(I'm a a slut for anything with an acoustic guitar. Plus this song brings back peaceful memories)

*Swirls the coffee in my cup lazily* Yo yo yo, guess who's back after suffering from the flu and surviving a shitty(?) week.

Well it wasn't really shitty, just...weird? Lol

First, my friend, David has just been really distant all of a sudden. Granted he told me it's because of his depression, but he's just been really snappy...So I kinda been avoiding him and giving him space. It's feel weird since we talk everyday and stuff, but it's whatever. He'll talk when he's ready and I won't force him. He has my number

Next...Uh, my ex decided to just randomly message me on Instagram after like..a year of not talking?  Like, we didn't really talk like that, other than the occasional call or text, so it felt strange. I guess one of our friend's gave him my insta, and he seemed more than happy to talk to me. (If any of you are wondering why I kept in contact with him, it's mostly because we have the same friend group and I never wanted to make things awkward when I broke things off. I always made it obvious I didn't like /like/ him that way.) Now, all of this wouldn't be really be a problem if it weren't for the fact that he asked: "Do you have a boyfriend yet? 😚". 

Needless to say, I was freaking out like bad. I was already running a really bad fever that day and that didn't make it any better. It could've been an innocent question, but then again, I  could never be sure. Many of my guy friends have had a crush on me, and my brother tease Michael while we were on the phone about him still liking me, and never denied shit. Anyways I remember answering "Lol Boys haven't been on my mind for a while. Why do ask?" While he said he was just curious. I did tell him I had a girlfriend quickly after, and he hasn't brought up anything about it again. *Shrugs* He still likes to talk a lot to me though. Gotta watch that.

Also, my teachers haven't really been here?? Like, my classes end up having no teacher for the day, so we just got their by ourselves and do nothing. It's pretty fun, but it happened a lot this week. (Speaking of teachers, my geometry teacher cursed a student out and it was fucking hilarious)

Another weird thing this week especially..*Deep breath* Girls at my school?? Okay a /couple/ girls. But these are different from the usual where girls are just randomly asking to fuck or whatever Lol
Anyways, there's girl this I started hanging out with recently (One of David's friends, haven't learned her name yet) and she just sudden dropped that I was cute/attractive while we were talk to this other kid.

Did I smile like an idiot? Yes.

Did I fumble my words for a good second? You know I did.

I know she was just being sweet but it kinda did make my day since I was feeling kinda bad. (Like, my other friend did the same thing, though she was more forward and kinda flirty??)

What else happened this week...Oh! I applied for a job! I don't really do much at home anyways so getting out of the house would be nice. Plus I don't really want to be home...But that's a story for another day.

Lastly, I might be getting a therapist sooner or later! A good one I hope..but a therapist no less! Kinda need one because my abandonmemt issues are getting out of control--

*COUGH* Other than that, the week hasn't been half bad! Weird, but not bad!

I guess a good enough update? I don't know, I'm just a bored ass girl typing in the middle of the night