Waking to the annoying sound of my alarm, I hit off and get out of my comfortable purple bed. I yawn and grab a black t-shirt that had a skull on it and my red leggings. I put those on and I also put on my choker, it wrapped around my neck like it was gonna choke me, but I got used to that feeling.
After getting dressed, I go to the bathroom and grab my hair brush. I tried my best to tame my wild hair, wincing to the pain of the brush getting stuck in the knots. After that I put on some mascra and lip gloss. I then go to the kitchen and put my lunch in my bag. Soon it was time to leave, I leave the house and go to my school. It was very cold out this late winter and I had to walk in this monsterous weather for half an hour since I lived far. I got to the school at 7:10 am. School started at 8:10 am, I always like being early so I can relax. I walk to my locker, opening it and putting my pale blue winter coat in with my black gloves and winter boots. I put on runners, which was much more to my liking and I went to the bench I met Devan at. I sat down, putting headphones on amd listening to loud music as I waited I thought about a 'recent event' that happened...

(FlashBack)

A few days before present time, I had happiness and very 'amazing' friends. Their names are Sara and Emm. I was much closer to Sara then anyone.
Unfortunately...

FaceBook Chat>

Scarlet: Ok so what's the drama now?

Daven: Tell her Sara

Scarlet: ??

Sara: Fuck u Daven

Scarlet: Tell me what?

Daven: Its up to u Sara, either u tell her or I do...

Scarlet: ....Would u guys just tell me?!?!

Sara: U know what? I'm done. You Guys aren't my friends anymore.

Scarlet: Wait what? What did I do? Did I say something?

Daven: No Scarlet thats not why

Scarlet: Then why?!?! Tell me please!

Daven: Ok fine. Sara said she isn't friends with u because u hug her, u make her stressed out (like saying you'll take ur life away...)

Scarlet: If she didn't like me hugging her she could've told me! And she always said she would take her life away to so why am I being punished?!

Daven: *Shrug emoji*

Scarlet: .........Brb

>Reality<
Warm, salty tears slowly fell down my rosy cheeks as I sobbed quietly. I then got up and left my home without warning or asking for permission by my mother. I went to a random staircase and sobbed loudly while texting my friend Daven who felt bad for me. Suddenly I got a message by Sara and I sat thre confused.

FaceBook Text>

Sara: Aye

Scarlet: Hi?

Sara: Daven is a fuckhead

Scarlet: U said we aren't friends...

Sara: I know

Scarlet: Why? I'm very sorry for making u upset... I don't want to lose you... your my best friend..

Sara: Okay

Scarlet: Are we still friends...?

Sara: Nope

Scarlet: But I... why?

Sara: U stress me out to much

>Reality<
The tears came down faster and I started to shake. I couldn't see the screen anymore so I put my phone down and curled into a ball. I cried more, not caring if someone heard me, I started to say things to myself. Like, "You said we would be best friends forever..." , "You lied..." , "Why.... me...?" , "I can't trust you or anyone...".
Eventually I let all my anger and hurt feelings out on my friend. He didn't mind. He was happy to be there for me.

Soon after that happened I got a message by my best friend and I read it.

FaceBook Texting>

Daven: I AM SO PISSED OFF

Daven: JAYDEN TOLD SARA TO HURT U!!

Scarlet: What...?

Daven: *shows the convo with Daven and Jayden*

(Daven's P.O.V)

Jayden: I told Sara to do that

Daven: What....

Jayden: Scarlet is a peice of shit that needs to be taken down a notch

Daven: No she isn't

Jayden: Yes she is. She is an manipulative, lying peice of shit who will hurt u. She only cares about herself and she makes people her friend so u can do her dirty work for her because she doesn't want to get into trouble and deal with it herself. If u want to be friends with that sycophantic maniac then go ahead. Just don't come crying to me when she stabs u in the back. Oh and NEVER speak of her or anything that involves her around me or I will kill you

Daven: Listen Scarlet is none of that. She is MY friend and she would never hurt me. Unlike you, you made her BEST FRIEND hate her and now they aren't best friends because of you.

Jayden: She deserved it

Daven: No she didn't

Jayden: Whatever

(Scarlet's P.O.V)
I stared at the pic of thier dramatic convo and I felt the butterflies in my stomach die, my eyes went blank and I just read the message repeatedly. I felt hurt and hated. Then...
I felt my whole self filled with what I was treated by others...
Hate.
I went onto FaceBook and to Jayden's profile.
I clicked on message and started to type.

Scarlet: I'm a peice of shit? Really? Fuck you, you insignificant pathetic waste of space. You are completely and utterly pathetic. You are obsessing over a girl who will NEVER love you. You used people who were willing to help you, even though you treat them like trash (and tbh the only trash here is your sorry ass) You're digusting. You're nothing. You always will be nothing. The sight of you makes me sick. Stay the fuck away from me you worthless peice of insignificant filth.

Jayden: Listen I am better than you. I am not as much in love with my ex as I was before and at least I have friends who come to me for help. You know why they come to me? Because I help them when they need me.

>Reality<
Wait what? That was his ONLY comeback? All is he said was that he had friends come to ask for help. Is he saying he is used as a dog to help his masters? That he is paper used then thrown away?
"Hehe... heheh... oh my god this is funny!! That was his comeback? Thats what he was gonna say to make me cry?! Oh how sad~ I pity him." I smirk. I never felt so... cruel. Though I am standing up for myself. He has hurt me so many times and I guess I just...
Snapped.

After that happened I said something else to Jayden and blocked him. I smiled happily. I felt proud of myself for standing up for myself.
'Tomorrow will be interesring~' I thought.

(Next day at school)
"Hey Daven" I smile and he greets me back. He looked at my clothes and said, "Fancy. You look nice."

"Uh thanks." I said with an awkward smile. He probably felt awkward after I responded to his comment so... weakly. I felt like shit and cursed at myself for being an idiot. We talked about the 'recent events'. I told him to move on and just smile.
To bad that was only my mask saying that, as for the real me was holding that hate and revenge. I tried to ignore it.
Time went by, Devan and I grew closer and I started to have more fun. I felt some happiness, more than normal.
I enjoyed myself then it was Socials Class.
I sat where Sara orginally sat which was beside Devan. I didn't want Sara hurting my friend, especially after hearing that she pushed him and told me and him should go kill ourseleves.
I was getting protective for my friend, it was normal for me. I am a protective person.
The teacher said to me that I need to move and Sara needs to go in her seat, I frowned and said simply, "No. Sara isn't sitting here. She is meant to my friend and I won't let her sit with him." I sit back down and start working.
I let Devan copy my work down. He and I made little chit chat, he tried to help find answers but failed so I kept doing the work. Socials being my favorite class, I was usually good in it because I pay attention to things I like. So I found the most logical answers (if we didn't find the actual answer) or the answers in general.
Devan thanked me a couple times for saving him and siting beside him. I felt happy to be there for him so I was kind to him (Since I am nice to people who I care about :).... Sometimes).

(Present Time)

I hear a voice, other than the loud music I had screaming in my ears. I take the headphones off and look to see Daven. He smiled and sat down. We had a conversation, talking about whatever came to our minds first, till the bell rang for class and we went with our day. As I thought repeatedly while looking at Jayden and Sara,
"I am done losing pathetic people like you guys"

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ALRIGHT!! There is the first chapter! Scarlet is very mean when she wants to be... I am proud of her standing up for herself though!!!! (Since she usually takes the pain....)

She seems off though........

Don't you think?~