Chapter 1

A/N: Hey Fruit Mes Amies! This is a new story for you all. Sorta as an extra thank you for getting so many followers!
Now this story is going to be sad and I don't mean kinda sad, no I mean actually sad. So please be careful reading.

Warning: death

Enjoy! (that seems weird to say after that warning, but still try to like it if you can.)
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“Urgh baby isn't it best you sleep on your back?” Dallon asked as he shifted underneath his pregnant husband. He was trying to get comfortable, but it was kinda hard with the extra weight.

“No, I like it better over here next to my cuddle bear.” Gerard smiled as he snuggled closer to his chest. He was near the end of his pregnancy and that made him quite large. Only two weeks left to go.

“Yeah, but it was cool when you didn't weigh a ton.” Dallon giggled. Gerard sat up and hit him with a pillow.

“Do you hear that sweetie? You're farther says we're too fat to cuddle with him. Can you believe that?” He gasped as he rubbed his round belly.

“Gee it was only a joke.” Dallon smiled and pulled him back down on him. “I could never get tired of my mama bear and little bear. Plus I could use the body heat.” He apologized as he rubbed his husband’s belly as well.

“You better only be using my body heat mister.” Gerard gave him a suspicious glare. His hormones tend to make him very insecure. Not to say he wasn't before this, but all his feelings got multiplied by a hundred since he became pregnant.

“Of course Gee, your heat is all that will do. No one will ever compare to you.” Dallon smiled and kissed his forehead. Gerard began to tear up

“Aww Dal, I love you.” He jumped up and kissed the other man hard.  The tall man underneath pulled him in tight. Their lips always fit perfectly together. They couldn't get enough.

“I love you too Gee, now let's get some rest.” Dallon yawned. Gerard yawned as well and agreed. They fell asleep in each other's arms.

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Gerard awoke to a slight twinge in his stomach. He shifted a little to get back comfortable. The twinge soon turned to pain. And that pain became worse. He quickly sat up as it was harder to breathe. “D-dal…..baby wake up.” He shook the man next to him.

“Gee it's late…..” Dallon mumbled as he turned on his side. Gerard screamed suddenly in pain. “W-what's wrong Gerard, baby speak to me.” He jumped up to see tears in his husband’s eyes while he was holding his stomach.

“T-the baby…….I-I think he’s coming…..oh HE’S COMING NOW!” Gerard screamed as he felt another contraction.

“Okay okay calm down just let me throw on some clothes then I'll take you to the hospital.” Dallon jumped out of bed. He rushed as he heard more cries from his husband.

“Baby t-this doesn't feel right…..W-what if something wrong!?” Gerard started to panic. And when he panicked, then he started hyperventilating. Which was bad for the baby.

Dallon rushed over and held his face in his hands. “Gee sweetie you gotta calm down. I promise you everything will be just fine. I'm gonna take you to the hospital and we're gonna welcome our little bear into this world. And we're gonna live happily ever after. Alright?” He told the crying man.

“Alright.” Gerard giggled through the tears. He then kissed the tall man. Dallon could always calm him down. Suddenly he gasped again.

“Baby what's wrong?” Dallon looked him over. Gerard pulled back the covers to see the wet spot on the sheets.

“M-my water broke…...OH GOD DAL!” Gerard cried as he felt the contractions come more often.

“Shh here we go. We're going sweetie don't cry. That's normal alright?” Dallon reassured him as he carried him downstairs to the car. He grabbed their hospital bag on the way out. They were in the car and Dallon started the ignition.

“Dallon-”

“Gerard everything is going to be fine. So no more doubts.” Dallon smiled as he gripped his husband’s hand. The red haired man smiled back. They held hands all the way to the hospital.

Dallon ran inside carrying a crying Gerard. He was having another contraction. “Please nurse, I'm Mr. Weekes and this is my husband Gerard. Can you page Dr. Groves for us. She’s expecting us.” He explained as he tried to keep calm for the both of them.

“Wow you're a whole two weeks early Mr. Weekes. Looks like that little guy is pretty feisty.” The nurse smiled as she typed away at the computer.

“I’LL SHOW YOU HOW FEISTY HIS MOTHER IS IF YOU DON'T GET ME TO A ROOM!” Gerard yelled at her. He was in too much pain at the moment to make small talk.

