ok so I think I like someone, buttttt I still don't know if I like him, or like like him I know?

like sometime I think he's cute and hot, but next I feel kinda annoyed cause he have a girlfriend...

and guess what she fucking hate me, well they both hate me considering how they tell their friends how much my crush hate me. and their friends just happens to be my close friend, so she tell me abc it.....THIS WHOLE THING IS SO CONFUSING!!!!!

hmph...this is why I don't do commitment.....