Singto pov

After every storm there is still hope
After every rain there is always a rainbow
After every  sufferings comes relief

Maybe it's not always about trying to fix something broken. Maybe it's about starting over and creating something better.

I'm starting over again
We are on process having a fresh restart
A new pattern of thoughts
A new emotions
A new connection to the world
A new belief system in myself
In my life and in my family.

We are having a picnic outside our house when P'krist stood up answered his vibrating phone. A smile drawn on his face while talking to the person in the line.

" who was that?" I asked him after returning his phone back to his pocket

I saw him smiled and quiver

" none" he said and wrapped his arms on my shoulder, his hands dangled on my shoulder and i saw the ring on his finger, i smiled and gaved him a quick peck  on his cheek.

I'm happy now
I'm very happy but why?

Why?

Life is vey unfair i became happy for a short period of time then the next i have to go through another impossible ordeal.

Life is so rickle one moment it gave me a little taste of happiness then the next it's drowning me in suffering and pain again.

I run towards my room and cried i cried as an ocean

Why do i need to see that right infront of me?, why do he need to hurt me again?
I thought he love me?
I thought im the only love of his life?

" kong! Come out now let's talk" my love knocks on the door continously

I did not talk to him for a couple of days since i saw that day

Hour passed and i heard Rome speaked

He opened the door using the spare key that i gaved him, he entered with a curious and concerned face

" hey mung what happened to you? You
Locked yourself up here for almost a week" he said as he sat on my side

" and ...." then he covered his nose using his hand
" you stink shit, when was the last time you took a bath" he added

I gaved him a boring stare and covered myself with the blanket

I'm not in the mood to talk now, i feel my head is spinning due to hangover i heard tht he picked the scattered bottled on the floor

" why did you drink alone like this , you should have called me, your being selfish" he murmers while picking the trash on the floor

Today my forest is dark. The trees are sad and all the butterflies have broken wings. For the past days and nights i put my head to my pillow and try to help ang motivate myself and tell myself that im strong because i've gone one more day without my love.

My eyes began to water again

" hey talk to me!" Rome shouted and pulled the blanket

I sat facing down
" what" i said in a boring tone of voice

" what happened to you?" He said

" im broken, i saw P'arthit last time in the siam square kissed by a girl on the cheek"

" what are you sure about that?"

"Actually its been days since i noticed that he is busy with someone else last time he talked in the phone for almost an hour, whenever i ask who he talks to,he always say that it's nothing, nothing to be bothered about" i said and wiped the tears on my eyes

" did you talk to him about that?"

" we havent, i locked myself here and i did not answer any calls from him"

" stupid!" he said and slapped my head

" your such a kid kong, you should let him explain what if that girl is his sister or frined, besides do you think he will hurt you? You are already engaged you silly" he said continously without blinking and breathing

" wake up kong you are not in a movie. This is life,get back to reality nothing ever goes as planned in this world. The longer you live, the more you realize that in this reality only
Pain, suffering and futility exist. so get up to bed clean yourself and talk to him he's waiting for you downstairs and for you to know his eyes are swollen red too, i guess he cried a lot, i assure you he loves you more than he loves his self" he said

Those words punched me right in the face, i felt stupid not listening to his explanations

" thank you mung" i said and run inside the bathroom to take a bath

30 minutes pass and i got myself dressed properly i run down to the living room where my love might be waiting for me.

"Mom where's P'arhtit" i asked mom who is busy cleaning the table

" he went out already, now you sit here i need to talk to you?" She said

" no mom later okay i need to talk to my boyfriend firts, i need to know everything, it so stupid of me hurting him and not giving him a chance to explain his side" i said and run out.
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Arthit pov
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I dont know what happened to singto, its almost a week now that he's not answering my calls and not talking to me
I tried asking his friends and family members but they have me the same answer " we dont know"

Earlier i woke up and went to his house to talk to him

His mom welcomed me and told me that singto is on his room so i immediately run towards there an md knock

I've been knocking for almost an hour and trying to call him million times but his not responding to any of it

I dont know what happened to us

It was like yesterday we are happy and now we are not

The only reason i knew why he turned this way was that when he saw me in the siam square with my sister, I helped my sister shopping for her husband and then he kissed me on the cheek and bid goodbye,  on that scene i saw Singto's schocked face and he run out on our sight. I tried calling him that day but he did not answer me

If im not mistaking he is being jealous to his soon to be sister in law

" hey are you alright P'?" Rome suddnely poppep out

" uhhmm.. i guess.. i dont know" i answered

" ill talk to him first P' you can wait downstairs first" he said and smiled at me

" i will help you win him back " he added and winked at me

I smiled and walked down to the living room

I did not expect that singto's mom is here

She offered me a pink milk and a cracker

" so what's going on between the two of you nong?" She asked while standing and washing the dishes

" uhhm.. i really am not sure Mae, i think he got jealous when he saw my sister kissed me on the cheek last time" i said and bite the cookie im holding

His family is aware about our relationship and they are all supporting us

" uhhmm..  have you two talked already about that?" She added as she continue washing the plates

" not yet Mae he doesnt want to talk to me, he even turned his phone off"

" do you love him?" She said and faced me

I gulped hard

" of course Mae he is the best thing that ever happened to me" i said and smiled

She smiled back

My phone rung and i saw Pick named flashed on it. After a minute of talking with him i decided to excuse myself and told Mae that i'll be back tomorrow

" Mae, i'll go ahead now, ill be back tomorrow"

" okay nong, its dark already take care of yourself okay, i will help you with singto m" she assured me

I smiled and waiid to her

Before i left the house i stared at singto's room and hoping that he'll show his face, but  i was standing for a minute and he did not i chose to walk out and rode my car i cant help myself but cry.

My heart is heavy
My body is tired
My eyes is watery

Are we going to end it here now?

Does he wants us to fix it?

"Do you really love me singto?"I shouted inside my car and throw the my bag

I glanced on my hand and saw our  ring, the ring that simbolizes our love

" no i wont let this end here, i will do everything just to have you back, you are my one and only you are mine"  i promised to
Myself

A/N

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