I am happy
For in you I have once again found my solace
In you my writing can once again live on
It's like the days our words used to play together in perfect harmony
Mine building forts and castles of sand around your delicate morphemes
I miss that
I don't love you
But I need you
Like a shell needs its snail
Because without you I am hollow
And I don't want to be hollow
So come
Come fill me like in the old days when your words would do nothing but fill me with joy
I want to talk things out
You don't understand what me without you is like
You're temperamental but without you I lose temperament
And me denying you is as the ocean fighting against the wind
Waves that do nothing but destroy those unfortunate enough to get in the crossfire
Only in this case I am the only crossfire
I do not love you but I love you
Because you amplified my voice, and after you were gone I could no longer speak
I didn't know how
I need you to amplify my voice once more, because without you I cannot speak
And without language I lose purpose