18:12

Dear friend,

Today is also a normal day, routinary even. 

I can't get my mind to calm down about this certain manhwa from Webtoon. Are you curious what it is? It's called "Tower of God". Yes, that one manhwa that got anime adaptation.

Currently, I'm reading it but I got easily frustrated about its second season and the latest chapters that I've been reading so far. I consulted on Google on how to calm my mind because it has a vivid and active imagination. 

I'm not saying I'm crazy, but my mind has been like this since I've started reading books and fanfictions. Anyway, Google consulted that I should write or express my feelings and emotions on a journal of sorts, or either listen to soothing music. 

I'm currently listening to Swan Lake by Tchaikovsky. When I want to relax, classical music is the only way to calm my nerves, but that's only my opinion, there are many options on how to calm ones mind and body. 

The reason my brain is active and restless is because I'm constantly imagining something, or someone, inside my mind palace. I would imagine characters or people on what they will do next, or on how they will act on a certain situation. Either it would be scenarios or compilations of sequences of dialogues from certain characters that I liked. 

So, adrenaline and cortisol will be secreted from my brain and if this continues, I won't sleep for the rest of the night if I have excessive amounts of those hormones.

So yeah... good thing we're on this pandemic because the past few months I haven't expressed my feelings well. This will be my therapy, writing on this journal will help me, not totally, but surely.

I want to talk a lot of topics in here, but I think I have to stop here. For now, I'll rest.

23:00

A little note for the evening. This is just to reflect on what I've done today...

Let's see... yeah. Lazed around and watched animes, pending animes. Also, read Tower of God. Gosh, I really hate the slowburn to their reunion but I think it'll be worth to read.

Good thing I'm writing again because my brain will be overdrive if I keep continuing reading it, I need space from it for a while.

Note to self, RACHEL is an evil woman. She betrayed her friend, and left him alone. Don't ever be like that vile woman. 

I think I'm done for tonight since I've been venting my frustrations.

Talk to you later.