Okay, these were a long time ago, and it was actually pretty dramatic, and I'm surprised I haven't told you guys about it yet...

Okay so, it was finally time for me to present my speech....I walked up to the front of the class...took a deep breath....and then froze:/

Let's try again shall we? Okay. Breath. You can do this. Took a deep breath. I started the first sentence. QUE THE STUTTERING!!!

Wow.

Just- Wow.

And I'm the one that was excited for speeches.

The teacher says 'It's okay just start and you'll flow with it!' I GAVE UP AFTER A NUMBER OF TRIES. I sat back down. Put my head down. And tried not to cry.

Have any of you been in a similar position, where what just happened was to embarrassing you want to go home, and not come back to school or show your face when they're around? I have:(

Anyway. I ended up crying because outside my teacher was pressuring me for details. I said I don't know why that happens it just does.

She kept asking. Which made me cry.

Now...some people fiddle with their jewelry, or.... Twiddle their thumbs. I cover my hands in my sleeves and chew on the ends. Gross right? I know- -"

So I do that and it helps my crying and helps me talk normally. What does she do?

'Stop your crying, and take your sleeve out of your mouth.'

Of course she said it nicely, but you could easily tell she was getting annoyed with me > _>

After I finally did my speech. (After a couple more attempts) She was going to announce the 3 finalists. (2 actually go up. And 1 is backup) After she did, she said that there were others she wished she could've chosen, but they had trouble finishing it, or presenting it.

As she said that, the douche bag of the class, Matt, whispered so fucking loud; 'Yah Madison.'

Now Cassidy, who sat in front of me, turned back. I lifted my head from where it wa son the desk, and I heard, and saw her mouth go-

Shut the fuck up.

You could here the Shu_ the f_ck _p.

Our teacher gave her a dirty look, and in my mind I'm like- WHAT THE FUCK!? SHE WAS DEFENDING ME!! MATTHEW THE FUCKING DOUCHE IS THE ONE YOU SHOUDL BE GETTING MAD AT BITCH!!

Of course I didn't say that.... ^^"