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The sound of a crying baby can be heard in the middle of the day during the maids on break.

'Isabellleee!!' I mourned in my baby cries for a while, before remembering now that if he is in a different time. Isabelle doesn't exist.

The thought made malachi cried harder, but there was a fleeting hope that maybe I'm is in the past, because he remember the lady calling him by his name.

'Just breathe.. I am a grown adult.. Isabelle isn't born yet...' The thought of knowing that isabelle wasn't born yet til three years later was heart-wrenching.

Three years..? No isabelle to visit him everydays, to comfort him when he is down, nor give him her sweets treats and cooked meals she made for Charles only to give them away to him.

The mention of Charles made my entire body boil with rage, but that soon went away since Charles wouldn't even remember doing what he did since he is a toddler at the moment.

But then I gotten an idea, a very clever idea.. If charles nor anyone else know that isabelle isn't born yet, maybe he could hint to his mother that he would like an engagement with the Alden family when isabelle is born.

The thought of it sound a bit crazy, but it made sense to him, plus isabelle would be focus on him instead of his horrible older brother.

Charles can have that slut sally, and the crown. All I need is my isabelle and nobody else.

Beside side tracking now, it seem like I am an infant once more. No rough skin, callous hands or scars on my body nor face, just soft plump baby skin and hands. The surrounding around my right red eye seem perfectly normal now that there is no scar, and i seem to have a small curly black fluff of hair growing back again.

Years of taming my hair gone down the drain, but at least i got a fresh start once more. I wonder where the maids are at? They been on break for a while.

I turn my head to notice shadow of someone drawing nearer. Whom i saw was my mother, smiling down upon me in her lovely white and green shirt and black pants. I sigh a bit in relief that I'm in the past.

Mother was always a crazy person, she never worn dresses since she was small and always dress fashionably in designed women clothing made for her. She is the first women to ever wear pants as it sudden became much popular with the women.

She still plan to get Father to sign down a law where women can wear pants, since half of the nobles shunned and envy the womens who wear pants since it show off their legs, though they can't go against my mother.

She is a very scary mother, she even frighten Father to some degree to which she said she still have some dirt on him. I still scared to ask her what kind of blackmail she held against him.

'Hello mother, i see you are better after a few weeks birthing me.' I attempt to coo at her but all i did was a gurbled some sounds. Her red eyes brighten up the moment she see me, her black silky and curly hair seem to move on it's own according.

"Awww, how my sweet baby? "Said mother as she slowly grasp me carefully, picking me up against her bosom.

'I have been great, wasn't having a meltdown earlier, I am now just waiting patiently for the love of my life to be born, for now my attentions is all your.'

I clung onto her chest with my tiny infant hand , while the other hand is in my mouth, sucking on it with content to not bored myself.

Mother smile wider as she hugs me close, and carry me to her favorite comfy rocking chair.

'If you are trying to put me asleep again, it will not work, for I will not take my nap this time, mother." I thought while looking up to stare at her beautiful ruby eyes.

Mother hums a tune to the song brahms lullaby as she cradle me, rocking back and forth slowly. I can hear her soft heartbeat with my left ear press against her chest.

She is lulling me to sleep and I can admit, it is working. My body suddenly felt more tired now, my eyes can barely keep open while I listen to her heartbeats.

I will sleep this time, then next time for sure, I will remain awake. For now, i let the warm darkness sweep me away into my dreams.