There are secrets I have kept for years. It's time you all knew them.

1) In Junior high (Middle school) my best friend was hit by a car and died that day.
2) I refuse to go to therapy now because I don't trust therapists
3) I'm part of the reason why a user left Wattpad
4) I have abandonment issues
5) I was verbally abused by my father
6) I always think that a fight will happen after I reveal the truth
7) I was assaulted... Thrice in College by the same person
8) I feel alone all the time
9) Though I am capable of love, partners always leave
10) I always blame myself for a breakup...even if it wasn't my fault.
11) After a breakup, I put a rubberband on my wrist and snap it to relieve stress
12) I almost starved myself in Highschool
13) I am never trusting a friend of mine again
14) If people leave me alone forever, I cry for three days and deny sleep
15) I keep secrets because it was one way I coped during the abuse and it helped repress the trauma of those events.