The second I got back into my bedroom I made sure I was out of the camera's visions and began crying into my pillow.

I can't believe I did that...I can't believe what I did...I am a monster... I didn't want to do it that way...why...why couldn't I have died then to? I probably deserved punishment more than him anyway. Oh yeah now I know why...cause I am the only one that knows what the heck is going on around here.

I gritted my teeth and glanced down at where my recent operation had been. I didn't even know if what I was thinking was right...but still....I have to try and stop the game. I mean a game where everyone commits suicide at the end or just sad around depressed will stop them from liking this right?

I hope so....I hope I can manage to keep the act on long enough at least so when the mastermind tries anything against me I can force them to confess and we can all be on our way. Or I could just stall the game long enough for me to find a way out.

Anything....

"Your alone Ouma, and you always will be" I sigh. I wonder if Shuichi was telling the truth.....

-/-/-

Well time to check up on the idiot- I walked into where I was keeping Momota to see a crossbow with him. WHAT THE HECK?! WHERE DID HE EVEN GET THAT?!

I felt myself building a little sweat "Ouma..." Momota groaned "let me OUT" I shook my head trying to keep up the act when- Momota shot me in the arm with one of the arrows!

Agh! The idiot then tackled me as I tried to get him off of me and away from my controller, it was as if we were in wrestling match when-

Why did the shutter door open...?All of a sudden an exisal walked in, what the heck?! I grabbed my controller and tried to control it when I saw- Harukawa? Stepping out from the exisal and- AGH! She shot me in the back with another arrow.

She then sprung down "what do you have planned Ouma, or should I say remnant of despair?" WAIT WHAT?

"W-what are you....talking about? Remnant... of despair? W-What's that? I don't..... understand....anything...your talking about..why... are you starting the killing game... when it should have ended? You already know that it's all meaningles....that I'm the mastermind....do you just love killing that much?"

Harukawa looked pissed and she had a red tint in her eye "shut up you a**hole!" And I noticed her finger ready to pull the trigger as I prepared myself.

I then felt a gust of air as Momota stood in front of me and took the shot. What the he**?! Is he an even greater idiot than I thought?!

Harukawa looked shocked as she ran out of the shutter and I took my my opportunity and closed the shutter door. Ugh...why is the arrow so bad...oh shoot it's probably poisoned isn't it?

What the heck, what the heck, what the heck?! Everything is going WRONG! I tried to calm down a bit, well...I guess I can try that alternate plan..

I

found myself staring a bit at Momota in disbelief. This idiot tried to save me...even though it's kind of pointless since the arrows seemed to be tipped with poison.

Not even a few minutes later Harukawa called "Kaito? Can you hear me? Quick drink this antidote!" I heard a small noise of something being dropped as Momota raced for it and grabbed it.

No you don't! I ended up sucker punching him in the stomach. Well last chance to turn back.....I can either unscrew the cap and drink it and let everyrhing I worked for go to waste...all the deaths.....or I can go through with my plan...for some reason Saihara appeared in my thoughts as I made my decision.

"s-sorry...but I....can't die here...since I'm...the mastermind of this killing game..."

"Wait! There's only one antidote-" Harukawa screamed "oh.... you don't have to worry about Momota right.... he fulfilled his dream right? He already...went to space..." I then tipped the antidote to my mouth and pretended to drink it in front of a horrifed Harukawa and Momota.

"Tch da** it!" Momota said and Harukawa screamed "STOP!" I immediatly pretended to perk up "phew I feel so much better! I guess that's a wrap! Or.....maybe not because another class trial is going to start"

"Class trial?" Harukawa asked I nodded "you'll be the blackened for this case you know? The blackened who killed Momota" Harukawa looked horrified.

"I-I killed...?" Harukawa looked like she was actually going to have a nervous breakdown when Momota screamed "Screw it! Class trials! Like he** I am going to let you have your way!"

"Kaito? Why did you protect Ouma? If you didn't help him then-" Actually I want that answer to "I couldn't help it...even if its Ouma...I can't....have you kill anybody!" Of course it wasn't because of my charm and fabulous personality. Actually those things are trash to.

"W-what?" Harukawa gasped and I groaned "aww Momota wasn't protecting me....he was protecting Harukawa! The sictuation just got way worse huh? Harukawa is going to become the blackened respinsible for killing you....all because you protected me"

"D-don't you worry Maki Roll...I not going to die easily...just leave it to me! I'll put an end to this killing game! "

"Hahaha...you still full of energy...even like that! You really are....not boring" Momota looked confused "what?" I laughed "I wanna see what a dying Momota can do! So show me what you got! I won't meddle with your plans!" 

"What are you?" Harukawa asked but Momota interrupted her "don't mind me...run Maki Roll! Just hurry up and run...run and live! You got to live!" After that Harukawa did leave and I grabbed an electrobomb from one of my pockets and detonated it.

"What the?" Momota looked at me confused as I walked over to him "drink the f*cking antidote" I showed him the still capped bottle and he looked at me confused.

"What why?" I didn't answer him just shoved it at him more "drink the f*cking antidote" Momota "I don't trust you-" I got pissed "I will shove it down your throat if I have to drink the f*cking antidote!"

I ended up helping him to drink it and sighed. Well finally...darn him being so stubborn......"ok now that your not going to die on the spot you need to help me with my plan" I said.

"Plan? What plan?" He asked "I've been thinking...this whole time...of a plan to throw the mastetmind off guard..."

