I've been in a smutty mood for some random reason, so here's another smutty oneshot, or part two technically. Most of you wanted a part 2, so I'm giving ya that. Also, sorry this took a while, I've been having a few family problems, but I assure you I'm fine and I shall continue updating as often as I can. Hope you enjoy.

Your POV

May 2001

"Liam, are you fucking crazy?!"

Liam sighed in the face phone and begged, "Please! He really wants you to come to over for his birthday, he hasn't seen you in ages and he's like super fuckin' depressing right now."

I asked suspiciously, "Did he actually say that or are you just saying just so I can come over?"

Liam groaned and exclaimed, "Y/N, he loves you! I fuckin' known that, mama knows that and you fuckin' know that as well. Please, just come."

I explained, "I can't! I'm sorry, but I just can't."

Liam asked, "What is it you're so fuckin' scared about? The real Y/N isn't scared of shit!"

I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. I explained, "I don't think it's good for either of us, I want him to move on from me. It's best if we both just stay away."

Liam shouted, "Well, that hasn't fuckin' worked?! He's worse then ever!!"

I cringed from the sudden loudness and pulled the phone away from my ear in order to save me from going deaf.

I rolled my eyes, I explained, "If I go, this will be the one time I'll be seeing him. I'm just gonna have a word with him and then I'm done. Okay?"

Liam sighed and said, "Fine, though I very much doubt that you will keep to that promise."

I raised my eyebrows at confusion and asked, "Why do you think that?"

Liam chuckled slightly and explained, "Because this is Noel. You can't truly say to me that you'll just avoid him forever. This is the guy who introduced you to music, the guy who's let you cry on his shoulder, the guy who has beaten up every dickhead of an ex, the guy who has picked you up at 3 o'clock in the morning drunk, in the middle of Manchester and gave you a bed for a night. The one guy that I know can truly make you happy, are you really going to walk away from that?"

I wiped my eyes to stop myself from crying, because Liam was right. Noel was that guy, I couldn't just walk away from that. I sniffed and rubbed my nose.

I mumbled, "I'll talk to you later."

I hanged up the phone as I attempted to calm myself down. I breathed out shakily and then sat on my bed, crossing my legs and staring down at my hands.

I looked up at my wall and saw a small polaroid  picture of me and Noel on my 21st birthday, we were both super drunk and Liam decided to take a picture of us, just sleeping on the coach, with my head resting on his shoulder and his head resting on top of my head. It was one of those nights where it just felt like me and Noel could do anything, we could run away together with just a car, his guitar and each other.

I burst into tears and cried my heart out, I covered my face with my hands and sobbed into them. I eventually laid on my bed and turned sideways, still crying.

I could feel my throat burn and my heart screaming in pain, I hated fucking feelings.

I eventually cried myself to sleep.

A few weeks later...

"This was the worst decision I have made in my life," I thought to myself as I stared at Noel.

He hadn't changed much, although his eyes were slightly red and he generally looked like a mess. But he still was handsome as I last saw him.

I slapped myself mentally when I thought of him like that, I couldn't afford to catch feelings again.

I nervously said, "Hello Noel."

He swallowed loudly and mumbled, "Y/N, I'm surprised you turned up. It's nice to see you again."

I coughed quietly and grumbled, "I'm surprised as well."

We both awkwardly looked at the floor in shame, not wanting to look at each other. He asked, "Do you want something to drink?"

I assured him, "No, I'm alright."

He raised his eyebrows and teased, "You sure about that?"

I bite my lip and couldn't help but smile. I rolled my eyes and said, "Oh, alright. Fuck it, I'll have a beer."

Noel laughed slightly and commented, "You haven't changed much."

"Neither have you."

I sat down on his sofa and laid back as he went off to the kitchen to get a drink. I couldn't help but stare at him, he was still fit as fuck.

I thought to myself, "Maybe it's not over, maybe we can start again."

After a few drinks, we were chatting like old mates again. We were slightly tipsy but not fully drunk, we know how to handle our drinks.

It was like we were eighteen again, just laying on his coach, talking about random shit. Just enjoying each other's company, just me and him against the world again.

He told some stupid joke and I couldn't help but burst out laughing. As I looked at him, I could feel myself wanting to get closer to him, wanting to kiss him.

I lazily asked, "Did you ever regret not going after me at that wedding?"

Noel sighed sadly and nodded slowly.

"I reject it everyday since I let you go."

I smiled sadly and finally moved towards him and gently connected my lips to his.

He immediately kissed me back, almost like he expected me to kiss him. He placed his hands on my waist and lowered me down on the sofa as he continued to kiss me.

He eventually started to kiss me harder as he gripped onto my hips tighter, he was slowly starting to dominate me. He pinned my arms above my head as he started to attacking my neck, leaving me breathless.

He bit and sucked on a particular spot on my neck that made me moan helplessly, I tried covering my mouth with my hand. But Noels' firm hands stopped me.

He groaned, "Don't you dare, I want to hear you."

He moved away from my neck, leaving a massive hickey. He gently pulled my shirt off and stared to kiss my chest while he massaged my breasts. I gripped onto his hair and tugged it slightly.

This immediately made him moan extremely loudly, I was extremely surprised but I couldn't help but smirk slightly. H

Noel fucking Gallagher had a hair kink.

I tugged on it again and he groaned helplessly as I started to gain a little bit of control. He moaned as he started to undo my bar, "You keep doing this love, and I won't fuckin' last."

I chuckled slightly as he finally removed my bat and immediately started sucking on breasts, I moaned and cry out in surprise.

I moaned, "Shit, Noel! Don't.. stop.. shit!"

I could feel him smirk underneath me as he continued to gently bit my breasts, making me gasp and wrap my legs around his waist.

He took his shirt off and went back to snogging me as he mindlessly started grinding on me. He grumbled, "Oh, fuck... shit, look what you do to me, Y/N."

I wrapped my arms around his waist and smiled under his kiss. He smirked as he took off his jeans and groaned, "Now for the main event."

We eventually laid there on the sofa, naked under the blanket, snuggling together in almost complete darkness.

I subconsciously started to draw circles on his chest as I could hear his deep but calm breathing. I smiled and placed my head on his chest.

He looked down and smiled as he gently kissed me on my temple. He whispered, "Please don't go again. I can't leave you again, I need you. Meg is gone, we ended it. We can be together."

I closed my eyes in bliss, I whispered, "Are you sure?"

He nodded as his fingers played with my hair. He held me a little tighter, as if he wanted me to never leave his side.

"Of course I fuckin' do. I love you, Y/N and that's never changed."

A small tear rolled down my face, but it was of happiness.

"I love you too, Noel, I never stopped loving you."

Noel kissed my lips one more time and we finally fell asleep in blissful happiness.

That's it, I'm so glad I've finished. It took longer then it should have, but hey, I'm a lazy ass. This was actually really sweet to write, I'm quite proud of it. Anyways, I hoped you enjoyed.