So im not good with socialism. Especially with men. I've been waiting yo go back to my ild school where I actually enjoy lufe then where i go now. So this guy my moms friend with is the house we're staying at and i was working on my project. He vomes over and starts talking to me. And im quite i get shy when people im not-so-comfortable around. I was trying to find a way to get it stable. And hes like are you gonna ask me how to keep it stable. And i shake my head cause i didnt know what to say in that moment. I wasn't trying to be rude i honsetly didnt know what to say cause i feel like this is based om my life and on October 1 i wad suppose to go to my old school and it got moved to october 7 do you think thats fair to me its not but we each have our own side plys this is the longest complaint ive ever had. But im sad

\\okay future ash here i know this is confusing to read and i had no idea i even wrote it but heres a translation:

Im not very good at socializing with others and due to personal reasons its extremely hard to be comftorable with men. So the guy we were living with which was a family friend had came over while I was working on a project. I was trying to work on stablizing the box and he came over and stood there just watching. I was extremely uncomfortable and he asked if I was gonna ask him hoe to do it or just ignore him. Not being able to say anything I shook my head and he saw it as me being rude which was never my intention. My mom understood why he was angry and told me that I have to start being nice to him and talking to him atleast once a day or I wouldn't go back to my old school so naturally i was very upset that the days were changed.

Hope that helped lmao