"Throw them off guard? What are you talking about? You're the mastermind!" Well apparently he hasn't connected the dots yet..."oh um that was a lie, I only pretended to be the mastermind"

"Pretended?!" Momota screamed "you all fell for it...but yknow...I prepared a bunch of stuff...like this remote control.. I had Iruma make it...the mysterious message in the courtyard...using Gokuhara and making him a murderer...all that preperation just to make you guys think I was the mastermind." That Harukawa just WASTED.

"What the he**? Why'd you do all that?" Momota asked "the reason why....I pretended to be the mastermind...was to end this boring killing game!"

"To end it?" I felt my eyes light up with fury "I thought if I showed you the despairing truth you guys wouldn't want to go outside anymore....I thought it would end the killing game...but instead this happened...Im going to die...by Harukawa's hand...why do you think this happened? Why do you think Harukawa tried to kill me? Why do you think the killing game started again? "

"Why...?"

"Because the true mastermind instigated it...Im certain of it...they made a move without us noticing...maaan thanks to that, everything is ruined..."

"The true mastermind instigated it? So whoever that is also instigated Maki's actions too?"

"Yeah...they probably tried to eliminate me because I pretended to be the mastermind...."

"Then who is the true mastermind?" A lying stubborn b*tch or b*stard "who knows...I dunno either....but it doesn't matter...we can't lose...this game is pointless...unless you win...thats why I thought of a special plan...when I'm on the verge of losing...my plan will help me win..."

"I don't get it but is this the plan to throw off the mastermind?" Momota asked I sighed "it's not that difficult...Momota...I need you...to kill me..."

"W-what?" I quickly explained my plan to him along with the fine details so he wouldn't mess this up when I was gone, and then he asked my why Monokuma would care.

"Even if it's Monokuma or the true mastermind...they can't break the rules as they please...being unfair like that isn't allowed...."

"What do you mean..?"

"Death games are meant to be watched. If no one was watching there wouldn't be a reason to be such a stickler about the rules...there would be no point in making this game in the first place...but Monokuma's been such a stickler about the rules, and about making the game interesting..that's why he agreed to my plan in the virtual world...which means Monokuma is aware someone is watching us...in which case I have no doubt that this death game is being shown to someone..."

"Y-Yeah but...killing you..what are you talking about? You want me to kill you?"

"I'd figue you'd react like that...but...are you sure your okay with that? Because if thus poison kills me then Harukawa would become the blackened....and her crime would be exposed so easily...if that happened Harukawa and me would have died for no reason right? Which is just what the true mastermind expects"

"Dammit that's playing dirty! So that's why you gave me the antidote!"

"Neheehee I am the ultimate supreme leader after all. There are no depths I won't sink to...even if I have to sacrifice myself! Anyway...this is our chance...our chance to end this killing game....thats why you have to kill me, so we can win and ruin this killing game...we'll bring the true mastermind and everyone who's watching we'll bring them down into utter despair! Then everyone who died can rest in peace" I felt myself doing a maniacal laughter at the thought "ack, aw cr*p, I'm gonna die soon...can we get this started?"

"Your seriously crazy dude.."

I laughed at that "but you know...I...wasn't boring...right?" I then staggered over to a nearby box and grabbed out a layout of the plan I had made earlier in case this happened and a book of lines for him that I handed over

"It's...getting harder to breathe...so please...can you..."

"Hey can I ask you one thing? You want to ruin this game but you kept saying how fun this game was"

"That was a lie...that was a lie....obviously....how could a game....that your forced to play...be fun? I had to think this game was fun to survive.....I had to lie to myself!"

"You little..."

"The b*stards who created this game and the sh*ts enjoying it..they all piss me off! That's why.... I am willing to do whatever it takes...to end this game!"

"I'll do it..." Momota muttered and I nodded "thanks..." he then walked over and pulled out the arrows in my back and arm.

"I think I'm...at my limit...just standing...." I muttered and he nodded as I laid down and he grabbed my hands to help drag me along to the hydraulic press.

This is it...this is the end...I can't believe it....I knew I probably wouldn't survive...but.....

Momota left me with the camera and laid down under the press as I started the camera and press and I sighed waiting for the second they wouldn't see his body anymore on camera.

I hope Saihara will forgive me.... I stopped it and took off my shirt and took out a bundle of letters in my pocket "give these to Saihara...no matter what happens...also you better not clog the toilet with my shirt" I muttered giving both to him along with my bandana.

Momota nodded as I got into position and looked up at the stainless metal. Memories flooded over me, was this what my life flashing before me eyes meant?

When I first saw Saihara...

Me and Amami...

The courtyard messages...

My first kiss on my birthday...

Me getting stabbed in the gut on my birthday....

The note on my bandana...about how this was all a reality tv show on steroids...and we were all being controlled to make it last forever...

My last time kissing Saihara..

Meeting Iruma when she was planning to kill me....

Gonta dying....

Saihara's words to me....

I sighed and noticed myself crying a little. I didn't even get to explain myself to him...I didn't even get to tell him that I loved him...but....I guess it will be ok...dying for the sake of someone I loved....dying to avenge all the deaths...dying as my punishment for what I did to Gokuhara.....it's fine....I can-

Just as the hydraulic press started to lower all new memories flooded over me. Or were they my old ones before the game started? My parents. They would always hit me......The bullying..my brother....my brother dying....my...atttempts to....I tried to commit suicide?! Meeting DICE.....Chiasa and Kazue are dead?! Me trying to confess to....wait.....I KNEW SAIHARA BEFORE THE KILLING GAME-

*crush*