You told me I'd never be alone,
You told me I'd always be happy,
You told me I'd always shine,
But none of that is true,
I'm alone on the inside,
Mentally exhausted,
All I ever have are eradicating thoughts,
That pin me down and watch me suffer,
That increase as the days go by,
When will those harmonious times come back again,
When I didn't have to worry about a thing,
How I was so careless,
How I was so free and lively,
Full of life and passion,
Full of hope, full of love,
Full of everything I need right now,
Where is that spark gone?
No matter how hard I try,
I can't find it anymore,
It's gone, it's lost,
I want that happiness back,
I want to be lively and energetic again,
I don't want to live with an empty heart forever,
I want to fill it up with all the broken pieces I lost,
But those pieces are long gone,
To a place Ive never heard off,
To a place I can't reach,
I'll be empty forever,
Why do simple things take the longest to get?
Why don't my words matter anymore,
Why am I the one I am?
Why do I always walk a lonely and dark path,
Where's the light,
Where's the eternity ive been searching,
I'm blinded by my tears,
And there's wounds in my heart,
That won't seem to mend,
It hurts and burns me,
I want someone to lean on,
But I have no one,
No matter where I go,
I'll always be alone,
The words you said never came true,
The words you said were just meaningless words,
Like my existence,
Like this world,
You said it was colourful,
But as soon as stepped into it,
It all became a blur,
And this world changed to grey and black,
I'm trapped, I want to escape,
But I can't,
I'm destined to stay,
I trusted you,
I trusted your words,
But they were lies.