So as some of you may or may not know, I suffer from Anxiety Disorder and PTSD, and one of my triggers is yelling threatening words. Why is this important?

Well, I was in my ASL class and we had a few activities. I was paired up with this girl... Let's call her... Demonia. Now, I sign to her, "You need to pay attention to the class" because she was texting during the activity. She goes off on me by saying "I don't need to pay attention, you do. I don't have to do nothing." I leave her because I was getting nowhere with her.

It then comes to our ten minute break. I'm practicing my song for my final. I finish in the time span of my song because I pay attention to it. I get called over to provide the singing for a pair because their phone died and I was singing quietly, like five decibels lower than how I normally do, and Demonia decides to say "Be quieter, there are some who have work to do." This girl was still texting.

Finally we have the teacher evaluation and Demonia leaves as soon as she's done. I thought that was the end, but this girl comes back in the room and gets in my face and yells "Don't ever tell me what I need to do again! You're lucky I'm a changed person because if I wasn't I'd punch you and then spit in your fucking face you fucking bitch! Come to my end and I will fucking end you!"

Of course she leaves and the entire class goes silent, except for me. I start crying and hyperventilating, which of course is after I blank out. I had gone into an episode of PTSD.

I just wanted to let it go, but it's all getting worse. It's literally the last day and student affairs was contacted. There's no point in going, and if you have a student on campus, and you don't know they have PTSD, is it a good idea to make them relive the episode.

Probably not.

I'm just letting you guys know.

Feel free to comment or dm with anything to possibly cheer me up.