So I don't know who to talk to and since I have this maybe I'll feel better after I write it out. As you may know, I am a 15-year-old girl and I don't know if I mentioned it here but my mother has been having trouble and I pretty much thought she might die.

 She going to get surgery and it's still not in the clear but my other sister, the second oldest, is heading to the emergency room now. I don't know exactly what's going on or how bad it is. She was at a sleepover before and I don't know what's going on so I'm freaked out. I mean it's the emergency room. I tried to text my friend who I've been struggling to communicate with but my hands started shaking. I couldn't type a letter. I don't know why I get so scared to start a conversation. I just couldn't' distract myself all I could do was think about this so I selfishly wanted to put it out there to maybe deal with it a little bit. 

Yesterday my other sister the eldest just had surgery to try and minimize her scars. I swear there is something wrong with our family. I mean they're just such great people. Why do so many bad things happen? 

There is something wrong with the world.