I know hole shit! My content has gotten more explicit and mature. But that's not what I'm here for. It's just that I've given up carrying about life. I feel like it's only going to get worse from here. So series of events.

Grandparents dog dies

Finds out she has Tourette's syndrome

Break up with Nathan happens.

Things goes around school about and having a girlfriend.

Sister leaks secret to her friends.

Neighbors dog dies

Great grandmother dies

Cousin is diagnosed with chromed disease

Great grandmother gets lung cancer after breaking her arm and getting a knee surgery.

I just feel like what's the point trying to stay happy when life clearly doesn't want you to. I know. It's not that bad. But it's just that I've had my great grandmother die and then I had a huge fight with a good friend of mine. I thought I would recover. But then my grandmother is diagnosed with lung cancer. I have a huge feeling she won't make it. I just haven't felt too motivated lately. So when or if I do update my books that are already shit they be a types of fudged up. After this year I have four more years till I'm on my own. So high school plans. Fml. Life hasn't been so nice but then again when is it? And I don't even have the worse of it! Thanks for reading my rant on life. I'll have a lot of essays relating to life and stuff. So yeah. C ya. ~Dog