If you're reading this, well good for you. If not then well... Hi.

Anyway, I probably just ended the life of a innocent 13year old.

I wasn't supposed to know.

I killed him.

I asked.

I was angry because he didn't tell me. But I realized how delicate he was.

He won't speak to me.

I feel like a killed him.

I just ended his life.

I pray to God his attempt fails.

Oh god please. I swear if he lives I'll never doubt your presence again.

Please.

Just keep him safe.

I'd give my life to save his.

If I find out he dies

Then I am going out with him.

Oh please just let him live. He doesn't deserve death.

If anything I do. I hurt everyone I meet. I hurt my friend Liz numerous times. I broke kasandra's heart and I just practically killed a man.

If you guys don't hear from me in over two months you know what happened.

I won't ask for help.

I don't need to get anyone else involved.

My best friend is dead. He never trusted me.

I just wish he told me.

He told everyone but me.

I care for him so much.

I wish he could see I'd do anything to make him happy even at the cost of my own life.

I love him so much.

I'll miss him so much.

But if he goes I do too.

So if you don't hear from me in a while.

Goodbye.