This is not ideal, not in the slightest.

Since everything has gotten so confusing between Nik and I, I thought it would be a good idea to have other people around while we hang out. This way, we don't start making out every two minutes. Except now here we are, hanging out in his basement with three of our friends and all I want is to be alone with him.

After joking around and taking stupid pictures for a few hours, I call for a naptime. Since our friends smoked a joint a while ago, they are burning out and easily agree. We all lay down on the mattress resting directly on the hard cement floor. Nik and I face each other, him on the outside of the mattress, and my back to our three friends.

Nobody really knows that Nik, and I have been friends with benefits for a while now, that's because I insisted we keep it quiet. The more people know, the more pressure I will feel to commit to him and I'm not ready for that. Plus, I don't want to face the wrath of Becca.

When I can hear our friends' shallow breathing, we tease each other silently. Moving our lips close together but pulling away as the other leans in to close the gap. My entire body feels like it will explode and I have never been this turned on before. At fourteen years old, I haven't done much more than make out with a guy and right now I feel a desperate need in the pit of my stomach.

I boldly wrap my leg around Nik's waist, pulling him into me and pressing my body against his. A silent gasp escapes my lips as every one of my nerve endings sends a shot of pleasure through my body. His brown eyes turn up to mine looking surprised and I flush with embarrassment. Nik shifts ever so slightly, pressing his leg in between mine and I have to bite my lip to stop myself from moaning out loud. However, there is no stopping my hips which grind against his leg.

Nik raises his eyebrows at me and sits up slightly to check if the others are definitely sleeping. They must be because as he lays back down, his hand dips below the blanket and he teasingly runs his hand across my thigh. I gulp nervously, but look up at him with pleading eyes, silently asking for more.

He obeys. His hand moves between my legs and he rubs slow circles over my hot, aching spot. This is a first for me so I don't expect myself to feel so completely out of control. But I am. I grip his arm desperately and push myself against his hand, wanting him to touch me harder. We stare into each other's eyes, his wide and surprised, mine slitted and needing.

At the sound of a cough and the shift of weight on the bed, we both freeze. But when nobody stirs, Nik's hand trails back up my inner thigh and then dips into the waistband of my pants. The only thing between us now is my thin cotton panties, which I know must be wet with my excitement. He continues touching me, a pleased look on his face.

I don't know how I know that it is coming, but I know. I clutch at Niks arm and mouth the word 'harder'. He listens and seconds later I close my eyes as I am filled with euphoria. Pleasure pulses through me and I whisper his name just loud enough for him to hear. When I open my eyes, he is staring at me with his eyebrows raised.

"Did you just?" he whispers and his voice sounds deeper than I have ever heard it before. 

I nod in response and offer a shy smile. I can't believe that Nik just gave me my first orgasm; With three other people laying right beside us! I bury my face into his chest as I flush with embarrassment and I can feel his heart racing like a lunatic under his rib cage.