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The sky was peaceful with so many stars looking like a big hand had tossed some pixie dust on a black blanket, like beacons of hope for all the lost souls of the world.

A long time ago, someone told me that stars symbolize something good and positive. At first I didn't understand what she meant to say, but now I realize that whatever she said was right. Though my life don't have anything worthwhile, at least I can see these stars and look forward for some positivity.

I was was sitting on the damp grass, eating the last portion of my daily meal while at the same time I was preparing for a little quiz that our Chemistry teacher gave us.

Fortunately, the teacher distributed us the quiz papers and I was grateful. I had no textbook since the first day of the campus, not even a single pen or a paper to jot down the lectures. My father doesn't give me any money neither does my mother.

Even in the campus, nobody lets me borrow anything. Borrowing is a long term, they don't even talk to me and bully me as if I'm some kind of boxing bag to them.

But it's not their fault either. They are scared, scared of him and his circle. Jeon Jungkook and Bangtan.

Jeon Jungkook, my bully, my torturer and basically everything you can think of as ruining my life. I'm his target and everyone, including the teachers is his servant. What he says, it happens.

It all happened when I first joined the campus and accidently spilled some water on a boy, no other than the devil himself. And from that day onwards, my life turned against me and THE Jeon Jungkook became the possessor of it.

On that day, he harshly dragged me to the main area and threw me on the floor and announced it audibly: "From this day onwards! I, Jeon Jungkook, announce that whoever tries to help this girl! I will make sure that your life will be the same as how I'm going to make hers!"

I did not expect this big punishment for just spilling water on his shirt.

First my parents and now Bangtan, not leaving any opportunity to destroy my already broken life. People say I'm good at nothing, but there is still something I'm good at.

Hiding my tears.

It's really surprising how the pain of living without someone can make you feel like you've lost everything that mean happiness to you in this world, that's how I feel right now.

I sighed and quickly finished the food. I put the chopsticks in the bowl and went inside the mansion and into the kitchen.

The house is nearly big, but definitely not as big as a mansion as my alcoholic father usually says. The interior was a bit aesthetic and gold. There were marble crème colour tiles and the rest was gold. Several modern paintings on the walls.

I put the bowl in the sink and opened the tap to wash it. The house was peaceful. Only me. But that didn't mean that I can do whatever I want. I still had to follow the rules that my parent set up for me.

The peaceful atmosphere shattered in a second when I heard the front door being opened.

-Father is here-

I quickly turned off the tap and ran back to my quarter. My heartbeat quickened, afraid that my father would catch me here in the night alone.

Even so, I worked here as a maid, but he still didn't trust me. It was one of his rules that I had to be inside my quarter, no matter at what time he returned back home. Otherwise I had to face the consequences.

I shut the metal door and began to revise my quiz.

It was one of father's routines that whenever he came back after gambling or spending time at a local bar, he would check up on me, spit out some harsh words and then go back inside.

I observed the room as if was my first time seeing it, but it held nearly every memory for me. How I used to get locked up here every time by my parents, how I used to get tortured by them and how I first got...raped here.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when someone opened the door. I got up abruptly and bowed down.

"Greetings master," I said. Yes, I was supposed to call my father master. But its was not the person I whom excepted.

"Greetings babygirl."

For a second, my mind stopped working. It can't be him...he can't be back. He left for the States two years ago after that. But now he is here, in front of me.

I proceed to walk back until my back hit the cold wall. He walked towards me with a dark smirk on his face. He trapped me with his both arms on the wall.

"Don't tell you forgot me Eunhae," he said. "I c..can never f..forget you Hongbin," I stammered. "Good! Then you should also remember what I did to you two years ago?"

Yes, I remember that night. Very clearly.

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(FLASHBACK)

"No master please! Don't let him do this to me," I screamed at my father who was looking at me with a devilish grin.

"I promise master! I did not try to escape! I..I can never disobey you!" I began to assure him, but it was still of no use.

"Take him away Hongbin and make her realize her mistake. Make sure she never walks again!" my father ordered my cousin Hongbin, the son of my uncle.

The fear was visible on my face. I knew what was going to happen with me.

My cousin bowed at my father and harshly grabbed my arm causing me to yelp. He heaved me towards my quarter.

I cried in agony when when he mercilessly threw me on the mattress. He then took out his knife and ripped away my clothes. I was backing away from him when he held my ankle and pulled me back.

"You are not going to escape today," he said and I began to cry more. Tears spilt over and flowed down my face like a river escaping a dam.

Everyone was asleep, dreaming of Neverlands while I was experiencing the most dreadful pain given by my cousin. At that night I got raped, tormented and felt the worse pain ever.

I guess it was the biggest punishment till now. I lost it.

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"You r..raped me Hongbin, how can I not forget it," I said. "I thought you were dumb. But you remember everything. Well done!" he spoke. "How can I not forget my first rapist?" I said without any emotion.

He made a surprised face.

"You have not changed a single bit honey. I guess I have to give you a reward for that," he said and immediately attached his mouth with my neck, causing me to inhale sharply. He began to bite my collarbone harshly and that's when someone called his name.

"Kim Hongbin!"

It was father. Hongbin pushed me away and I fell on my knees. "You are lucky this time girl, otherwise I have had ruined you like I did before," he noted and went away.

As soon as he went out. I quickly shut the door and leaned against it. Tears welled up in my eyes. You may think I'm sad, but I'm hurt. There is a difference. Shattered dreams, worthless years, here I am now in a hollow shell.

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"Knock Knock!"

"Who's there?"

"Its AYO SUMAIRA INTRODUCES THE SECOND CHAPTER!"

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Sorry for late update because these online assignments are making me mad and I'm suffering. I hope this online homework catches Corona Virus and never come back from the ICU. 🙌🏻😒😒

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