“Oh please forgive me sir.” The lady said before she quickly paged their doctor. “Paging Dr. Groves to operating room 12, paging Dr. Groves to operating room 12….if you two would follow me.” She told them as she came from behind the counter with a wheel chair.

“No, Dally please can you-” Gerard sniffed into his neck.

“Don't worry Gee, I'll keep you safe in my arms baby.” Dallon kissed him. The nurse agreed and walked them down to the OR they were gonna be using. There were nurses waiting and ready to go. They prepped everything for Gerard as Dallon got changed.

“Hello guys how are we feeling tonight?” Dr. Groves came in shortly after some time.

“I've been better doctor.” Gerard grit his teeth as he held his stomach. Dallon frowned slightly to see his beloved in so much pain.

“Don't worry honey we're gonna fix you right up.” The Doctor patted his shoulder and smiled. And that small touch seemed to calm him down a little. She was really great at her job as well as bedside manner.

Gerard was then laid back as they inserted an I. V to administer the anesthesia. He soon calmed down once his body became numb.

“Now let's do a final check to make sure this little guy is aligned right. Also that’ll give you extra time to be sure the drugs have taken effect.” Dr. Groves said as she did a quick ultrasound of the baby. “Good he’s just fine. I guess it's showtime folks.” She cheered as she pushed the machine aside. The nurse quickly wheeled her tools over.

“Baby we are gonna be daddies.” Dallon kissed Gerard’s hand and even though he couldn't feel it, he smiled.

“I'm mama bear and your daddy bear remember?” Gerard corrected him.

All while they were talking the doctor had made the incision and started pulling their baby out.

“He’s a cute little guy even through all the blood.” Dr. Groves joked as she finished taking him out. They laughed.

A few minutes had past. And they had yet to hear the baby cry. Or make a noise at all.

“W-why isn't he crying? Dal why can't I hear him?” Gerard cried as he tried to crane his neck over the sheet blocking his view.

“Shh calm down sweetie. I'll check it out.” Dallon reassured his husband. He then walked over to see Dr. Groves performing CPR on their baby. “W-what is-”

“Doctor…” One of the nurses whispered. It was bad news he could tell just by her hushed tone. Dr. Groves turned around with tears in her eyes.

“D-dallon I did all I could, but…”

Dallon saw her mouth moving, but he couldn't hear the rest of her words. It felt like someone had took the oxygen from the room. He felt like he couldn't breath. The lights seemed to all blend together. Tears ran down his face.

“Dallon please you gotta breath for me. You're having an anxiety attack.” The Doctor said as she rubbed his back. He wasn't even sure when she had got near him. Everything blanked out for a few minutes. Then it hit him, he still had to tell his husband. He slowly turned back and went to his side.

“Dal please tell me what's going on, w-where’s our baby boy!?” Gerard pleaded with him.

“D-don't worry sweetie. E-everything is going to be alright….l-little bear is asleep. A-and you know how much babies need their rest Gee.” Dallon explained as he held his face tight in his hands. The tears and tone of his voice told Gerard everything he needed to know and dread.

“B-but why…...w-why I…we…..WHY DALLON!?” Gerard screamed as water poured from his eyes. His husband had no answers he just held him tight. They cried with their foreheads pressed tightly together. The Doctor sadly sewed Gerard back up while they broke down. She had to fight back the tears as well.

They were later on moved to a room. The couple remained quiet as they sat in a dark room. Dallon had already called the family and told them not to come. It was too sad of an occasion for them to have to deal with so many people. They just wanted to be left alone. Gerard just stared at the wall while Dallon held his hand. It hurt just to talk. So they didn't.

A nurse soon came in. She was from the OR. “I-I thought this would help ease some of your pain possibly.” She said sullenly. The nurse then handed them a small bundle in a blanket. She then left to give them time alone.

It was their baby dress in a diaper, blue cap, and wrapped in a baby blue blanket. Gerard just stared at his beautiful face. He had his cheeks and lips. With Dallon’s nose and thick eyebrows. They didn't even get to see what color those pretty eyes were. Their precious baby unable to even take his first breath before God had called him home again.

Gerard just broke down and held him tight to his chest. He was his sweet little bear. Dallon cried as he held them both. His family torn apart by this great loss. They kept asking themselves why such a thing would happen to them, but they would never get their answer.

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