I was still confined at the hospital. I've  been staying there for 3 days now. It's been 3 days since that incident happened but everything is still fresh on my mind.

I started crying again when I remembered how Joy died in front of me, how those men punched me and killed my baby. I cannot even imagine it. It hurts a lot.

The door opened and I saw Jungkook coming on. I wiped my tears and looked at him. I've been avoiding him for the past days. He's all worn out. I can also see he's tired. I looked away.

"I bought you food. Have you eaten?" He asked. I shook my head.

"I'm not in the mood to eat." I said coldly. He just sighed.

"But you need to eat, you're losing weight." He said and looked at me worriedly.

"I can handle myself. You can leave." I said and looked away. What are you doing Yerin-ah?

"Dasom missed you. I told her she can't come here. Don't worry, I'll ask your doctor if you can come home already." He said and crossed his arms. I nodded.

I miss my baby too.

"Eat Yerin-ah. Stop saying you can handle yourself." He said. "Call me if you need help." He said. I sighed.

Was I too harsh?

Afternoon came and my in laws and mom came to visit me. They asked lots of questions, even mom. I was too tired to answer all of them. Then my friends came. Dasom is at mom's.

"Unnie, how are you feeling?" Eunbi asked. I just smiled a bit.

"I guess I'm okay." I said. She smiled.

"Stop lying unnie. We know you're not. How are you? Are you coping up?" She asked once again.

"I'm trying. But everytime I'm alone I can't help but to ask myself why I didn't protected Joy and my baby." I said and my voice broke. She hugged me.

"We're sorry unnie. If only we knew..." Eunbi said.

"N-o. It's completely my fault, I didn't took care of myself. Stop blaming yourself please." I said and wiped my tears. She nodded and caress my back.

"Are you avoiding Jungkook, Yerin-ssi?" Sowon unnie asked. I looked down.

"I know I'm not in the position to tell you this Yerin-ah, but Jungkook lost his child too. He's in pain too. He may not tell it to us and t you but we can sense it." Sowon unnie said. I know unnie. I know.

"Gosh, oppa lose weight tho!" Yuna said. I sighed.

"Jungkook told us that you can now go home, he gave this to me, he told me to give it to you." Sowon unnie added. She handed me a piece of paper. I think it's a letter.

"Let's get you fix now, you'll be home in a few hours." She said. I nodded.

We are currently going home and Sowon unnie was driving the car.

"Where's Jungkook?" I asked.

"He's with the police, trying to figure out the investigation." Yewon said. I nodded.

"How about Sungjae's case?" I asked.

"They're still into it. It's confirmed that Yeri did kill him." I closed my eyes. Yeri. That bitch.

"H-how about Yeri?" I asked.

"She's also dead Yerin-ah. Jin shoot her, she was ran to the hospital but she didn't made it." I sighed. "It's finally over now Yerin-ah, you don't have to worry anymore." She said and smiled.

"Dasom is at Hoseok oppa, your mom went to an important meeting." Eunbi said. I nodded and we finally arrived the house. I opened the door but it was too dark. I turned on the lights and was shocked to see everyone inside.

"Welcome home!" They shouted. I smiled as I saw my mom, Dasom, my in-laws and my friends in there.

"Hi." I said and smiled.

"Mommy!" Dasom shouted and went to me, she cried as I held her on my arms.

"Baby, I missed you. Mommy missed you so much." I whispered.

"I love you mommy, don't leave me again okay?" She said. I nodded and wiped her tears.

"Yerin-ah, welcome home!" Taehyung said and hugged me. I hugged him back.

"Thank you Vcut!" I said and he pinched my cheeks. I pouted. Yoongi oppa smiled at me and hugged me.

"Stop worrying us too much Yerin-ah. Yewon cried last night. Welcome home." He said and I smiled. Jin oppa then went to me and handed me a bouquet of flowers.

"Thank you oppa." I said and smiled.

"That's not from me, but anyways, welcome home. You're good now right?" He asked I nodded and smiled. Jimin oppa hugged me and did the same.

"O-oppa." I mumbled as Hoseok oppa was in front of me. He hugged me so tight.

"Stop making me worry Yerin! I want to punch everyone I see because I failed to protect you. I'm sorry." He said and was about to cry when I laughed.

"Stop worrying! I am fine now. See?" I said and smiled. He just rolled his eyes and pinch my cheeks. "Yah! Stop!" I said. The girls hugged me.

"We love you Yerin-ah." Sowon unnie said. I was touched. I didn't know my friends prepared something.

But where's Jungkook?

I posted the picture of me with the flower.

@yer_in thank you everyone. thank you for the flowers.

@ksj97 we're glad you're back, take a rest now pretty.

@heunbi unnie so pretty♡

@j.eunha97 i heard what happened, im sorry im not there, take care unnie, ill be home soon! i love you and i miss you all!

@jjk97 glad you like the flowers, be home soon, ily.

I literally screamed when I saw Jungkook commented. My heart skipped a beat.

Where are you love? I miss you.