I'm the world's best secret keeper. Seriously, tell me a secret and no one is finding out from me.

I never thought I could be helpful or useful for anyone.

Actually, I can be useful. I can be used as an example of what no to do.

I mess up a lot and people tend to remind of what I did.

And your mind does this horrible thing where it replays that one mistake you made all day for a week straight.

Does this actually happen to anyone else? Or am I being a weirdo again?

Anyway, I'm depressed. Big surprise.

It's hard. Sometimes, you're empty. No happiness, no sadness, no anger, nothing.

That's hard. You also tend to look at something and point out every flaw it has.

But only if it's yours. If my frens make something, I love it no matter what.

I also overthink way too much. This leads to anxious or depressive thoughts.

Newsflash, my minds pretty messed up.

But it's funny the things you notice when you overthink things.

Like how a group of positive words and spell out something so negative.

For example:

Friends are Loving, Awesome, Wonderful, and Sweet. 

I was thinking about this after reading 'Dear Whomever' by maximumlove2004.

Why does everything have to be so double sided?

Anyways, thanks for reading. Comment, vote, whatever.

-SoftxRacoon