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:Tears again 😭😭😭😭 im almost at the end of the story

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My heart keeps on beating so fast, fast as if i was running into a marathon, i held P'mae's cold  hand ang gently grip it, she stared at me and released a small smile.

"Nong Plann where are we going"  after a long silence i took courage to ask him

His eyes are still swollen and red, nong mean keeps on patting and rubbing his back

He looked at my direction ang gaved me a smile, but the smile he gaved me did not  reached his ears like he usually does whenever he meets me.

I'm worried

I'm scared

We reach their house and we hurriedly run to the masters bedroom

" P' you may enter " nong plann said after he knocks to the door

We heard a hard cough upon entering

We saw out mom lying pity on the bed, life support is attached to her body

" mae and kong is that you" she said as she  squint her eyes and stared at our direction

" you c—ca—me" she said while coughing

I walked straight next to her bed while P'mae stayed standing on the door

" mom?, what happened to you?" I concernedly asked her

" i'm sick baby" she said and sat properly on her bed

" when?,why? How does it happen?" I asked her and  hold her hands

" i was hospitalized last month and them doctor told me that i have leukemia stage 2,at first i did not believe it but last monday i was rushed to the hospital and the doctor told me to do the theraphies and stuff" she said and coughed

I immediately rubbed her back to help her releave

" Mae?" She said a she stare to P'mae's area

P'mae speedly bowed down to avoid eye contact with mom

" I'm sorry, i never been a good mom to the both of you, i never took good care of the both of you, i'm sorry i choose fame and money more than you, i know you are mad and you both hate me now" she stopped and wiped the tears on her eyes

" mae" then she called grandmom

" i'm sorry, i left them behind, i'm sorry i never been a good daughter to you" she said then grandmom walk towards her and locked her on her embrace

Grandmom wiped the tears on our mom's eye and patted her back

" Your children might not accept and forgive you easily, but as a mother the love of a mother can never be replaced nor erased, i'm always here and will always be, yes i was mad at you but that doesnt mean that i dont care about you, you are my only daughter" grandmom said

Mom is about to sa something when she coughed and theres blood came out

" Mom!!!" I shouted

She continously coughed we immediately called nong Plann to call for ambulance

Thank goodness her doctor is downstairs  so he  gaved her a remedy medicine

After that we hurriedly went to the hospital for her check up

" may i please talk to the family members?" The doctor said

Grandmom, P'mae me and nong plann went inside to talk with him

" i think you all know what she's experiencing right now" he said " actually her symptoms is still curable the only thing you need to do is to  motivate and help her, she diesnt want to do theraphy and medication but i think you can pursadeher to do it, i think she'll listen to you" he added and smiled

I stared to P'mae and she's staring at me as well

I know what she's thinking right now so i gaved her a smile and nodded

After we talked to the doctor we went to our mom room

upon entering we saw her smiling at us

P'mae walked straight to her direction and sat on her bed side

Grandmom nong plann and I stated at the couch near the door and sat down

"Mom" P'mae said in a trembling voice

" i'm sorry, i got mad at you because you left us alone, but that doesnt mean that i don't love you, i still and i will love you, i know you are helping us through out this past years, i know that your  eyeing on us for the past years, i just keep my eyes shut about it and never cared, i'm so sorry for the things and harsh words i said to you last time, please do the theraphy for you and for us, you still owe us a lot of things, you still need to buy me big strawberry flavored toblerone" she said and laughed but i can see the tears that almost flow down on her eyes

I fake cough for them to notice me

" I'm still here" i said and raised my right hand

P'mae laughed and called me on her side

" see mom, look at this handsome gay we have" she said as she patted my shoulder

" P' stop saying gay gay gay stuff to mom now" i said and pouted like a kid

" its fine baby" mom said

We are all laughing when we noticed nong plann stood up and ready to walk out to the door. P'mae called him instantly

"Nong come here" she said

Nong plann is hesitant to walk

" i think you need to cope up things first" he said

" why? We are family right, we need to cope up so come pull back your butt and sit here" P'mae said and offered a chair for nong plann

He walked near us and sat on P'mae's side

I rest my head on nong plann's shoulder and P'mae  wrapped her arms on nong plann's waist

"You look good togehter" mom said

" of course mom, look you have a pretty daughter over there and a celebrity son over here and .." im not yet done talking when P'mae interupted me

" ..and a gay son over there" she said

" P'!!" I said and we all laughed i chorus

" thank you" mom said

" thank you for forgiving me and loving me " she said and wiped her eyes " i never thought that you will be here on my side looking happy" she added

" we will be more than happy when we see you do the theraphy and get well mom" i said and held her hands

" okay i will, i wont let this sickness ruin me" she said and gaved us a fist

We ended the day telling stories about us and their life

I smiled

I never imagined how happy a life with mother on your side

Up's and down's victories and defeats. Sadness and Happiness  thats the best kind of life

Forgiving is easy but to forgeting is hard but as long as you have reasons to stay and be happy,maybe those words will vanish on its own those words will be erased and we will
Just live in a world  where love and happiness will rule.

" hey kong what are you thinking there? Are you missing your boyfriend now" P'mae teased me and smiled

"None P'" i said and sat in their side again

A happy life is indeed a blessing  now o know that the important thing is to ENJOY my life, to be happy, to be on my familis side and embrace it's all that matters.

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Sorry for this part i really run out of ideas

Feel free to send me a message for ideas

P.s : im nearly ending this story because i have a new stories teahh stories it means more than one haha

I have the best hit for our our skyy boys and nannon and lee
I also have MASK for our offgun

Thank you for the supports guys

I wont be able to reach this far without your help

—lee peraya 🦁🐢