(2013)

You happen to be the one
the one that I think of and dream on
a lot

Then please don't be sad about your life
because I love you so much

You've been in my heart
for too long
too long that I don't know when it will end
so I can move on

(2015)

I write so that I don't fall asleep

The memory of your smell is kicking me in right now
It's funny how a smell of a perfume can affect you so much

You write something on a public media in the hope that other people know your feeling, so that you don't feel too fucking alone in this world

(2015)

Kini aku berangan untuk bisa berjalan bersamamu saat aku kembali pulang
bercerita tentang hidupku dan mendengar tentang hidupmu
mengadakan yang dulu tak sempat ada, tak sempat terjalin antara kita
persahabatan yang sering aku impikan namun tak pernah jadi kenyataan

Mengenangmu membuat aku menjadi semakin sendu
apakah aku pernah kau rindu, sahabat khayalku?
dan saat kau yang mulai menyapa, aku senang bukan kepalang
mungkin tak sama dengan perasaan hatiku tapi cukup menghibur batinku

(2016)

When I listen to this Daniel Sahuleka song, You Make My World So Colorful, I don't know why I am reminded by you. By our sitting together years ago in a bus. Maybe because now I am in a bus-like, going to my senior's wedding. I remember that time when we were buying two hamsters together, one for you and one for me. Then I decided to make you taking care of them both because I said it would had been easier. Actually, I gave you mine because I wanted you to have it as a way to remember me when you saw it. Did it?

I also remember that Japanese song, a soundtrack of an anime film Summer Wars. I forget the title of the song though. I remember when I listened to it, we were sitting together, and I wanted you so much to listen to it with me. But I was just quiet most of the times because I couldn't help but being nervous it made me feeling so booring.

Do you ever feel the same as I do?

https://youtu.be/j0NQu4Kn5X0