22:22

Dear friend,

Woah, I missed  two days! Two days of not writing in this journal. What happened was, I forgot to write on Thursday because I was tired as heck, and I was stressed for numbers of reasons. 

I thought to myself, if I write again, I'll remember what happened the entire day, but alas, I also forgot to write yesterday. I only remembered some bits and parts, although it's not worthy to write in here. 

I remember the past two days, I didn't watch any animes. My motivation got lost. Also, it's because my father was in our room fixing our new desk table, that's why I couldn't write properly.

Additionally, on Thursday, it rained pretty hard. The lights keeps flickering and there were lightning and thunder, they were loud and so bright that you could see them from a distance. 

Even tonight it rained. We were having barbecue and tofu for dinner but it started to rain all of a sudden. The television signal was so weak that the shows couldn't be transmitted well. My mother said she wanted to change the broadcast company since we subscribed to them ages ago. 

Random thoughts. I like the rainy season, it gives me the calming sensation to my mind. It fascinates me because when I looked outside the window, our garden/front lawn was wet (Of course it would be wet, it's RAIN!). It's not just the appearance of a wet garden that captivates me, but also the clouds, they amaze me. Big and grey, and seem to be coming closer and faster than normal, white fluffy clouds.

Heavy rain clouds are the indication whether a thunderstorm is in the corner. It also gives me random imaginations and thoughts when I see and hear them from my bedroom. Moreover, it makes me sleepy and bored, my favourite emotions. 

Okay, back on track. Today, I haven't done anything special, I exercised, as usual, but everybody keeps on bothering or disturbing me, except for my sister's French class, I like that. 

I think I became unproductive this afternoon because I slept at my parents' master's bedroom. We turned on the air conditioner and I became asleep in a beat, although I was disturbed by my mother's snore (pfft!), and the little space that I had to sleep on.

Snack time came and we had these steamed rice cakes. I miss eating those but the cheese on top to me tasted a little bit off, not in a rotten way, I just don't like cheese in my rice cakes. Even though I might sound contradicting, I liked the contrast of flavours between the cheese and the rice cakes themselves. I wish I had partnered it with Coke, but alas, it went out...

Such wishful thinking...

The past few hours I've been searching, watching, looking at Matsuoka and Kayano pair. At first, I didn't know who they were and I paired Matsuoka, since he voiced as Kirito, with Tomatsu, but when I watched and watched over and over again their interactions with each other (Matsuoka and Kayano). I realised that they look well with each other, and they voiced some of the characters who were the main pairings in some animes. I like their dynamic, all in all.

Although, I've also read that the ship is sinking and people from the seiyuu community started to ship other female seiyuus with TsuguTsugu. I'm not really mad about it, just dissappointed, I guess. Wishful thinking. Again. Like every person who ships them and see them together in a video: JUST GET MARRIED!!!

Then again, these are my wishes for them. If ever they'll choose other people to marry, I'll be happy for them. Also, it'll be the shock of the century! (hahahaha joke XD)

Gosh, it's already 23:03! Time sure flies by fast. 

Talk to you later.