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"Congratulations Mr Jeon, your twins are perfectly fine."

"Thank you so much doctor, how is Jin."
Jungkook asked, really anxious about his Jin, after want happened he couldn't forgive himself unless and until he knows how Jin is.

"I'm sorry Mr Jeon, but Seokjin has lost lot of blood and the chances of his survival are less."

"What do mean his chances are less, can't you see he gave birth to our babies and he is fibe, don't talk nonsense doctor and do your duty properly."
Jungkook snarled, holding the doctor by his collar, as the other looked completely afraid.

"Mr Jeon-

"Doctor Chen- Seokjin-ssi, we are losing his pulse, please hurry up doctor."
The said doctor freed himself from Jungkook's hold, running towards the OT, as Jungkook did the same.

"Jin"
Jungkook called as the doctors were busy with keeping the younger's pulse intact.

"Jungkook"
Jin whispered, motioning for the older to come closer.
As he quickly stride towards the bed, holding Jin's hand in his.

"Mr Jeon you can't be here, this is OT for god's-

"It's okay doctor let him be, I need him here."
Each word hardly came out of Jin's mouth, as he struggling hard to not give up, even he knew it was the last time he would be seeing Jungkook and so he wanted to make most of it.

"I am here Jin, I won't leave you, please hold on a little longer baby, see the doctors are here, they will help us-

"Shh... I just want to see you Jungkook and want you to promise me something, will you?"

"Anything Jin, but please don't me, I am sorry for hurting you I- I"

"It's not your fault Jungkook, I  deserve it for all my wrong doings, for what I did to Taehyung, but promise me Jungkook you will take care of our babies, tell then how much I love them, tell tgen that their Appa will miss them, will you?"

"Jin I will"

"I love you Jungkook-ah"

"Please forgive me."

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After Jin's funeral, Jungkook sat besides him, that's when he felt a hand on his shoulder.

"Jungkook"

"Mrs Kim."

"It's okay son, you're not at fault, even Jin would never want you to blame yourself, he loves you too much for that."
Mrs Kim said as he sat besides Jungkook, rubbing his back, while the other hand wiped off his tears.

"Can I ask you a question?"
Jungkook said, controlling the his tears, turning to side, to give Mrs Kim his undivided attention.

"You may"

"What did Jin meant when he said, that he was tainted, did something happened to him in the past, preferably before he came to Seoul?"
Jungkook noticed the hesitation in Mrs Kim's eyes, as he squeezed her hand, letting her know that she could trust him.

"I know I can trust you son, but it's not the reason why I am going to tell you the truth, but mostly because you deserve to know this."
Mrs Kim stopped for second, reminiscing her son condition, where she almost lost him, it was so heart wrenching for her to see her son in pain, she felt like a completely helpless mother.

"Jin was sexually abused, bullied in his previous school, where those kids threatened to kill him, if he ever opened his mouth, which he never did, yet one of those days, they raped my son, snatched his chastity, broke him to pieces and later left him on the school rooftop to die, if it weren't for the janitor, Jin would've been long dead. When he was discharged from the hospital a month later he was diagnosed with rape traumic disorder, each day was pain for us, his screams still ring in my ears, my son was in pain."
Jungkook quickly pulled Mrs Kim in embrace letting her cry in his arms, as his own tears once again fell. He never knew what Seokjin went through, he felt more guilty of his actions, if only he would've confessed his love first, he only he would have never walked on Jin taking to their babies, if only he would've never known what happened between Jin and Taehyung.

"Later when we moved to Seoul, he oddly started craving for love, I guess it was because of you, he started smiling a lot, even ate healthy, which gave us hope, our Jin was back to normal, I even remember the day when he said that he wants to live happily, my son, he was so happy but guess fate had different plans, and I pray wherever my Jinnie is, he is happy."
Mrs Kim wiped off her remaining tears, standing up as she patted Jungkook shoulder.

Jin really did loved Jungkook, the older was his ray of hope, his sanity and mostly importantly his reason to live. But the younger thought, someone like Jungkook who is perfect, could never love a tainted soul, moreover he already had Jimin. And when Taehyung proposed him, he said yes hoping to get a reaction out of Jungkook, but guess the older was too good at hiding it.
Even when Jin was married to Taehyung he still longed for Jungkook, which lead him to kill his husband and web lies about their marriage.

"One more thing Jungkook, I hope you forgive my Jin for his sins, and would still love him."

"I'll always love him and our babies, and I will live for him and our babies.
Jungkook looked back at Seokjin's grave, smiling at it, as he too headed out to his home, to his daughters.

"I forgive you"

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~fin