"One more week till finals are over and it's fucking freedom. No more classes or assignments. Just summer and parties" A dark haired brunette male says as he walks out of the gym closest to campus with San. Both having just finished a workout and were clad in exercise clothing. Nike compression shirts, sweatpants and shorts, high top converse sneakers and slides with socks.

"Jongho... you're only taking 2 courses this term. With no labs" San scoffs at him, like he really had nothing to be complaining about.

"Ok and?" Jongho questions with a bit of sass as they arrive at his car. He pulls the back door open and tosses his gym bag in the back. San does the same.

"I'm just saying, the whole term was probably one extended summer for you" They both simultaneously get in the car, slamming the door in near unison.

Jongho turns on the car, the bluetooth of the car automatically getting connected to his phone and 'Don't' by Bryson Tiller resumes playing. "Aish- get off my dick will you" He says with a pout as he begins reversing out of the parking spot.

San just scoffs teasingly as he leans his head on the car window. He stares blankly at the passing trees as they left the public gym parking lot and began returning to campus since they both stayed in the school's dorms as freshmen.

The ride was relatively quiet. Or maybe it just felt that way because Jongho was doing all the talking while San stayed quiet and tuned out most of what he was saying.

"S-"

"Sa-"

"San!" Jongho raises his voice, successfully pulling San out of his thoughts after a few attempts calling his name.

San blinks repeatedly and looks at Jongho with an alarmed expression. "Are you ok? I called your name like ten times"

"Y-yeah. Just thinking about... stuff. I'm fine. Were you saying something?" He scratches the back of his neck guiltily.

Jongho just glances at him repeatedly then would return his attention back on the road. "Hm, y'know you've been acting really odd recently. You sure you're ok? You can talk to me about anything, you know that right?" He reaches a hand across the cup holders between their seats and gives San's arm a reassuring squeezing.

"Yeah no, it's not a big deal. My dad called a couple days ago and said he's coming to visit for a month before we go back to Seoul for the summer. Said something about wanting to see what Gyeongsan is like maybe visit the beach a couple times"

"Wait really? That sounds exciting" Jongho smiles wide. But he glances at San and noted the flat look in his face. "Isn't that a good thing? Did you not want him to come?"

"No, of course I want him to come. He's not coming alone though. My uh- my stepbrother is coming as well" He bit his inner cheek as he plays with his phone on his thighs.

"The one you said you weren't on good terms with?" Jongho questions with a puzzled expression.

"Yeah"

"Ok well I guess this is your chance to try and get on good terms. I'm really failing to see what the problem is. You know, you never even told me what exactly it is that fucked up your relationship with him. You told me about it once and was extremely vague about it too but I bet it's probably not even that big of a deal." He shrugs as they drive into the student parking lot on campus.

"If anything I think this is an opportunity. Make amends and stop avoiding him like an ex. He's still your brother at the end of the day" He lectures then puts the car in park after driving into a free spot.

San gulps at his 'ex' comment. He never technically dated Wooyoung but they did a lot of things... said a lot of things that even couples months into their relationship hadn't done or said. They had literally confessed to be in love with each other before agreeing that they needed time away from each other, that day over a year ago in the middle of the kitchen when things were heated. How could one ever just forget all that and move on?

Chills ran up and down his arms and he takes in a deep breath and turns to Jongho with a lop sided smile. "You're right. I'm being really dramatic" He laughs at himself and runs a hand through his inky black hair.

"I'm glad we can both agree on that. C'mon, Yunho just texted. He said he's at the food court" Jongho immediately hops out of the car, closes the driver seat and goes to grab his gym bag from the backseat.

"I think I'm actually just gonna go back to my dorm. Take a shower, rest up a bit and study. Got a final in 2 days" San announces as he too gets out of the car and slams the passengers door shut then grabs his own bag from the back.

Jongho sighs loudly. "Ugh I hate when you get like this" He gives him a pointed look. "If you'd rather go sulk alone in your room than hang out with your friends then I'm not gonna force you" He says as he's walking away backwards. "Text me later" He gives a final wave before turning around and walking off. A wave that San returns weakly.

San slams his dorm door behind him and locks it before heading for the kitchen. Because the truth was he is hungry but wasn't in the mood to socialize that evening.

He could hear lewd moaning and light thudding coming from Yeosang's room down the hall and he knew his roommate likely had another 'guest' over.

The fridge was empty, except for some old cans of beer and a couple cups of yogurt along the shelves on the door of the fridge. He takes 2 cups and grabs a spoon then retreats back to his room. Before even changing out of his workout clothes, he flops face forward on his bed and groans into the sheets.

Truthfully, I don't know how I'm going to react when I see him again. I wonder if he'll just pretend all of what happened when we parted ways didn't happen. Will he pretend we didn't happen? I mean he should right? It's the right thing to do. Just pretend it didn't happen and move on. Yeah. Whatever feelings or attraction that still lingers we can't act on them.

"We shouldn't" San's voice comes out as more of a muffled sound. He lays in silence for a moment before he reaches for his phone from the pocket of his workout shorts. He bit his inner cheek as he scrolls through all the different contacts, doing eenie meenie minnie mo to decide who to hit up. Finally he settled on a recent hook up he remembered fucked good and was an alright top.

☆☆☆

Ren

San
Hey
Just got home
Wanna come over for a quickie

Ren
💀
It's only 6

San
What about it
You wanna come over or what 😐
I've got beer
They taste like ass but it's here if you want it?

Ren
Lol ye I'm coming
You got condoms?

San
Yah we're good
Could you bring me food on ur way 🥺
And booze. The cheap stuff is good
Oh and a pack of cigs I think Yeo stole the rest of mine

Ren
Gth... 🤨
Must've hit up the wrong number
This isn't doordash

San
Please
I'll pay you back
Plus interest !

Ren
What kinda food?

San
Wendys?
Idc doesn't matter to me
I'm hungry and horny
So hurry up

Ren
Lmao chill
Just left my place
Lemme see how horny you are 👀

San
(Sends 5 second video of him palming his hard on through his shorts)

Ren
Hot
Take a vid with the shorts off
Stroking yourself
It'll give me something to look forward to 😁

San
Hurry up and come stroke it yourself
You haven't earned my nudes yet

Ren
Booo
That ass better be ready and prepped by the time I get there

San
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Shorter chapter but im having too much fun writing whore San lmao lemme get back on track chile 👹