I said a prayer
"Father, please help me in this and that everything will work well. I'm taking a big risk. It's not just money, it's both  time and life. I can't do this alone. Help me Father, I pray this in Jesus name Amen. "

The next morning, my head is about to burst. I can't take the news! 'Its not true' I said to myself. But it's the reality. I can't change time, I can't change the past. I wanted to cry, I don't know where to turn to. I'm hopeless.

I may be hopeless, my head may feel like bursting, my life may be falling apart at this moment, my prayer may seems unheard. But no matter what happen I still trust God in this. My future is his hand.