Oml  I'm honestly so bad about consistently writing for this blog. I honestly just write whenever i feel like it. Buuuuut I'm going to write another a chapter and catch ya'll up on a lot of stuff that has happened lately. Sooooo let's just get right into it. 

So my dad and stepmom are finally married which is pretty cool. There hasn't been any dramatic changes which is good since I can't stand change haha. My mom (the one who lives in Seattle) came and visited San Antonio a few weeks ago, and let me just start off by saying it wasn't good. I was supposed to stay with her for 2 weekends, which means i would have stayed with her for 6 days (cause of Fridays), but instead I stayed with her for 2 nights and one full day. We got in an argument basically, which I had a feeling would happen, and she was making me uncomfortable and making me feel like shit like usual. The thing is that pissed me off the most is that I was  willing to let her come back into my life after all that's she's done to my family and I. Originally I wasn't going to let her come back into my life until I was 18, and yet she somehow managed to make me lose her trust AGAIN! So I haven't really talked to her lately just cause I don't really care anymore. I feel like every time I text her I get anxiety which is never good. 

On some good news, I have a new boyfriend!! His name is William, and he is the beeeest. He is such a sweetheart and a lil cutie. I truly honestly love him, more than I have ever loved anyone else. This is by far the best relationship that I have ever been in. He always asks me how my day is, he'll call me his little rabbit (he's my little mouse), he is constantly saying I love you and calling me cute names. He makes me cry with happy tears, and honestly I can't imagine myself with anyone else. Even my dad says he thinks our relationship will last which is great. Today is our 2 month anniversary!! He proposed to me with a rock which honestly I think is absolutely adorable. Ugh, I love him so much...

Now for roller derby, I tried out for Junior Team Texas aaaand I made it alongside with 2 of my teammates including my wifey/best friend Bri! The main team I'm on, River City Riot (RCR), came in second place at a Houston tournament and almost won against the #1 team in the nation! This past weekend we won our tournament which was awesome.  I'm now captain actually for RCR which is fantastic. I mentioned last time that I might quit Team USA, and I'm glad to say that I'm not. Honestly I think I just scared myself into thinking something terrible. 

Well that's it for today, I might do a face reveal soon haha. I'm not sure when I'll post again, but maybe soon if stuff happens cause I actually like writing this blog, it's pretty fun. Well, I might go to sleep now, maybe not. You guys should definitely follow me on Instagram (escape_reality14) and add my snap (rainbow_chick9) because I want to make some new internet friends and just talk to people. Okay noooow that's for sure it. Peace out rainbow trout!