I feel like shit knowing one of my best friends failed at ending their life and never told me. I want to help them but I can't exactly do that if they hide these things.

I wish they told me. If they succeeded in the act I would feel like shit and probably would have followed after them.

I wish I could help them but I can't tell them with out throwing a certain person under the bus.

I can't imagine a life with out this person. They mean so much to me. With out them I don't think I would have ever joined the marching band.

With out that person I wouldn't be where I am today. They, just like everyone else I meet had changed my life for the greater good.

I hope they understand how much they mean to me, Kasandra64 and more. I'm just glad he lived. I'm so fucking happy the person is alive.

If I lost another soul with in a year I would have probably done something pretty stupid.

I love this person and I have since I met them. I really wish that they knew how much they mean to me and that they are cared for.

I wish that they would just realize it gets better and if it isn't getting better fast enough I will make it get better to the best of my puny human abilities.

No one deserves to go through that sort of torture. No one.

I am there for them and I want to help them every step of the way. I will be there for you. I love you all. I hope you realize no matter what you do everyone deserves a second chance at life.

You are all amazing.