A/N TRIGGER WARNING IT TALKS ABOUT CUTTING AND DRINKING SKIP IF THAT TRIGGERS YOU.

Riley 's POV (girl)
I️ walk into Chelsie's dorm. I wanted to surprise her but coming to visit.

"CHELSIE" I yelled. Nothing. She usually comes to greet me.

"ELI? RILEY?" I yell once more. They must be gone. I walk through the house. She wasn't in the kitchen nor the living room. I walk into her room. She wasn't in there but her bathroom door was shut. Me and Chelsie have this type of relationship where we walk in on each other using the bathroom. Don't judge us. I try to open it but it was locked. I soon started to realized what happened.

Flashback

I was walking to Chelsie's House one day after I did my homework. My mom said I could go and chill out with her. I walk inside her house as her mom greeted me.

"Hey Riley. Chelsie is up in her room" Her mom said.

"Okay" I said as I walked up to her room. She wasn't in it but her bathroom door was opened. I walk to the open door and looked in it. I saw Chelsie, my best friend, cutting. I didn't understand why but I just ran and hugged her. 'She was hurting and felt alone. I wasn't there to help her. It's all my fault' I was so deep in my thoughts that I haven't noticed that her mom ran up and started to help clean her up.

FLASHBACK OVER

"CHELSIE OPEN UP," I said as I got my credit card and picked the lock. I opened the door to a lifeless body that my once best friend was. I immediately called 911 then once I hung up and just held her in my arms, hoping that she is still alive.

Chelsie's POV. (Woah didn't see that coming)
I woke up. I was in my bathroom but it was different. I saw a light. I shielded my eyes but then I heard a gruff voice that boomed.

"Chelsie it's not your time yet," the man said.

"God?" I suddenly realized. I was close enough to heaven that I could fly up and all my pain and worries would wash away.

"Your friend. She's came to visit you," Then suddenly I got a vision. It was Riley (girl obvi) holding me as my lifeless body laid motionless. I broke down crying, now understanding the pain I had cause her.

"Go now. Show that there is life in your body" he said then I felt the movement of a car, maybe an ambulance, taking me somewhere. I barely open my eyes but enough for the nurse and Riley to see that I'm alive. I close my eyes once more, so restless. I soon fell asleep but next when I woke up I was in a hospital. I saw four people in the room. Izzy, Isaac, Riley, and Alexis. They were all in a corner murmuring to each other. I heard somethings like 'I know she's alive' and 'she'll make it'. It made me smile. They soon noticed that I was awake.

"CHELSIE," They all yelled as they hugged me one by one.

"I missed you guys," I say in a hoarse voice.

"We all missed you too," Isaac said.

"And for a get well soon present we got you a little something something," Alexis said.

Izzy pulled a teddy bear with their names on it and Riley pulled out a bouquet of blue roses.

"Aww you guys shouldn't have" I said as I set the flowers on the table besides of me and hugged the bear.

"The Bear is a reminder on how much we all love you," Izzy said.

"Roses are beautiful like you and they're your favorite color so," Riley said.

"I'm so thankful for you guys," I said, "GROUP HUG," I said as everyone laughed and hugged me.

There was a knock on the door. The doctor came in.

"There are some people who want to talk to Chelsie alone," he said.

Everyone said their goodbyes as they left the room and two boys entered. Eli and Riley. Their eyes were red and puffy and tear stained their cheeks. A single tear fell down my cheek as they approached.

"What do you guys want?" I snapped.

"We wanted say that we're sorry," Riley said.

"You guys hurt me, left me to die. And you suspect for me to forgive you," I say.

"We were drunk. We didn't know what we were doing?" Eli defended.

"WHY DID YOU GET DRUNK IN THE FIRST PLACE?" I point to Eli. "You probably cheated on Alexis while you were at it."

He held his hands up in surrender. He felt guilty.

"Like I said we were drunk. We were mad at you and Alexis stealing Riley's car," Eli said.

"You guys hurt me. Emotionally and physically," I said as I pointed to my red, puffy eyes and held up my bandaged arm. "This is all your fault. I blame no one else but you." I started to squeeze the bear Izzy, Isaac, Riley, and Alexis gave me.

"I had no one else because everyone was gone," I said.

"We didn't mean it," Riley said.

"Yeah I'm sure. Like how you didn't mean to leave me to die. I get it," I said as I rolled my eyes. "Just get out and send my true friends back in while your at it"

They walked out as the scoffed. Everyone else came back. I smiled at the sight of them. They make me happy. We started reminiscing about the old days. About back when I was dating Brandon and about when Izzy and Isaac started dating and how famous I used to be. Man those where the good days, when I had no worry in the world. Except for Emily Rice, who is now dating Brandon. Those days were less drama filled.

"I love you guys. I don't know what I would do with out you guys. Seriously," I said with a smile on my face. They all pulled in a group hug. My worries all washed away. I still had a little thought in my head saying 'forgive Riley and Eli' but I ignored it because they hurt me. They don't deserve to to be forgiven not in a million years. The day when I die will be the day I forgive them but maybe I should listen to this voice. Maybe it's God saying to me.

"Hey Alexis. Can I talk to you alone?" I said. She nodded as everyone else left.

"What's up" she asked.

"Eli cheated on you while he was drunk," I said.

A/N I FELT REALLY MOTIVATED TO WRITE THIS. I DONT KNOW WHY. BUT I HAVE UPDATED IN FOR EVER. HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT. VOTE COMMENT AND FOLLOW ME. ANYWAYS BYEEEEEEEEEE

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