me and spencer walked up the line to finish our food well putting our food I got Pepsi because I just love it so much

As I was trying to be calm and cool spencer being the greatest boyfriend ever helped me with his inspiration words well I believe they are I hope they are actually they are helping as he rambles on about me being nervous and saying I can do this in which I can do it I know I can

"So just remember they are still your friends"he said as he gave me a hug his embrace was so warm and welcoming

"Yeah your right they was my friends before you was"I replied he frowned in response

"But I'm not your friend any more I was but now I'm your boyfriend"he said as he Seemed so proud of him self

"Keep calling your self that"I teased I did notice he glared a me as I smiled innocently at him

He didn't say anything but walked me to the table he sat down I sat there like some frozen statue

"Well sit baby"Spencer said I was so awkward all of them and if you know who looked at me and
Some were surprised and some were smiling like idiots

"Yeah sit down Kyra"Carmella welcomed me patting a seat beside her

"No sit with me"Charlie wined I smiled there like the opposite today get it cause Carmella is the one Who wines and Charlie is well behaved and it the other way around

I smiled at them ahh memories
"You guys like switched"I asked them

"Yeah there doing something like
Being each other or something I don't know"Spencer replied

"That makes so much sense"I said as I sat down by Spencer instead
While Charlie and Carmella started glaring at him

"Why didn't you sit with me"Carmella wined Charlie he just looked at Carmella and spoke up

"I win you lose"charlie said happily standing up throwing his arms up in the air pumping them up in the air making everybody laugh except reckett he was very quite
Actually spencer one
And devein well i dont know were he is"Akaward"charlie said as he sat down

"Yeah so um.."carmella trailed off and was about to finish but and new voice started yelling from
Another table

"Kyra come sit with us"i heard jaden yell i smiled and laughed quitely in my head so childish

"Coming"i replied as i grabbed my things everybody in the table looked at me like they wanted to stop me from going but didnt even bother

"See you guys"i said as i smiled at every one well i recived as blank
Stare from reckett the others nodded as i walked off to the others

"Whats up guys"i welcomed ryder and his group he was finally sitting with us

"The sky"jaden answered in a
'Duh' tone i sent him a playful
Scold he smiled

"No but really whats up"i asked them all again all welcomed me but jaden being him

"I told you the sky"he said it again with a playful smile

"Fine then whats down"i said differently so maybe it wont work thats what i thought

"The floor"he said again smirking i happily flipped him the middle finger

"Fine how are ya"i asked him he smiled and reminded me of how
Childish he can be

"Im fine thank you"he replied
As the other shook their heads at how he was acting but me i smiled but then i noticed why he was acting like this

"I take it you know about her and
Zayden" i asked him not menstioning her name he nodded

"She wasnt worth it"i resurred him he smiled and he seemed thankful how can someome just break his heart hes a good person

"Thanks thats why your my best friend"he replied as the others gave him sympanty looks

"I thought caden was your bestfriend"i asked him a raised eyebrow

"What no hes my brother besides hes to mean"he said as he scolded at caden

"And your to-"i cut him off trying to spare jadens feelings and glared at caden

"What?"

I shook my head at him he just sat back

The bell rang i just wanted to go home and sleep i feel so tired i stayed up all night last night

So i was thinking about going home and doing nothing so i went to the office to call my mom and tell her im not feeling well

I was now at the office waiting for my ride this new boy walked in he was very cute

He went to the front and signed in i guess hes is new i was to dazed to even notice the principal was even talking to me

"Hello kyra"the principal said
As he waved his hand in fromt of me making me snap out of my daze

"Oh um..yes sir"i said stopping mid sentence the principal and the very cute boy were looking at me now

"Would you please show this young man around"the principal asked me but i would be leaving soon

"My ride is coming"i replied
I could feel the dudes eyes on me which scared me a little bit at the same time i felt safe because no body can do anything to me

"Oh yes your mom said she will be here in a hour so that will give you enough time to show this young man around"the principal
Replied

I sighed might as well
"Um sure"i said as i got up slinging my back pack over my shoulder

"Great once your finished showing him around please bring him back"the principal said sternly hes a guy

"Yes sir"i replied as i started walking down the halls with this new boy

We walked down the halls i showed him were the bathroom was and the library i doubt he would be intrested in that place
I showed him the lunch room
And now i was going to show him were he can sign up for sports he doesnt look like the kind of guy for sport though

We were walking down the hall to were he can sign up till he talked to me

"So its kyra right"he asked me i looked at him and took in his features hes was okay i guess

I nodded before speaking
"And your.."i trailed off waiting for him to respond

"Daxton"he finished i nodded
As we made it back to the office
Just in time my ride is here

"Ahh there you guys are so daxton come to school on monday and kyra your rides here"the principal told me i didnt respond but just left out the door

Once I got out my mom was waiting for me in the car as I got inside
"Hi mom"I greeted her I wasn't really feeling it so I didn't talk for the rest of the way

I got out and ran up to my room and of course to watch tv maybe the note book such a romantic or maybe even big mouth such a weird show

In the end I ended up on watching big mouth and then got tired
And I went to bed thinking about spencer he's acting weird

Today was someday indeed

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I'm feeling so bad like I'm not as good at writing so I'm going to start trying to make it interesting

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