I guess I'm feeling okay or rather better but just to make things clear:

1. I think I'm just going to stop feeling guilty everytime a conflict starts because in the end the person never really cares about how I feel and just moves on, it's better to do that then to be stressed.

2. Thanks to those who helped, it's a long list so I'm too lazy to type : o

3. Don't accuse me of being something I'm not.  If your going to say I'm somebody who will just leave somebody right off the bat then your wrong,  or if you say that it's not genuine that's not  true,  I try to make things 100 percent genuine as possible.

That's all folks!