I currently am very stressed and want to die.

 Seriously kill me. Or help me. I guess killing me would be helping me.

Anyway, not the point. My stress levels are through the roof. My updating schedule is nonexistent. Schools sucks a lot. I'm pretty sure you guys are more stressed than me, but I'm not used to being this stressed. I need more time in a day.

Let me explain. Okay, so on a normal schools day, which ends around three, after doing my homework, which should take like ten minutes, I should be able to write one or two chapters. Well, normal schools days don't happen anymore. Now, after school I have crew, which ends around five. This takes away two hours of time. Don't get me wrong, I love crew and it's a lot of fun, but I need time. But my biggest problem is homework. What used to take me ten minutes, now takes me 15-20 minutes. Ugh. I would much rather being writing than doing stupid homework. Also, I can't doing anything on the weekends. Crew and soccer take up so much of my time on saturdays and lacrosse takes up my sundays. This has ruined my update schedule and I barely have anytime to write shit.

I have two, technically three, books I need to write a chapter for each day. I have Misunderstood, which was a normal story but then became a oneshot book, which I'm kinda managing to keep on top of. There's also An unlikely tale of two, which is a book on my joint account   SandersSquad, that I have completely neglected (please go read it so I have motivation to write it). I don't even remember the last time I updated it. Then there's this thing, but like I don't really consider it.I would prewrite chapters for An unlikely tale of two, but I don't have enough time to just sit and bulk write. I don't anymore.

Mental Health Check In:

Besides being really stressed, I'm doing horrible. I fucked everything up in a single day. I had such a good clean streak, I hadn't cut in two weeks. It was such a big thing for me and I fucked it up. I've also been empty and tired more than usual, but no one gives a fuck anyway. 

Okay, that's it. I'm done, bi.

-SoftxRacoon